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I'm really disappointed in myself lately. I don't DO anything. Today I got up, I showered, dressed, and went to find socks but wound up sitting on my bed zoning out. Then I just crashed. Fell over on the bed and slept for hours. I never did find socks. That's pretty much what I do anymore now. Just nothing. And I'm incredibily disappointed I missed Sean being online today. But that was still so strange. I do NOT just zone out and fall asleep. I try that every night and every night I spend hours tossing and turning. So what do I do in the middle of the day? Zonk! Unbelievable. It's like body snatchers got me or something because that is absolutely SO unlike me! I'm the person who can't fall asleep anywhere! Yes. I'm greatly upset by it and I'm starting to wonder what's wrong with me.