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So I'm at work right now. I like it better than the first day. I've been so depressed lately. Partly, because I miss Ben and my friends and partly because of the lack of medicine. It sucks too. I got all in a depressed mood yesterday too. I want Ben, I miss him so much, I didn't think it would be this bad. I never was like this with Brandon. Grrr, well only 11 more days till I can see my baby, until then I have Luc. He's my baby while Ben isn't here, well I've known him first lol, the love of my life. Well he's only 1 1/2 so it's nothing bad. I want to get away and be with Ben...grr I hate feeling like this.
I feel like part me is still in Tallahassee with him. It sucks!!! I need to hang out with friends too. But the good thing is I did end up talking to him for like 2 hours last night, so yay that's exciting. Well i better get back to the joys of work!!!!!!!!!
I feel like part me is still in Tallahassee with him. It sucks!!! I need to hang out with friends too. But the good thing is I did end up talking to him for like 2 hours last night, so yay that's exciting. Well i better get back to the joys of work!!!!!!!!!