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Ahhh well it had to end huh. I had an arguement with my parents today about want i want and i stood up for myself. I told them i'm sick and tired of hearing that its the best for me and my "family" that i will do this or that. No, in fact, its good for them (my uncle and aunt) that if i become a doctor I will make them look good and all .. well screw that, how about my happiness for once. I'm sick of hearing that i'm selffish that i'm just wasting my ability by doing something thats below my intelligence level. Well i told my parents that people are going to have to start letting me do want i feel passionate about or to simply say "shits going to hit the fan".
I feel like i'm not being selffish on doing something that i want to do. I want to persue my dreams. I'm going to make a decent amount of money at the same time. I want to travel, i want to be independant and lastly, i just want to enjoy life. If they do care for me they will respect what i want. I'm not going to become corrupt when i get set loose into society, if i were to become corrupted i would have been a long time ago.
I just wish i knew why they want to hold all thier kids back so much. Are they afraid of them leaving them. I just want to know, my uncle and aunt and my parents to a much much much lesser extent now.
I feel like i'm not being selffish on doing something that i want to do. I want to persue my dreams. I'm going to make a decent amount of money at the same time. I want to travel, i want to be independant and lastly, i just want to enjoy life. If they do care for me they will respect what i want. I'm not going to become corrupt when i get set loose into society, if i were to become corrupted i would have been a long time ago.
I just wish i knew why they want to hold all thier kids back so much. Are they afraid of them leaving them. I just want to know, my uncle and aunt and my parents to a much much much lesser extent now.