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Vivien walked into her hotel room and sat down on her bed. She grabbed her journal and began writing.
Well I saw Xavier again today. I don't know what I should do about him. I want to hold onto him tightly and never let go but there is a part of me that wants to run away from this city and never look back. When I hated him I had a mission in life, a purpose.
Now that I don't hate him or at least am trying not to hate him I don't know what to do. I'm lost in my sea of hate and sorrow. I look around for an answer but find nothing. Nothing to save my drowning soul with.
Maybe I should just leave and spare me and Xavier the pain of all this.
Well I saw Xavier again today. I don't know what I should do about him. I want to hold onto him tightly and never let go but there is a part of me that wants to run away from this city and never look back. When I hated him I had a mission in life, a purpose.
Now that I don't hate him or at least am trying not to hate him I don't know what to do. I'm lost in my sea of hate and sorrow. I look around for an answer but find nothing. Nothing to save my drowning soul with.
Maybe I should just leave and spare me and Xavier the pain of all this.