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I did about the hardest thing I've ever had to do.
I told Josh that I don't want to talk to him anymore. And that I'm not in love with him anymore. He started to cry I think. It was so hard. I didn't want it to end like this, I really didn't. It just happened. I can't have him in my life if he's acting how he is, and I can't be in his. I hope he can fix things and that eventually we can ever talk and be friends again. But I don't know. I just don't know and that hurts. I wish I could know how things would turn out, but I don't. I just have to do this right now.
Getting over him was the hardest thing I've had to do. I didn't let myself think about him. I have to do that again. I still care about him but know that this is for the best right now. Who knows what the future will bring, but right now this is what I need. What he needs...
Today has been one of the hardest days of my life. I'm sorry it had to end up this way between us...
I told Josh that I don't want to talk to him anymore. And that I'm not in love with him anymore. He started to cry I think. It was so hard. I didn't want it to end like this, I really didn't. It just happened. I can't have him in my life if he's acting how he is, and I can't be in his. I hope he can fix things and that eventually we can ever talk and be friends again. But I don't know. I just don't know and that hurts. I wish I could know how things would turn out, but I don't. I just have to do this right now.
Getting over him was the hardest thing I've had to do. I didn't let myself think about him. I have to do that again. I still care about him but know that this is for the best right now. Who knows what the future will bring, but right now this is what I need. What he needs...
Today has been one of the hardest days of my life. I'm sorry it had to end up this way between us...