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it is time to start searching apartments!!!...

my parents 2000 sq ft house...
which has been occupied solely by myself...
for about the last 2 months...
(yes it has been awesome!)...
is finally being sold!!!...
and now i'm ready for my own place...
just my 12 year old haggard cat oscar and i...

my life is trying to slowly eat me alive...
i can't wait till winter break...

oh and one other thing...
i don't understand men...
when you give them attention...
they drop off the face of the earth...
but then when you despise them...
and you don't want to associate with them...
and all they do is call you every other day...
for months straight...
they just absolutely NEED and WANT you back...
fuck that!!...
they don't deserve to be given the time of day...
i'm going a-sexual...
not in reality... eww... in theory...
i thought i wanted to date again...
but i really don't have time...
and although i'm pretty optimistic...
my view on relationships is very pessimistic...
the only way i'll actually date someone again...
if ever...
is if they greatly exceed my expectations...
considering my expectations are already too demanding...
but whatever...
maybe if i stick to this idea...
i won't get fucked over like i have all the other times...

^ i believe i have just submitted myself to a permanent single life