Aug 28, 2007 23:30
I may be a tad bit drunk right now. I go to NY tomorrow to see my grandma. I am a bit scared to see her this way. j Tonight I drink dominican cerveza & stay with Rodolfo. Why? Because he's hot. Basically that's it. Who coud ask for a better relationship. We aren't in love with each other. We don't ever want to fall in love. We both agree that loving someone eonly ends in pain. Awesome.
My Mom is insane. I am insane. I feel like I can't do aything to help my family because I am here in fuckin RI. Fuckin life...
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