I have never said she doesn't have anxiety issues, I have never said that was faked, and I have never said she tricked you with them at all, so please don't put words into my mouth like that. I know nothing of another girl, I do know that a week and a half after I broke it off with her becasue it was not working and never would, she made out to the world that she had killed herself. She has also told me it was becasue of me...even though I had not spoken to her, messaged her, posted about her, or liked a single thing she'd said or posted. I had zero contact with her and had no plans to have contact, in any form, with her again. She wasn't getting the attention she wanted so she devised a plan to make sure I, at the very least, suffered. Unfortunately her emotional manipulations came at your expense too.
I hope everyone, including you, takes one HELL of a step back and consider what your own role in all this is that drove a mother to either fake her death or actually kill herself. Just take a step back and consider that. I have spent the last few months thinking of little else. I realise you don't want to believe it, but actually did love her, and I grieved for her, felt guilt for my role in her supposed suicide (which is when I messaged you becasue I didn't want you feeling any of the guilt I was feeling). I have spent all this time blaming myself to a large extent for what turns out to be nothing but a vile hoax that she premeditated. She had no concern for the pain she was inflicting becasue if she had she'd never have gone through with her lies. So what I am stepping back and considering is that she is in desperate need of professional psychiatric help becasue anyone even close to being in their right mind would not do what she has done.
My apologies for offending you. I realise the picture that's been painted of me would lead you to believe badly of me, but my concerns for you, in this post and the message I sent you months back, come only from a compassionate place, and like it or not Emma, I do feel concern. It's clear from your attitude towards me you have formed opinions about me based on what Tashe has told you, but I actually do feel for you, and everyone else she made believe she was dead. Please don't forget that I loved her too. That I grieved for her too. Unnecessarily at that. In my opinion what she did is inexcusable, nay, unforgivable. For as awful of a person as you seem to think I am (I'm referring to the frienemy comment), I would never have thought up such a wicked and sickening plan and carry it out the way she did. So think of me as you like, but I know I am not the person you've been lead to believe I am.
I hope everyone, including you, takes one HELL of a step back and consider what your own role in all this is that drove a mother to either fake her death or actually kill herself. Just take a step back and consider that.
I have spent the last few months thinking of little else. I realise you don't want to believe it, but actually did love her, and I grieved for her, felt guilt for my role in her supposed suicide (which is when I messaged you becasue I didn't want you feeling any of the guilt I was feeling). I have spent all this time blaming myself to a large extent for what turns out to be nothing but a vile hoax that she premeditated. She had no concern for the pain she was inflicting becasue if she had she'd never have gone through with her lies. So what I am stepping back and considering is that she is in desperate need of professional psychiatric help becasue anyone even close to being in their right mind would not do what she has done.
My apologies for offending you. I realise the picture that's been painted of me would lead you to believe badly of me, but my concerns for you, in this post and the message I sent you months back, come only from a compassionate place, and like it or not Emma, I do feel concern. It's clear from your attitude towards me you have formed opinions about me based on what Tashe has told you, but I actually do feel for you, and everyone else she made believe she was dead. Please don't forget that I loved her too. That I grieved for her too. Unnecessarily at that. In my opinion what she did is inexcusable, nay, unforgivable. For as awful of a person as you seem to think I am (I'm referring to the frienemy comment), I would never have thought up such a wicked and sickening plan and carry it out the way she did. So think of me as you like, but I know I am not the person you've been lead to believe I am.
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