frightening
I never had a good life. It started quite bad. I admit I did not make many good decisions to make it better.
But after a 22 years of life of only being angry or depressed with no happiness.
The last six years have left me in a confused daze. I got married.
I got a good job. I started to care. Which is new to me. It might seem funny to realize something like that.
But after the way my life has lead. It is kind of scary. I talk to people and actually care about whats happening to strangers.
To me it's frightening to want to help people. No one has ever offered to help me in my life. But I find myself trying to give people supporting advice.
I find myself trying to make sure that people don't have to go through what I went through.
Which leads me to another question. Why?
Why would I even expect people to listen to what I have to say.
But after a 22 years of life of only being angry or depressed with no happiness.
The last six years have left me in a confused daze. I got married.
I got a good job. I started to care. Which is new to me. It might seem funny to realize something like that.
But after the way my life has lead. It is kind of scary. I talk to people and actually care about whats happening to strangers.
To me it's frightening to want to help people. No one has ever offered to help me in my life. But I find myself trying to give people supporting advice.
I find myself trying to make sure that people don't have to go through what I went through.
Which leads me to another question. Why?
Why would I even expect people to listen to what I have to say.