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[nysscubus]

Unraveled
Probably destroying myself
Unnecessary, really
I will be destroyed by this anyway
So the purpose, love?
What was the purpose again
some kind of self-actualization?
Who am I
and all that bullshit
Who are you is the real question
or more appropriately,
Who do you think you are?
Walking into my life with your devil heart
Knowing I'd love you
seeing all the consequences
And choosing to ignore them
if only I could choose to ignore love
Not continue to listen to it
Make choices based on it
Spin my life like a web around it
if I could just sell it off
make some change for my misery
if you could just take it from me
perhaps you'd get an idea
of who I am
and who I used to be