May 29, 2005 23:43
I'm going to try and wait till you call me or what not, unless I really can't take it. I can distract myself from it all. I feel at times that I'm bothering you and like I'm a big hassle. I know if I was then we probably wouldn't be going out and it's just me being dumb. But I dunno, I just want you to have fun and yeah. I feel at times I'm intruding. Have fun with your guys and girls or what have you and I'll get my Ben time in due time! In the meantime I have friends and family to preoccupy my thoughts.