Jun 29, 2003 23:37
Verlassen has Xavier, I can feel it inside me. That cold disgusting feeling that only Verlassen can make someone feel. It tears me up inside that I can do nothing. I can not try to see him, try to help him. I know that the second anything happens he will close me off from him. I do not want him going through what they did to me...Roz hates him...
Vivien pushed tears off of her face, taking a deep breath as she stared out the window of the loft, feeling vulenerable and helpless. She stared at the stars in the sky, watching as it began to rain. It started out lightly, a small drizzle, but as her fear grew it began to pour..lightening striking and thunder sounding in the distance.
There has to be something I can do...some trick with the blood bond to send him my energy? send him my strength? I dont know...Xavier would not sit around and let me tortured if he knew were I was...I can not sit here and let him. If I go anywhere near there Xavier will be furious...if I risk myself for him...
Vivien sighed. She knew that Roz disliked her, knew that Xavier was more needed then she would ever be. She ment nothing to this war or city, but Xavier...he was needed. She ran her fingers through her hair, breathing deeply. "he would never forgive me if I tried it..." she said softly outloud.