Life's a bitch... and a whore... and a faggot.
Yesterday, Gaby and I met up at Tiendesitas. I was there mainly for buying organic stuff so I can begin my "new lifestyle". I bought coconut shampoo, coconut conditioner, goat's milk soaps, tomato soap, japanese tea soap (?), and a couple of other organic beauty products. Gaby and I agreed that there is a soap for every occasion, and you can't just have one. Although I did see a moisturizing soap that works for your face, body, and hair...err...so I got a sample of that too. Hehehe. Anyway, after Gaby and I were done shopping, we went to La Salle for the fashion show. It was a complete waste of two hundred bucks. The only reason I went was because Jj, Laur, and Jessi were modelling. We left as soon as they were done to go to Jj's house. They all wanted to look hot for their boys that night, so they fixed up. I fixed up too, even if I knew it really didn't matter if I looked like trash. At around 9:30, we got on the road for the ateneo concert. Just like the La Salle fashion show, it was a waste of money. Plus, when it was time to leave, I realized that I was with four couples. The only other dateless person there was Jj's driver. I seriously wanted to just dissolve and turn into gas. Jj said something like, "Karls, si Raymond na lang date mo!" That was funny...but it made me feel desperate. Jj and Raymond went out to find me a date... and I really felt cheap. I honestly didn't want a date. I'm usually game for anything, but last night, I just wanted to go home. I didn't like being surrounded by couples. It's not my idea of fun, okay? it's not. Anyway, so they picked up one of raymond's friends...*shakes head* ayoko na. I didn't want to talk to him, but I still shared a couple of words just so I don't look kj. When we got to Shakey's for a very late dinner, I went straight to the bathroom. I was planning to stay there the entire time, but JJ went in and was like, "Karls, okay lang malayo yung seats niyo. Don't worry. Aren't you always game? Sige na for fun lang"
LECHE. NASA TAPAT KO PA YUNG GUY. IIYAK NA AKO.
Si lauren pa. She kept on giving me looks. :(( I was smiling back not because I was happy with what was going on but because really, that's just the best thing you can do. HAAAAY. I wanted to hide under the table. I don't want to be set up. Even if it's the only way to get a guy to go out with me or whatever. NO. Thanks, but no. I couldn't even look at him. I don't want to be mean or anything, but he's really not my type...and everything was pilit. I didn't want to be a party pooper so I really just tried to make the best out of it. Jj was a complete sweetheart for wanting to take me back home right away. Everyone wanted to stay longer, even her, but she decided to just end the night so she can bring me home. I love her to bits. Thank God for giving me such a considerate friend.
When I was at the car, I got a call from a friend. It was around 1:30, so I was really worried. She was crying and I didn't know what to do. I got to talk to her on the phone, and it was comforting for me to know that I'm not the only one having a rough day. I hope she felt better while talking to me, because that's the only thing I could do for her. If I could change how the world turned, I would. But I can't, and neither can she, and we just both have to learn how to accept that.
To the girl I mentioned above, if you're reading this, just hang in there. Things will get better.
LECHE. NASA TAPAT KO PA YUNG GUY. IIYAK NA AKO.
Si lauren pa. She kept on giving me looks. :(( I was smiling back not because I was happy with what was going on but because really, that's just the best thing you can do. HAAAAY. I wanted to hide under the table. I don't want to be set up. Even if it's the only way to get a guy to go out with me or whatever. NO. Thanks, but no. I couldn't even look at him. I don't want to be mean or anything, but he's really not my type...and everything was pilit. I didn't want to be a party pooper so I really just tried to make the best out of it. Jj was a complete sweetheart for wanting to take me back home right away. Everyone wanted to stay longer, even her, but she decided to just end the night so she can bring me home. I love her to bits. Thank God for giving me such a considerate friend.
When I was at the car, I got a call from a friend. It was around 1:30, so I was really worried. She was crying and I didn't know what to do. I got to talk to her on the phone, and it was comforting for me to know that I'm not the only one having a rough day. I hope she felt better while talking to me, because that's the only thing I could do for her. If I could change how the world turned, I would. But I can't, and neither can she, and we just both have to learn how to accept that.
To the girl I mentioned above, if you're reading this, just hang in there. Things will get better.