Love me. Help me. Save me.
trying to stop loving someone is like trying to kill a part of yourself, which doesnt make it any easier...
I'm always down for the cause but finally having to admit to myself again that I'm being used and abused and he'll never realize it, seems to take enough of a toll on me already. And I dont think there is anything I can do to make him see or understand how he's hurt me.
He's going to try to get me kicked out of all of our crews and I'm assuming make my life hell, as if it wasn't hellacious enough from time to time already
Its like a nightmare that I cant wake up from....
so what do we do now.... so what do we do now?
I'm always down for the cause but finally having to admit to myself again that I'm being used and abused and he'll never realize it, seems to take enough of a toll on me already. And I dont think there is anything I can do to make him see or understand how he's hurt me.
He's going to try to get me kicked out of all of our crews and I'm assuming make my life hell, as if it wasn't hellacious enough from time to time already
Its like a nightmare that I cant wake up from....
so what do we do now.... so what do we do now?