A new and shiny toy - chapter 22 - Flashback
Author: NYWCgirl
Fandom: White Collar
Pairing: Neal/Peter/Elizabeth
Characters: Neal, Peter, Elizabeth
Warning/genre: AU, BDSM, consensual kink, gags, restraints, breath play, spanking, pain play, cock cages, (non) consensual drug use, humiliation, sensory deprivation, flogging, anal sex, blow jobs, prostate milking, sex toys, objectification, shibari, kidnapping, pet play, catheters, enemas, gaslighting, physical and mental abuse, (mental) hurt/comfort, pet play, praise kink,
Spoilers: none
Rating: Explicit
Word Count: ~2123
Disclaimer: Characters are not mine….
Summary: During an intense play, Neal has a flash back, Peter and Elizabeth help him through it.
Chapter can also be found on AO3
The moment Peter walks through the door, it is clear he is stressed. Neal can hear it by the way he lets the door close. Neal cleans his hands and gets up. The cast is removed and his leg is doing well, but he still can´t stand up very long and whenever he paints he uses a stool.
He makes his way to Peter, he is standing in the kitchen, with his head in the fridge, probably looking for a beer.
‘They are in the lowest shelf.’
Peter straightens and Neal kisses him.
‘Welcome home.’
Neal bends and takes out one of the domestic beers they stock especially for Peter.
‘How was your day?’
Peter waves him off, ‘maybe later. How was your day?’
‘Good, I went with Elizabeth to the office, but when she went into a meeting, I finished what I was doing and came home to paint.’
Peter nods.
‘Will she be home before dinner?’
‘No, I don´t think so, I heard her mention dinner with a client.’
‘Of course, I remember, she told me about it.’
Neal looks at Peter and smiles, ‘come with me, you need to relax.’
Neal guides Peter into the bedroom and undresses him while kissing him. He then guides Peter into the shower. He slowly jacks Peter off and when he ready to come, Neal kneels in the large shower and takes Peter in his mouth, slowly nibbling and teasing Peter, who is moaning and groaning. He grips Neal´s hair and starts fucking Neal´s mouth. Neal does his best to breathe between trusts and when Peter pushes deeper, he gags but he knows Peter will only get more turned on by it. And as expected, it doesn´t take long before Peter comes and Neal swallows his come. Neal´s own cock is hard, but he knows not to touch it. It is Peter´s to enjoy.
A quick rinse off and they leave the bathroom. Neal can see Peter is already more relaxed. They only put on robes and walk back to the living room. Peter puts on a game and Neal picks up a book.
About an hour later, John announces that dinner is served and both men go to the dining room. Dinner is delicious. When they are done, Peter suggest to watch the news before retreating to the playroom. The promise of being used, makes Neal cock hard again. Peter must have noticed, but he ignores it for now. They watch the news. When it is done, they retreat to the playroom. Neal leaves the robe and kneels like he is been taught. He patiently waits while Peter prepares some toys.
Before Peter proceeds, he puts a clear latex hood over Neal´s head and over it he fastens a posture collar in thick leather. Neal quietly follows Peter, he sits him down on a chair. His arms and legs are restrained. A ring gag keeps his mouth open.
‘You are such a good cock slut, sucking me off in the shower, let’s keep you in practice.’
Peter pushes in a dildo and fucks Neal´s mouth with it. Neal´s cock starts to fill out again and he groans.
‘I see you like it when I fuck you throat.’
Peter fastens a cock ring and Neal groans in frustration.
‘Patience, Neal.’
Neal stills and lets himself be used once more by Peter, who attaches nipple clamps and adds a nice vibrator for good measure. Once it is turned on, Neal moans and drools. Peter chuckles and tells Neal he will add a gag. He takes the inflatable one, Neal detests and feeds it in Neal´s open mouth. A few squeezes from the bulb and Neal’s sounds are muffled.
‘You look so hot, with that eager cock. I think Elizabeth will enjoy you.’
With that, he leaves Neal. But Neal knows that he is always monitored, even when left alone. When Peter returns, he has Elizabeth with him.
‘Oh honey, I see peter prepared you already. Let me change, so I can make good use of you.’
He can hear Elizabeth leave. Even though the hood is made of clear latex, it is so tight, Neal keeps his eyes closed. It would take too much effort to try and open them.
Peter keeps him entertained, by changing the vibrations in the dildo. Neal startles and a surprised noise can be heard when the dildo starts fucking him. Peter chuckles and plays with Neal´s nipple clamps, eliciting the most beautiful sounds from his pet.
When Elizabeth returns, Peter kisses her and slips his fingers in her cunt. She is already wet and his own cock springs to attention. Peter lifts her up and takes her to the leather bench. She waggles her eyes and tells him to fuck her, Peter doesn´t need more encouragement and he does just that. Elizabeth always enjoys it when Peter takes her doggie style so, she stops Peter and kneels in front of him, letting him fuck her from behind.
‘I’m going to come, El.’
‘Just fill me up.’
Peter moans when he comes and laughs. Elizabeth gets up and walks towards Neal, who is still being fucked. She takes the bulb and gives it another squeeze, filling Neal´s mouth even more.
‘I don´t want to hear my fuck toy.’ She whispers in his ear.
She straddles his lap and feeds his red hard cock inside of her. Since Neal is completely restrained, he truly is just a toy and she takes advantage of him. When she changes position, peter takes advantage of it and he pushes a steel butt plug in El. Elizabeth moans when the cold steels enters her. Peter knows she always enjoys something up her butt, but he also knows that Neal will feel the steel against his cock head.
