Sweet about me, nothing sweet about me.
NINE things about yourself:
1. I love Marmite
2. I'm a little crazy
3. I live on bread and water
4. I have half a left nipple
5. I may have a bit of a problem with OCD
6. I have really strong and strange music taste.
7. I want long blond hair again, like when I was little.
8. I genuinely don't care what people think of me.
9. I seriously think I was born in the wrong country, wrong time and wrong body.
EIGHT ways to win your heart:
1. Don't expect sex.
2. Have aims and goals in life.
3. Stubble or beard.
4. Have a sense of humour.
5. Don't talk like a black guy, when you're not.
6. Make me laugh!
7. Watch stuff with me, and ignore it when I get a little excited when my favourite men come on the screen.
8. Treat me like a woman, not an object or play thing - make me feel special.
SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:
1. I don't know if I should be here.
2. I don't know if I'll ever be normal or be able to function normally.
3. If I'll ever get a good job, that thought scares me!
4. I wish I had stuck to skateboarding when I was younger, so I could be 203989 times better.
5. I want to live in Canada.
6. University, scares me and excites me at the same time.
7. Whitesnake - yes, they pop into my head A LOT haha. "Here I go again, on my ownnnnn!"
SIX things you wish you could say to SIX different people right now:
1. I love you, I do...but please just let me live and get on with my life and let me get well.
2. I miss you, I know you know...but sometimes I feel like I didn't prove it to you while you were here.
3. I had so much fun with you, it was the most romantic and loving 2 months of my life - but I don't regret what I did.
4. You mean the world to me, you do...I want you here, but you're on another island. I want you to know that I love you, I have done for nearly 5 years - but not in a gay way, in a 'I would trust you with my life/deepest secrets' way.
5. I really think you should back away from her, she's bad news for you kid - she's taking you down with her!
6. I'm in love with you, I think about you every waking moment and dream about you - it's just not fair that I can't have you. I wish one day to spend time with you outside of our working relationship and make you feel as happy and special as you deserve - I want you to be happy, loved in whatever you do and with whomever you choose.
FIVE things you do before you fall asleep:
1. Wash my face.
2. Brush my teeth.
3. Moisturize.
4. Read/listen to music/watch a film
5. Masturbate...I mean, try to sleep!
FOUR things you see right now:
1. 'Of Mice and Men' book
2. My Blackberry (The Black Pearl, as I've named it.)
3. My 2 Cockateils
4. Bottle of water.
THREE songs that you listen to often:
1. "Both Sides Now" Joni Mitchell
2. "Too Lost In You" Sugarbabes
3. "Double Trouble" from Harry Potter: POA.
TWO things you want to do before you die:
1. Go to Canada and get married.
2. Kiss one of the following; Nathan Fillion, Gary Sinise, Peter Facinelli, Alan Rickman, Johnny Depp, David Tennant, ect..ect..
ONE confession:
1. I'm so scared that I won't ever be well.
1. I love Marmite
2. I'm a little crazy
3. I live on bread and water
4. I have half a left nipple
5. I may have a bit of a problem with OCD
6. I have really strong and strange music taste.
7. I want long blond hair again, like when I was little.
8. I genuinely don't care what people think of me.
9. I seriously think I was born in the wrong country, wrong time and wrong body.
EIGHT ways to win your heart:
1. Don't expect sex.
2. Have aims and goals in life.
3. Stubble or beard.
4. Have a sense of humour.
5. Don't talk like a black guy, when you're not.
6. Make me laugh!
7. Watch stuff with me, and ignore it when I get a little excited when my favourite men come on the screen.
8. Treat me like a woman, not an object or play thing - make me feel special.
SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:
1. I don't know if I should be here.
2. I don't know if I'll ever be normal or be able to function normally.
3. If I'll ever get a good job, that thought scares me!
4. I wish I had stuck to skateboarding when I was younger, so I could be 203989 times better.
5. I want to live in Canada.
6. University, scares me and excites me at the same time.
7. Whitesnake - yes, they pop into my head A LOT haha. "Here I go again, on my ownnnnn!"
SIX things you wish you could say to SIX different people right now:
1. I love you, I do...but please just let me live and get on with my life and let me get well.
2. I miss you, I know you know...but sometimes I feel like I didn't prove it to you while you were here.
3. I had so much fun with you, it was the most romantic and loving 2 months of my life - but I don't regret what I did.
4. You mean the world to me, you do...I want you here, but you're on another island. I want you to know that I love you, I have done for nearly 5 years - but not in a gay way, in a 'I would trust you with my life/deepest secrets' way.
5. I really think you should back away from her, she's bad news for you kid - she's taking you down with her!
6. I'm in love with you, I think about you every waking moment and dream about you - it's just not fair that I can't have you. I wish one day to spend time with you outside of our working relationship and make you feel as happy and special as you deserve - I want you to be happy, loved in whatever you do and with whomever you choose.
FIVE things you do before you fall asleep:
1. Wash my face.
2. Brush my teeth.
3. Moisturize.
4. Read/listen to music/watch a film
5. Masturbate...I mean, try to sleep!
FOUR things you see right now:
1. 'Of Mice and Men' book
2. My Blackberry (The Black Pearl, as I've named it.)
3. My 2 Cockateils
4. Bottle of water.
THREE songs that you listen to often:
1. "Both Sides Now" Joni Mitchell
2. "Too Lost In You" Sugarbabes
3. "Double Trouble" from Harry Potter: POA.
TWO things you want to do before you die:
1. Go to Canada and get married.
2. Kiss one of the following; Nathan Fillion, Gary Sinise, Peter Facinelli, Alan Rickman, Johnny Depp, David Tennant, ect..ect..
ONE confession:
1. I'm so scared that I won't ever be well.