Title: Goodbye's Aren't Forever: Prologue- It's All In the Past
Author: Nyrok5 A.K.A Kezz
Rating: NC-17, sometimes will change
Warning: MxM, Sexual situations, Foul Language, so on so forth
Pairings: Yunjae (Main), Yunho/Kim Bum (Boys Over Flowers), Jaejoong/Hyun Joong (SS501) Yoosu, Changmin/ Heechul, Eunhae, few more
Genre: Romance, Fluff, again shameless smut, angsty???, drama and some others i think
Disclaimer: Hell yeah I own them... NOT... In my dreams I do...
A/N: Um Lol I am so procrastinating right now, and the three way Jaechunsu for one of my other fics will come soon
Summary: "I love you," Those three words aren't enough and never would be, they were stupid and irrational to get hitched right after high school. Jaejoong realised that so he left, leaving his newly wedded husband to mend a shattered heart. "Goodbye," That was the one word Yunho hoped he would never have to say again because for him it always meant forever. Three years on Jaejoong is engaged and Yunho thinks he's finally found love. Jaejoong must return to the one man that can stop his happily ever after and Yunho must decide if he would risk his first love's happy ending just so Jaejoong can feel a small amount of the burning he felt when he got scorched.
Both Yunho and Jaejoong must finally settle the divorce if they each want a happily ever after. Emotions ride high and words spill. Will they put aside the past and move forward into the future with their new lives and loved ones or will forgotten feelings arise to cause unsaid words to finally be spoken.
Prologue: It's All In The Past
4 Years Ago
"Yunnie can we take it slow?" Jaejoong asked hesitantly as he felt the other's mouth suck on his left nipple ring. He tried to contain the little moan that wanted to leave his throat but whenever it came to Yunho touching his body the said body had a mind of it's own. Yunho stopped briefly, gazing up at his angelic boyfriend of two years and nodded smiling a little.
"Sure, Boo. Anything you want, I want this night to be perfect for both of us," He said softly caressing the side of his lover's face. Yunho kissed Jaejoong passionately before his lips made their way down the side of his jaw leaving a trail of messy kisses down his neck and chest to reach his flat muscular stomach. His fingers traced the contours of Jaejoong's abdomen and stopped when he got to the said man's belly button. Yunho smiled mischieviously before poking his tongue out and licking around the small hole making his lover squirm a little. He chuckled lightly removing his tongue and slowly undid the button on Jaejoong's jeans.
"Yunnie wait!" Jaejoong said voice low and husky. Yunho stared at his lover, his eyes darkened with what Yunho was thinking was lust. his cherry red lips swollen and his raven hair a mess thanks to his hands. Yunho groaned softly at the sight of his perfect boyfriend lying there waiting for him.
"J-Joongie, it's okay. I promise," Yunho whispered into the younger's ear and nipped it playfully. Jaejoong looked at him nervously before nodding slightly. Yunho beamed brighter than the sun before unzipping the zip on Jaejoong's jeans removing both them and his white Calvin Klien boxer briefs carefully. Jaejoong closed his eyes ashamed at his aroused member saluting the world for everyone to see. Yunho saw stars and felt his briefs and trousers tighten greatly when he saw his boyfriend's length and he thanked god for this perfect day. He kissed the tip of the said other's erection making it sit a little higher than it was. He kissed Jaejoong's fingertips softly, making him remove his hands away from his crimson red face. "It's nothing to be embarrassed about, I think it is just about the most beautiful things I've ever seen," Yunho said soothingly but his voice wavered revealing the excitement he was holding back. Jaejoong slapped him and pouted cutely. Yunho kissed him on the lips before removing his own flannelette shirt, skinny jeans and boxer briefs. He stood on the floor swelling proudly, showing off himself to his lover whose eyes were drawn to one particular part of his body. He smiled sheepishly and straddled the said other. He felt the tip of their cocks brush against each other and they groaned in unison.
