You and I

[nyx_of_myst]

Mm'kay, this is the poem(?) that I worte back on the 17th. I didn't post it earlier because I haven't had a chance at my comp since then. Anywho, here it is. Btw, Lisa? If you read this, then it's for you.

You conceived me I was created in you
You birthed me I was bonded to you
You cared for me I needed you

You regreted me I tried to please you
You hated me I tried to love you
You abused me I tried to forgive you

You told me I'd never be someone I pretended not to hear you
Do all the drugs I could Haven't touched them
Have my own children at eighteen Barely kissed at seventeen
Be dead in a gutter by forty Still gonna kick at eighty

You left me I defended you
You lied to me I believed you
You broke my heart I put it back together

You never wanted me I didn't see it
You never mothered me I didn't think about it
You never loved me I didn't believe it

You never spoke
when I needed advice I spoke to myself
You weren't there
when I needed help I helped myself

You were never my mother I was always your daughter

We are no longer.

So? Think I'm healing...hope I am anyway...Have a nice day/night, and I'll try to do the same.