mundane
i feel like my relationship is mundane. there is just no spice to it.
i tried to spice it up. when we first met, it was online. so, we went to a place where we could IM. only, he didn't talk. and even though i told him NOT to seek me out, he sat TWO fucking chairs from me.
i realize he was in pain; the chair was an unpleasant experience for his back. i'm not comfortable talking about serious shit when he's in pain. i told him that again tonight. after all, he fucking hurts somehow everytime i try to anyway. but, no, he has to get all defensive. he's FINE he says. doesn't matter that i'm uncomfortable, he just wants to finish it and forget it. >.<
i am not amused by this.
fuck humans. burn the place down.
signed, *paw-print* the Fitz
i tried to spice it up. when we first met, it was online. so, we went to a place where we could IM. only, he didn't talk. and even though i told him NOT to seek me out, he sat TWO fucking chairs from me.
i realize he was in pain; the chair was an unpleasant experience for his back. i'm not comfortable talking about serious shit when he's in pain. i told him that again tonight. after all, he fucking hurts somehow everytime i try to anyway. but, no, he has to get all defensive. he's FINE he says. doesn't matter that i'm uncomfortable, he just wants to finish it and forget it. >.<
i am not amused by this.
fuck humans. burn the place down.
signed, *paw-print* the Fitz