Choices... Oi...
It turns out I've made my decisions, but I still think I'm well within my rights. There are just some things that one has a right to be selfish over, especially in this type of dynamic. I'm going to put my life together, I'm already on my way, but I cannot do this if I have to drag someone along. I realized, I have to recognize and pursue personal dreams just as much as those pertaining to my relationships with friends, family, and husband. I've only really been lacking in one. That's one area, though, that I am afraid I cannot fix alone.
Signed, *paw-print* the Fitz