"Are you ready baby? It might hurt a little but please bare with it," Yunho said watching his lover's face scrunch a little before he heard a whimper which he took as a 'yes'. He grabbed the tube of lubricant off the bedside table and squirted a lot on his finger before entering that digit into his lovers tight hole slowly. Jaejoong winced as he felt the intrusion and he writhed trying to get away. Yunho placed his other hand on the younger's hips and whispered soothing words in the darkness of the room. He entered a second finger and scissored the inside of Jaejoong. The said other screwed his eyes shut holding back the tears that filled his eyes and gripped the sheets tightly. Yunho felt bad to do this to his baby but when a moan escaped his boyfriend's lips throaty and filled with pleasure he instantly forgot about it and knew he hit his 'sweet spot'. Yunho entered a third finger shortly after and Jaejoong pushed back on his fingers wanting more, Yunho's member was aching more and more by the second and he needed to release his seed inside that flawless body. He removed his fingers earning a whimper from his lover and squirted the lube into his hands as he massaged it all over his shaft. He lost all patience when Jaejoong pleaded him to fuck him dirty. Yunho's dream was finally coming true and it couldn't have been more perfect.
"I love you Joongie," He whispered pecking the other's lips.
"I love you too Yunnie, now please just make love to me before I change my mind," He panted. Yunho could not say no to Jaejoong's request and he slowly entered his member. Jaejoong's hole started to tighten so Yunho gripped his boyfriend's shaft and began pumping it slowly making Jaejoong relax a little. Yunho was all the way in when he removed his cock nearly all the way out before slamming right back in evoking a deep groan from Jajoong whose hands had travelled up to Yunho's hair and was twirling the short spikes in his fingertips. Yunho thrusted again moaning Jaejoong's name as he did, still pumping his lover's shaft as he did. A few thrusts and wet messing kisses later they released their fluids. Yunho's into Jaejoong and Jaejoong's onto Yunho's hand and his own chest.
3 Years Ago
"Do you Jung Yunho take Kim Jaejoong as you lawful wedded husband?"
"I Jung Yunho, take you Kim Jaejoong to be my husband, my partner in life and my one true love. I will cherish our union and love you more each day than I did the day before. I will trust you and respect you, laugh with you and cry with you, loving you faithfully through good times and bad, regardless of the obstacles we may face together. I give you my hand, my heart, and my love, from this day forward for as long as we both shall live.."
"And do you Kim Jaejoong take Jung Yunho as your lawful wedded husband?"
"I, Kim Jaejoong, take you, Jung Yunho, to be my friend, my lover, the father of my children and my husband. I will be yours in times of plenty and in times of want, in times of sickness and in times of health, in times of joy and in times of sorrow, in times of failure and in times of triumph. I promise to cherish and respect you, to care and protect you, to comfort and encourage you, and stay with you, for all eternity."
"I know pronounce you husband and husband, Yunho you may kiss your husband." Yunho smiled and pulled his husband closer to him wrapping his hands around his waist and kissing him deeply. Jaejoong was quite shocked that he wasn't considered the man even by the minister so it took a few seconds for him to respond to his new husband's actions.
18 Months Later
"I'm sick of this Yunho!" Jaejoong shouted tears spilling from his eyes. "I don't love you anymore!" Yunho stood there dumbfounded. He couldn't understand what he'd done wrong. He'd given Jaejoong everything, he gave Jaejoong every part of himself so why wasn't it good enough.
"W-what did I-I do wrong?" He asked, voice shaking uncontrollably as he stood there tears welling in his eyes. Sure they had a few arguments but nothing to this extent and they loved each other so why was Jaejoong acting this way.
"If you have to ask you're even more clueless than I thought you were!" Jaejoong shouted. He felt the not in his stomach tighten and his heart ache. He couldn't live like this anymore, pretending he loved him, he was irrational for marrying the first guy he kissed and jumped into bed with. He had a life to live and it wasn't here with Yunho.
"J-Joongie, I-I love you," Yunho sobbed the tears finally falling from his eyes. He loved this man more than life itself so why was this happening to them.
"They mean nothing to me!" Jaejoong said coldly walking to his room where his suit cases were already packed. He picked them up and stopped in the doorway turning to face his husband for the last time. "Goodbye Yunho," He said and walked out of the entrance never looking back.
"Joongie..." Yunho had fallen to his knees hands cupping his face and crying uncontroallably.
2 Months Later
"Yunho, Minnie...I...love you both with all my heart.... take care of each other...Goodbye my boys," Mr. Jung wheezed coffing and breathing heavily before the machine monitoring his heart rate stopped and beeped. Yunho hugged his younger brother holding him close to his chest. He screwed his eyes shut not wanting his brother to see him weak and vulnerable. The docotrs came in and declared him as dead. Yunho walked his brother out of the hospital room keeping the letter his father had given him hidden in his jacket pocket.
