BJJ on the brain.
i started training again..
i drive roughly 45 min to an hour just to get to the dojo. twice a week so far. and that's arriving typically 45 minutes after the class has begun. so frustrating.
i need a car.
and more time.
time. money. time. money...
i believe i am excelling at a faster rate than when i was training two years ago (yeah, it's been TWO_YEARS) but i get so anxious and frustrated only being able to practice or drill two nights a week.
..that and it tears me up but i feel like i need a little more per week to progress well enough to not be so beat up by the work out. however, i am afraid of wearing myself out too much so as not to be able to function at work everyday. oh dilemma.
i drive roughly 45 min to an hour just to get to the dojo. twice a week so far. and that's arriving typically 45 minutes after the class has begun. so frustrating.
i need a car.
and more time.
time. money. time. money...
i believe i am excelling at a faster rate than when i was training two years ago (yeah, it's been TWO_YEARS) but i get so anxious and frustrated only being able to practice or drill two nights a week.
..that and it tears me up but i feel like i need a little more per week to progress well enough to not be so beat up by the work out. however, i am afraid of wearing myself out too much so as not to be able to function at work everyday. oh dilemma.