Jan 08, 2009 11:47
So today is my birthday. For the first time in 4 years i'm not freaked about getting older. I think that may have to do with the fact that i'm now with someone who is 2 years older than me, compared to matthew who was 2.5 years younger and made fun of me for being old all the time. The other fact is this, I used to think what am i doing with my life, where am i going, and now that i have Joey in my life, everything makes sense. I'm excited for our future, for our life together. Every year that i have a birthday is another year with him. I've experienced so much, so many new emotions this year, that i feel like i've grown up SO much, and i feel ready to grow up. last year was the best year of my life, even though i experienced alot of heartache. It's changed me, made me better. i Don't mind being 28.... i'm happy.