Eeeeep :X
I know I said I'd stop the pity party, but today has been a little hard on me. Negative stuff behind the cut.
my day started kind of averagely when my brother announced this morning "why are you such a disgusting fat bitch?" which was lovely. I got on though, and when I got to work, I found out the boy I like is leaving this Saturday, to go home to the UK :( this shouldn't upset me as much as it has, because we didn't even have a 'thing', but I like him, so, boo. When my friend told me, I almost started crying O_o whatever though.
Theres actually this thing going on at work, where people are taking the "injury report" forms, and filling them out for each other, and it's really cute. This guy who is totally in love with my friend filled one out for her, and said his injury was a broken heart, and he filled it all out really adorable-y, like "Remedy: Keep in contact when you leave" etc etc, and then gave it to her. TOTALLY cute. And I was filling one out as a joke for our friend saying the illness he'd given us was stomach cramps and violent vomiting, just as a joke. As we were filling it out, boy-o walks past and says "awh, you know you could just tell me how you feel ;)". BAAAAAAH SHUT YOUR FAAACE. (Maybe I'll get an injury report form before the week is up? :OOOOO )
ANYWAY LESS NEGATIVITY. I just need to move. on. I have a couple more days with him around... 3 shifts I think. Oh well. It's just upset me a little because I am lame. Need an actual boyfriend me thinks.
MORE POSITIVE STUFF THOUGH! Tomorrow I'm going to call around all the record labels and get an internship, and put the finishing touches on the gift baskets I need to send to NZ radio and TV. Productive, huh? And I'm about to go have dinner with my high school BFF who has just moved up here and I am SO. EXCITED.
When I get home, as promised, I will read all the LJ posts and comment and spread some love around <33
my day started kind of averagely when my brother announced this morning "why are you such a disgusting fat bitch?" which was lovely. I got on though, and when I got to work, I found out the boy I like is leaving this Saturday, to go home to the UK :( this shouldn't upset me as much as it has, because we didn't even have a 'thing', but I like him, so, boo. When my friend told me, I almost started crying O_o whatever though.
Theres actually this thing going on at work, where people are taking the "injury report" forms, and filling them out for each other, and it's really cute. This guy who is totally in love with my friend filled one out for her, and said his injury was a broken heart, and he filled it all out really adorable-y, like "Remedy: Keep in contact when you leave" etc etc, and then gave it to her. TOTALLY cute. And I was filling one out as a joke for our friend saying the illness he'd given us was stomach cramps and violent vomiting, just as a joke. As we were filling it out, boy-o walks past and says "awh, you know you could just tell me how you feel ;)". BAAAAAAH SHUT YOUR FAAACE. (Maybe I'll get an injury report form before the week is up? :OOOOO )
ANYWAY LESS NEGATIVITY. I just need to move. on. I have a couple more days with him around... 3 shifts I think. Oh well. It's just upset me a little because I am lame. Need an actual boyfriend me thinks.
MORE POSITIVE STUFF THOUGH! Tomorrow I'm going to call around all the record labels and get an internship, and put the finishing touches on the gift baskets I need to send to NZ radio and TV. Productive, huh? And I'm about to go have dinner with my high school BFF who has just moved up here and I am SO. EXCITED.
When I get home, as promised, I will read all the LJ posts and comment and spread some love around <33