not accepted is a term well known

May 01, 2005 00:19

well ive written poetry for awhile now i figured i would write notes every once in awhile im just tired. really tired of trying tired of being myself because no one seems to like the real me maybe i should just be fake cause thats what it seems people like people dont like things straight foward and you know why look at the life we live everything is hidden done easy talked about in secret nothing for the open you know i like straight foward it gets to the point and its the truth i would rather have someone tell me they hate me then say that in secret and act nice to me in public you know what that looks like to the person there doing that too? no of course not! because there too busy judging then to stop and think. to know the one i love yes love will be sad knowing im not accepted bothers me . me i guess im just not good enough thats what everyone has told me since i can rember except 2 people my mom and the one i love. i was even told once i was too nice people talk about me and say things about me they dont know but then they claim to be something better then me while i sit every night and pray for them! do they pray for me? this can only get better i hope and if it doesnt ill just fall back on the one i love -danny
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