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Having two long weekends in a row that were full of bad eating has totally messed me up. For awhile there I was doing so awesome with making healthier eating choices…but then the trips happened and it all went downhill from there. It probably doesn't help that in the past two and a bit weeks we haven't done a single proper grocery shopping trip. There was no point buying food that would eventually spoil in the fridge because of us being away so much. So things like fruits and veggies have been a bit non-existant in my diet. Yesterday I went and bought a few bananas and ate some of the baby carrots letf over from camping. It felt good to get some healthy stuff into my belly. But while I'm at work all I crave is bad food. It doesn't help that we are ridiculously slow here right now so I get bored quite frequently during the day and obviously boredom leads to eating. I haven't caved on many of my boredom food cravings, but I have with enough of them to make me feel gross. I always justify it as well. "I'm running tonight." "I’m going to the gym tonight." "I’m playing volleyball tonight." You don't get any kind of weightloss results by keeping this mentality. Bah. I need to get myself sorted out. At least for the next little while there aren't any trips coming up that will involve alcohol or quick and easy bad foods. Unless someone arranges a last minute camping trip or something.
It's kind of hard to do these updates as my only readers are the people I see on a regular basis. So most of you already know most things going on in my life. Not that there is much to report on. Since two of you were at my place when I was texting Jeff yesterday, I thought I'd let you know that we carried on texting till just about midnight before I finally cut it off saying I needed to sleep. It's frustrating because it feels like there is a fair amount of text flirting going on…but then I also know that that's just Jeff. He jokes around a lot. I know, I know Minna, that I need to find a way to see if I'm in the friendszone or if there is a way to try to move out of it. I'm just not going to do the invite him to go out for dinner thing. I have my reasons behind it that I can't really explain, but I'll find some other way to make it work. My brain has been working overtime trying to come up with ideas. He has invited me a couple times to come check out his new place and meet his new cat, so I thought about working that in somehow. Movie hangout? Get dinner to go? It's a different setting from the normal canoe paddle that has been happening. We'll see. I'll come up with something. I'm going to text him later today to find out what he's up to on Saturday.
Guys. So confusing.
Work sucks. I want to go home. It's so stinkin quiet and I'm spending way too much time on hyperbole and a half and giggling to myself at my desk. I found an awesome spider one that is totally applicable to jenn and minna! You'll have to look it up!
Anyway…I should go and do…something….
It's kind of hard to do these updates as my only readers are the people I see on a regular basis. So most of you already know most things going on in my life. Not that there is much to report on. Since two of you were at my place when I was texting Jeff yesterday, I thought I'd let you know that we carried on texting till just about midnight before I finally cut it off saying I needed to sleep. It's frustrating because it feels like there is a fair amount of text flirting going on…but then I also know that that's just Jeff. He jokes around a lot. I know, I know Minna, that I need to find a way to see if I'm in the friendszone or if there is a way to try to move out of it. I'm just not going to do the invite him to go out for dinner thing. I have my reasons behind it that I can't really explain, but I'll find some other way to make it work. My brain has been working overtime trying to come up with ideas. He has invited me a couple times to come check out his new place and meet his new cat, so I thought about working that in somehow. Movie hangout? Get dinner to go? It's a different setting from the normal canoe paddle that has been happening. We'll see. I'll come up with something. I'm going to text him later today to find out what he's up to on Saturday.
Guys. So confusing.
Work sucks. I want to go home. It's so stinkin quiet and I'm spending way too much time on hyperbole and a half and giggling to myself at my desk. I found an awesome spider one that is totally applicable to jenn and minna! You'll have to look it up!
Anyway…I should go and do…something….