Oh look, It's August...
So, life rumbles on as it tends to do when I don't watch it close enough. I'm almost at my year wedding anniversary, and I've plotted gifts for my wife, and we'll work together on a nice dinner and relaxing day. I may take the next day off from work, actually...
Healthwise, I'm in a really odd place. See, the injuries to my left leg are healing, closing up, but as they do so the pain is ramping into near unbearable levels. No, really, I mean it. I think and say and plan to do things because I cannot deal with the pain I am feeling at certain times. I despair and am crying more than I have ever cried in my entire life and this very much bothers me. The other leg is healing slowly, but hell, those I've had for years, and can deal with them. I just worry that the left leg will not heal before the pain becomes entirely past something I can deal with, and hope I can learn to deal with it in better ways.
Work? I dunno. Times I feel like I am working good and doing great and then I find out the boss hates what I am doing, or feels I'm not doing enough or that somehow I'm failing them and I actually hate that. I did get my name in a Playbill for the help I'm giving to a play in a festival in Midtown Manhattan, and that was cool, but that's the only bright note so far. But we're paying the bills on time, and that makes me happy after a year of having to borrow just to pay my rent.
Wow? I'm desperately trying to get the Phosphorescent Stone Drake and the Azure Drake but they elude me, laughing at my need.... nasty bad dragons... :) And my warlock is finally over 500 for all his gear, so back I go to try to get the green fire for him. I think I want my 90 boost to be either a Night Elf Drood. I like the new night elves, and haven't played alliance for years.
And that's the way it goes....
Healthwise, I'm in a really odd place. See, the injuries to my left leg are healing, closing up, but as they do so the pain is ramping into near unbearable levels. No, really, I mean it. I think and say and plan to do things because I cannot deal with the pain I am feeling at certain times. I despair and am crying more than I have ever cried in my entire life and this very much bothers me. The other leg is healing slowly, but hell, those I've had for years, and can deal with them. I just worry that the left leg will not heal before the pain becomes entirely past something I can deal with, and hope I can learn to deal with it in better ways.
Work? I dunno. Times I feel like I am working good and doing great and then I find out the boss hates what I am doing, or feels I'm not doing enough or that somehow I'm failing them and I actually hate that. I did get my name in a Playbill for the help I'm giving to a play in a festival in Midtown Manhattan, and that was cool, but that's the only bright note so far. But we're paying the bills on time, and that makes me happy after a year of having to borrow just to pay my rent.
Wow? I'm desperately trying to get the Phosphorescent Stone Drake and the Azure Drake but they elude me, laughing at my need.... nasty bad dragons... :) And my warlock is finally over 500 for all his gear, so back I go to try to get the green fire for him. I think I want my 90 boost to be either a Night Elf Drood. I like the new night elves, and haven't played alliance for years.
And that's the way it goes....