Did you say, "no, this can't happen to me.."

[nytemare]

did you rush to the phone to call.
was there a voice unkind, in the back of your mind saying may-hay-be...
you didn't know him at all. you didn't know him at all. Oh ho, didn't know.

i need to start taking care of myself again.
god, but i'm trying. trying to make everything work. fit. flow.

but damn, i'm tired of asking all the questions and waiting for the answers.

i'm going to start making them. this is how it's going to go.

did anyone ever tell you it's a lonely place?
it is, if you were wondering.