oof
not the finest day today-- nothing bad, just tired and hurting. am also kinda majorly depressed about the whole health situation, and that makes the day drag... now that the depression is lifting, the exhaustion remains.
I've got about 3 spoons left for the day, and that's it...
Did I get work done today? Some. Not enough, I'm sure, but some days I overdo, so I'm not going to freak out, not even for my report tomorrow. I'll have the info he needs by then, so I'll be ok, if not the superstar for my call Friday. For once, I'm not freaking out like a duck with a headcold thinking I've done NOOOOOOOOOOTHING and IT WILLLLLL ALLL BEEEEE FOUUUUUNDDD OUTTTTT... mostly because I have been doing things, and there is nothing to find out... but also because my brain and I had a talk and it is going to stop being a moron and thinking I do so little when I do a damn lot of work...
so, there was whining and crying all morning... and now there is drooping and trying to stay awake... not the finest Wednesday, but I do get it that there are worst out there.
oh, its sticky and warm too... and I hate that, too... just to, you know, bring in weather...
I've got about 3 spoons left for the day, and that's it...
Did I get work done today? Some. Not enough, I'm sure, but some days I overdo, so I'm not going to freak out, not even for my report tomorrow. I'll have the info he needs by then, so I'll be ok, if not the superstar for my call Friday. For once, I'm not freaking out like a duck with a headcold thinking I've done NOOOOOOOOOOTHING and IT WILLLLLL ALLL BEEEEE FOUUUUUNDDD OUTTTTT... mostly because I have been doing things, and there is nothing to find out... but also because my brain and I had a talk and it is going to stop being a moron and thinking I do so little when I do a damn lot of work...
so, there was whining and crying all morning... and now there is drooping and trying to stay awake... not the finest Wednesday, but I do get it that there are worst out there.
oh, its sticky and warm too... and I hate that, too... just to, you know, bring in weather...