watever....kinda jumpy
You wanna know something about my life?
It's midnight and I should be snug in my bed holding my son thinkin' of how great tomorrow will be with his daddy, but instead I am sitting here thinking about my past and the future that I yerned for from someone else. First I loved James andd I chased him like a damn dog. That didn't work so now he's like my only friend. Then I had Keith and Adrian and Garion and AJ that were all like experiments. They thought I was hot and I thought they were fun to tease. Though, AJ was a little different, i mean we were opposites,but I really got to care for him a lot. John and Elliot were my friends (Elliot was the first guys I agreed to date).
There was one guy after those that hurt me a little. The whole thing with my brother kinda bothered him and I never got dumped over that before. It was kind of shocking seeing as I was never going to sleep with Devon. That really was just a jealousy thing with Danielle. Oh and as for her...well, we'll get to that in a minute. But when I loved James I found someone else to take care of me in the middle of chaseing and that was Austin. He's the guy girls fall inlove with and then hate when it comes to finding out hes cheating. I am not like that and I still love him to this day.
This is why I am writing this.... He is always working, like every day and every second accept maybe an hour. And I am broken up with Michael now so I can do whatever if given the chance ....I just dont know if I should wait for him when I have Michael ready to go and be with me.
It's midnight and I should be snug in my bed holding my son thinkin' of how great tomorrow will be with his daddy, but instead I am sitting here thinking about my past and the future that I yerned for from someone else. First I loved James andd I chased him like a damn dog. That didn't work so now he's like my only friend. Then I had Keith and Adrian and Garion and AJ that were all like experiments. They thought I was hot and I thought they were fun to tease. Though, AJ was a little different, i mean we were opposites,but I really got to care for him a lot. John and Elliot were my friends (Elliot was the first guys I agreed to date).
There was one guy after those that hurt me a little. The whole thing with my brother kinda bothered him and I never got dumped over that before. It was kind of shocking seeing as I was never going to sleep with Devon. That really was just a jealousy thing with Danielle. Oh and as for her...well, we'll get to that in a minute. But when I loved James I found someone else to take care of me in the middle of chaseing and that was Austin. He's the guy girls fall inlove with and then hate when it comes to finding out hes cheating. I am not like that and I still love him to this day.
This is why I am writing this.... He is always working, like every day and every second accept maybe an hour. And I am broken up with Michael now so I can do whatever if given the chance ....I just dont know if I should wait for him when I have Michael ready to go and be with me.