Internet Radio kicks ass
I've become a convert.. it's amazing. http://www.di.fm ... check it out. Especially Tom. Streams thru (for me) Windows Media Player, 10 channels each devoted to a different type of techno (My favourites are Drun'n'Bass and Happy Hardcore (Hardcore channel)), 10 other arbitrary channels (pointless).
Prom night came and went, and I didn't notice. So what, I say. Doesn't hold any appeal to me single. I'd get to go and stand around feeling awkward and alone like I always do, watching other people enjoy the company of others. Not my idea of a good time in any sense. Do I have a heart? I don't really know. My mind rules me like others' hearts rule them. This might be another aspect of my syndrome that I haven't really explored; I don't feel emotions like others do. Oh sure, I have my emotions, and they are very volcanic if I let them free from the reins I have on them... but there aren't many. I'm either angry, sad, or blank. Can't say as I'm ever feeling "happy", whatever that means. I don't want to be anything special when I grow up, I don't want to save the world. I just want to wake up, go to work, come home, and be. Is that so much to ask?
Is it?
Prom night came and went, and I didn't notice. So what, I say. Doesn't hold any appeal to me single. I'd get to go and stand around feeling awkward and alone like I always do, watching other people enjoy the company of others. Not my idea of a good time in any sense. Do I have a heart? I don't really know. My mind rules me like others' hearts rule them. This might be another aspect of my syndrome that I haven't really explored; I don't feel emotions like others do. Oh sure, I have my emotions, and they are very volcanic if I let them free from the reins I have on them... but there aren't many. I'm either angry, sad, or blank. Can't say as I'm ever feeling "happy", whatever that means. I don't want to be anything special when I grow up, I don't want to save the world. I just want to wake up, go to work, come home, and be. Is that so much to ask?
Is it?