circa 2002
. .the winds blow, the music plays. will i go? can you stay?; the insecurities of my head.
i have a hunch, i know the truth. my curiosity venturing forth. i know you're leading me to an edge. the further i reach the further i step; i need a glimpse. my fears are escalating. growing, ever-spreading to undermine my entire being.
. .disregarding the premonitions that rock me so, compelled by the anguish of my solitude and the warmth of your heart, i am drawn forward in this maze of chaos.
. .are you inaccessible?
. .i feel you alive, beating inside me; the emblem of you imprinted on my heart.
. .i feel exhaustion hovering over my shoulders.
. .i pray the sweet serenade of your life will come within my grasp once again and i can conquer these treacherous waters. but it must be soon, for the susceptibility of my tired heart will surely pull me under.
if you wait too long
if i wait too long....
i have a hunch, i know the truth. my curiosity venturing forth. i know you're leading me to an edge. the further i reach the further i step; i need a glimpse. my fears are escalating. growing, ever-spreading to undermine my entire being.
. .disregarding the premonitions that rock me so, compelled by the anguish of my solitude and the warmth of your heart, i am drawn forward in this maze of chaos.
. .are you inaccessible?
. .i feel you alive, beating inside me; the emblem of you imprinted on my heart.
. .i feel exhaustion hovering over my shoulders.
. .i pray the sweet serenade of your life will come within my grasp once again and i can conquer these treacherous waters. but it must be soon, for the susceptibility of my tired heart will surely pull me under.
if you wait too long
if i wait too long....