Ok I missed the thing with Kathryn, but this post makes me sad. Look at it this way david, your life has started to improve over these last few weeks, and I think you will have more goodness coming. I just cant help but think that you are hitting yourself to hard. Dont throw yourself into the lost just yet. I don't want to come across as the over optimistic just saying bs person right now, but seriously think about where you are now and where you were.
Remember that once you get out of the HS bs, the people that werent your friends are going to forget about you anyway. All those people that you hated or hate you they wont matter worth a damn. Youll keep in touch with those that matter and everone else will fade away. Think our parents still remember/care about some douche in hs hell no. All this reputation crap wont affect you once you move on in your life, everyone wont know or care what people used to think about you. "I'm getting near being a normal person. But I still have that entire group who think of me as a potential target, and making examples of the fools dumb enough to try it now doesn't help." Hey, if thats the case it can only get better from here.
Remember that once you get out of the HS bs, the people that werent your friends are going to forget about you anyway. All those people that you hated or hate you they wont matter worth a damn. Youll keep in touch with those that matter and everone else will fade away. Think our parents still remember/care about some douche in hs hell no. All this reputation crap wont affect you once you move on in your life, everyone wont know or care what people used to think about you. "I'm getting near being a normal person. But I still have that entire group who think of me as a potential target, and making examples of the fools dumb enough to try it now doesn't help." Hey, if thats the case it can only get better from here.
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