(no subject)

[nyyyy]

i think i like oxycotin a little too much. it was by far the most pleasant high i'd had in a long time. no paranoia, no depression, no panic attacks complete with racing pulse and hyperventilating, just happy and giggly nicole laughing at all the gay moments in the Fellowship of the Ring.
again.
probably shouldn't take my sister's painkillers anymore. i can already feel myself wanting to be a pill popper. damn addictive personality. damn sobriety.

4 more days at Maplefields...