Since Neal can´t finger her clit, she does it herself and when Peter stands behind her and starts pulling and squeezing her nipples, she comes with a shout. She needs a moment before getting off Neal´s lap. Peter in the meantime cleans Neal a bit since, his come and El´s juices are now covering his lap.
He then pulls on the nipple clamps and Neal does his best to come forward to relief his nipples. When he does, Peter hits him with a crop and a yelp can be heard from behind the gag.
Elizabeth takes the remote to Neal´s dildo and increases the speed. Neal muffled yelps can be heard and while Peter uses his crop, she fingers herself again.
‘You are so good for us.’
‘I think I want him fucking me, Peter. With his mouth.’
Peter looks approving and gets the toys.
Peter first removes the dildo. Next he unfastens the gag and pulls off the hood before feeding Neal some water. When Neal is done drinking, he pushes in a double sided dildo that can be fastened around Neal´s head. The part in his mouth is shorter that the other side, but he will feel the dildo in his throat when he fucks El with it.
Next he unfastens the arm and leg restraints and massages Neal’s limps. The manacles around his wrists are fastened together and his legs are bound with his ankles so he needs to rest on his knees. The nipple clamps are attached to his collar and the chain is already pulled taut so whenever he moves his head, he will be pulling on the clamps. Peter shoves another lubed dildo in Neal´s ass, this one wider than the one that fucked him and Neal groans.
When he is deemed ready, Peter pulls on the leash of his collar and Neal follows towards Elizabeth, who welcome him by opening her legs . Neal finds a position so he can enter Elizabeth with the dildo and starts fucking her with it.
He jolts in surprise when he feels the pulses in the his ass.
‘Just some incentive when you fuck my wife, pet.’
Peter takes a seat behind Elizabeth so she can lean against him while he plays with her nipples. He has two clothespins and attaches them to her nipples before twisting and pulling them. Elizabeth groans and moans. Peter increases the jolts Neal is receiving from the dildo but Neal keeps fucking Elizabeth. Peter starts rubbing her clit and Elizabeth once again comes with a shout.
Neal wants to stop, but Peer holds Elizabeth and tells Neal to continue while he once again increases the level.
‘Look how perfect our pet is.’
Tears start to build in Neal´s eyes, the shocks are higher than he is used to, but Peter wants to see how well Neal is able to adjust.
‘You look so beautiful when you cry, my perfect little pet.’
The moment the words leave Peter´s mouth he sees the change in Neal`s demeanor and he immediately know something is wrong. Neal’s body is tense. He stops the feed and takes out the dildo.
‘Shh, precious, you are OK?’
Neal nods but it is clear he isn´t. Peter unfastens his restraints and gets rid of everything? Elizabeth already got up and opened the door of the playroom. Peter picks Neal up and carries him out towards their bedroom. He puts Neal in it and both he and Elizabeth lay on either side of Neal.
‘Neal? Can you tell us what is wrong?’
‘Nothing, I´m fine.’
‘Sweetie, you are not fine, why didn´t you flick your fingers if it got too much?’
‘It wasn´t.’
‘Did we say or do something that triggered you?’
When Neal doesn´t respond, Elizabeth looks at Peter, that is it.
‘Neal, did we remind you of something that happened with Chris?’
Neal stays still and after sometime, he nods.
‘Oh sweetie, we are sorry.’
‘I know, and I know that you would never hurt me and if I want you to stop, you would, but… I don´t know what happened.’
‘But…’
Peter pulls Neal closer.
‘I… When you said… never mind.’
‘It’s OK Neal, whenever you are ready. We don´t have to talk about this right now.’
Elizabeth pulls a soft blanket over the three of them and they stay huddled together until they can feel Neal fall asleep between them. Once he does, Elizabeth and Peter also let themselves fall asleep.
* * *
The next morning Neal wakes and he can tell it is already late in the morning. He is alone in the bed but he can tell Elizabeth and Peter slept with him. He takes care of his morning business and walks towards the kitchen where he can hear Elizabeth and Peter talking to John and cook.
He walks in and the moment he comes in arm reach of Peter, he is pulled closer and kissed. He untangles himself and El hands him a cup of coffee. John and cook have left the kitchen and Neal sits down.
‘How are you feeling?’
‘Good, rested, I guess I was tired.’
‘Well, take it easy today. We cleared our schedules so we can spend some time together.’
Neal takes one of the scones with some whipped cream and jam before refilling his coffee.
‘Neal, I am sorry I triggered you yesterday but I would like to know what it was that triggered you, so we can work on it. If we don´t address it, it is not going to get better.’
Neal eats in silence. He knows peter is right and he really does want to do something about his problem. He knows peter is studying him and he looks up and can see the worry in Peter´s face. He swallows away his food and hesitates but decides Peter and El need to know.
‘When Chris took me, he…’
Neal looks to the ground.
‘He told me you asked him to make me into the perfect pet.’
Neal looks up at Peter and Elizabeth. He can see Peter realizes what he said to Neal last night.
‘I know now that you never asked him to do that, but at the time. He was so convincing. But I should never had believed him and should have had more trust in you guys.’
‘Oh sweetie, you can´t blame yourself.’
‘He would hurt me and when it got too much and I started crying, he said that you would like it when I cried. That I was the perfect pet for you.’
Peter gets up and takes Neal in a hug.
‘Thank you for letting me know and remember you are perfect for me, for El, but we will always respect your limits. And we will always stop when you want us too. We are not into this because we want to hurt you.’
Neal buries himself in Peter´s chest and takes deep breathes to calm himself.
‘I know.’
‘We will get through this, OK?’
Neal nods, together they will.