Feeling Strange
Can't get onto my journal from home which is just the icing on the cake this weekend.
Apart from the fact I can't seem to sleep I feel horribly detached from reality at the moment and so cold.
Most of the time I hear and feel the chatter around me but now everything is quiet, like I am watching someone elses life. I am not used to my head being this quiet its eerie.
I have the almost uncontrollable urge to scream just to see if I can hear it but that would just confirm my madness.
One very unusual thing has just happened, I have just been given an unexpected gift, a beautiful opal necklace from someone I hardly know.
It has the most exquisite colour of blues and golden yellows, it reminds me of a summers day it even felt warm when I put it on.
Maybe it will help to thaw me out.....
Apart from the fact I can't seem to sleep I feel horribly detached from reality at the moment and so cold.
Most of the time I hear and feel the chatter around me but now everything is quiet, like I am watching someone elses life. I am not used to my head being this quiet its eerie.
I have the almost uncontrollable urge to scream just to see if I can hear it but that would just confirm my madness.
One very unusual thing has just happened, I have just been given an unexpected gift, a beautiful opal necklace from someone I hardly know.
It has the most exquisite colour of blues and golden yellows, it reminds me of a summers day it even felt warm when I put it on.
Maybe it will help to thaw me out.....