4 Months Later
"Jaejoong-shii, will you go out on a date with me?" The man asked nervously, biting his lower lip. He looked at the floor not daring to look into the other's eyes if he was rejected. His train of thought was lost when he felt a pair of soft lips touch his.
"Of course I will Hyunjoong, and drop the -shii," Jaejoong murmured into the other's parted lips.
"Yunho hyung you really don't have to do this, actually I don't want you to do this," The younger boy whined walking alonside his brother into the building. He looked around searching for some of his friends when he heard his brother curse for the umpteenth time that morning.
"Yah! Watch wh-" Yunho stopped abruptly staring at the cowering boy that had bumped him.
"I-I'm so sorry Sir," He squeaked, apologetically bowing to the man infront of him. He looked at the floor ashamed at his clumsyness his cheeks turning a light shade of pink.
"Ah...um... it's all right..." Yunho managed to say as he finally got his malfunctioning brain working again. He observed the boy interested. Yunho's eyes seemed to gleam as he looked the boy over. The boy was wearing a blue flannlet shrt with a black t-shirt underneath and black skinny legged jeans with a pair of blue All Stars on. His hair was black and neatly spiked. Yunho was impressed that this kid had the attitude to wear such things to a University. God knows he did but that was a few years ago now and before it was out of style so it must be dead now. He laughed inwardly while Changmin looked at him quizzically waving a hand infront of his face.
"Kim Bum what the hell are you doing over there? We're supposed to be... um ah that's Jung Yunho ah god we have to keep Roxy away, he'll go crazy!" A voice shouted over to the still somewhat cowering boy.
"Uh... Yeah Ax, be right there. I'm extremely sorry again Sir," Kim Bum apologised once again and ran off to his spiky red headed friend cursing at the blond headed boy with blue eyes racing over to the two men standing in the middle of the corridor.
"Oh my god oh my god! I am su-" The blond's voice was cut off as the other guy's hand was put around his mouth and he started whispering into the shorter's ear. "Axel, you can't deprive me of my late night snack!" The younger shrieked shaking the taller one with all his might. Yunho glanced at Changmin who looked horrified and chuckled cause his brother obviously didn't understand the 'late night snack' part.
"Um so sorry again! Roxy's just a little excited but he'll be good now," Kim Bum apologised for the third time sighing at his friend's behaviour.
1 Week Later
"Ah, Kim Bum will you go out with me?" Yunho asked twiddling his thumbs nervously. He hadn't even looked at someone feeling an attraction since Jaejoong and they split and now he was putting a small bit of his wounded heart on the line again. Kim Bum blushed a deep shade of red and nodded.
11 Months and 2 Weeks Later
Jaejoong was so excited because he was finally going to find out what his Hyun Joong had planned for him. He fixed his blond hair again while in the limo and made sure his suit was perfect. When he arrived at Hyun Joong's parent's small cottage he was greeted with fairy lights decorating anywhere he looked and a blindfold. He was lead out to the backyard where the blindfold was taken off him and he saw the most amazing thing. He felt his eyes fill up with tears and he nodded his head.
"Will you Kim Jaejoong, marry me?" Hyun Joong asked holding his lover's hands in his own. Jaejoong nodded even more and another wave of salty tears spilled from his eyes.
"Yes, yes yes! I will!" Jaejoong sobbed staring into his fiance's eyes as he pushed the engagement ring onto Jaejoong's slender fingers.
Later That Night
"No! No! Nooooo!" Jaejoong screamed in his sleep. He awoke suddenly sitting upright with tears trailing down his cheeks.
"Jaejae, it's okay it was just a nightmare. It's okay babe," Hyun Joong said rubbing calming circles on his hysterical boyfriend's back. Jaejoong turned and burried his head in the crook of the other's neck. How could I forget? How could I? Jaejoong you have to go back to him, he won't accept it without you being there. I'm so sorry Yunho but this is my one chance for the life I've always wanted.
"Jae, I have to go to Korea tomorrow and I was wondering if you would like to come with me?" The other man asked quietly, planting a small kiss on Jaejoong's hair. Jaejoong pulled away looking wide eyed at his to be husband lip quivering slightly as he whispered a small 'okay'.
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Hello everyone,
Um, it's YUNJAE to the rescue!!! LOL hehehe um well I'm sorry it's not descriptive enough but I just wanted to have this a a catch up before the story begins. So you can see their past and understand a little more.
Well I hope everyone likes it. Sorry if it sucks.
As always comments= <333