(FIC) Forgotten
+Flash Back+
Kazuya pulled out the crumpled picture from his wallet. He looked at the picture of the man he had fallen in love with all those years ago. The man had long brown hair and plump lips with these wide doe like eyes that mesmerised him to no end.
The caramel blonde ran his long slender fingers through his hair as he felt the hot tears welling up in his eyes as he thought of the memories they shared before that day he up and disappeared and left Kazuya alone in this world to suffer.
“Kazuya! Get your fucking ass out here, you have a customer!” A gruff voice screamed, banging on the door to Kazuya’s room. The caramel blond shoved the picture back into his wallet for safe keeping, he sighed harshly, wiping away the single tear that fell from his eye.
The man walked into the room before Kazuya had a chance to move from his seat, he was in his mid to late forties and he was one of those men, the ones that can’t get pleasure from their wives so they come to fuck some worthless prostitute before calling them disgusting pieces of shit. Kazuya prayed silently that this would be over quickly.
Kazuya squeezed his eyes shut hoping, praying that the pain would stop as he felt the man’s cock ramming into him viciously. He bit down on his lip as he could feel his insides being torn apart from the violent thrusting.
Why won’t you save me Jin?
+Flash Back End+
It was three days since that incident and he was still strapped to the bed, the harsh white walls glaring at him while the machines continued to beep at a normal pace. He sighed harshly as he leaned back against the large pillow, wincing at the slight movement caused his behind horrible pain.
Kazuya tried to move his right hand forgetting that it was strapped to the side of the bed so he couldn’t harm himself like he had tried to the day before. His eyes scanned the plain room once again, stopping to look outside the single window that gave him views to the snow covered outside.
“Mr. Kamenashi, you have a visitor,” The male nurse said cheerfully, smiling brightly to the caramel blonde. Kazuya noted the man looked way too young to be an intern let alone a male nurse but kept his opinion to himself, nodding slightly to the young nurse with the lopsided grin.
A few minutes later a bulky built man walked in, his stride sending messages that demanded respect from anyone and everyone. He closed the door and locked Kazuya noted the man had now got a tattoo that covered the right side of his face.
“Good morning Kazuya, how are you feeling today?” The man asked feigning innocence, the same gruff voice that sent shock waves of fear through the caramel blonde’s body, numbing all of his limbs. He opened his mouth to spit acidic words back at him but closed it after no words would be voiced.
“Okay you disgusting whore, you fucking better be ready to go tomorrow morning because I have a big client that is wanting my finest slut and that just so happens to be you so that hole better be tight enough to handle him because I know he likes it rough. He has bought you for the whole weekend and I expect you do everything he wants because if you don’t I swear to you that you’ll regret it you stupid whore,” The man stated, his hands already inside of Kazuya’s hospital shirt, tracing the toned muscles before moving down to the front of his pants.
He squeezed the younger man’s clothed member painfully before stripping him of the cotton material. He smiled lustfully when he saw his whore’s abused pink hole and large manhood exposed in front of his preying eyes.
Kazuya clenched his lip between his teeth tightly, drawing stream after stream of red liquid as the man thrust in and out of him roughly, groaning at the sensation of being within the young man’s overwhelming heat.
The older man grunted loudly as he came hot and messy into the younger man’s entrance that was seeping blood. He zipped up his jeans, pulling the other’s hospital pants up from hanging around his knees before striding out of the room.
Kazuya threw his head back, eyes screwed shut to stop the tears that wanted to fall and his fists curled into balls, his hole painfully sore and bleeding, something once again he couldn’t do anything about.
“Mr. Kamenashi, are you okay?” Kazuya’s eyes opened in a split second and looked frightened in the direction the voice came from. His frightened expression faded when he recognised the figure as the nice male nurse with the lopsided grin.
The man would, for a reason he did not know, visit him on all his breaks and stayed with him for an hour after his shift would end, talking to him and telling stories to him although Kazuya did not reply he did listen intently to everything the man would say. It felt nice, having someone talking to him that did not want to get into his pants, talking to him for no other reason than care.
Kazuya slightly nodded, looking away from the naïve innocence, not being able to stand looking at how young and innocent the man was when his world… his world hasn’t been innocent for such a long time he swears he’s forgotten what it’s like.
The nurse walked closer to Kazuya’s bed, pulling up a chair beside and sat down, sighing contently. He pulled out his small mp3 player and put on a song that was currently his favourite and let the sweet melody play in the silent room.
His eyes widened when he saw a small patch of red on the small area of exposed mattress. Abruptly standing up and throwing the comforter off the scared and ashamed male he saw the pants and mattress were stained red.
“DOCTOR!” He shouted, his eyes becoming watery as he stared at the pale skinned other who could not look at him any longer.
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Kazuya pulled on the black suit he was wearing, he had never worn something so fancy in all his life and wondered why all of a sudden this big client would want someone like him. He placed his hand in his pants pocket feeling his wallet safely in there, with the picture of his love.
His free hand went up to run it through his now chocolate coloured bangs, the shortened locks feeling foreign in between his slender fingers.
His hand shakily pressed the doorbell, his eyes downcast not even bothering to take in the beauty of the large estate. He waited for a few moments before an elderly man in a bulter’s suit answered the door.
“Ah you must be the gift sent from Johnny san. Well then come on in, the young masters are in the living room. Follow me,” The elderly man said forlornly, his expression making his face look older than it was.
Kazuya followed obediently, not wanting to be scolded by Johnny when he returned to the whore house for being insolent. He kept his eyes focused on the tiled floor, not giving into the curiosity that was itching inside himself.
KNOCK KNOCK
“Master Yamashita , the entertainment you ordered from Johnny has arrived.” Soon the door was opened by a very handsome man with round eyes and plump lips, behind him was a group of men in party hats.
Kazuya felt his stomach drop, he felt every inch of his body freeze. He wasn’t supposed to take all of them was he? He wasn’t one of the prostitutes that let more than two men fuck him a night although Johnny san did not agree he did not push him for fear of losing clientele.
“Now the party can get started, haha. Nice to meet you, I’m Yamashita Tomohisa but people call me YamaPi, and you are?” The man greeted, smiling brightly to Kazuya causing even more confusion in his puzzled head.
“A-ah… K-Kamenashi Kazuya s-sir,” Kazuya stuttered softly, his voice vacant of all emotions. He looked away from the man, feeling awkward. He was then led into the room where the group of men were playing the Xbox.
“Mr. Kamenashi?” The voice startled Kazuya, his gaze searched the group to find the male nurse with the lopsided grin sitting on the couch with another man’s arm wrapped around his shoulder possessively. Kazuya looked away, feeling his shame rising within himself and the need to harm himself was rising along with it.
“Maru, you know him?” YamaPi asked curiously. His eyes switching between his friend and the prostitute which he had ordered for his friend’s party. He raised an eyebrow at his friend who was smiling sheepishly.
“Um… he was a patient that I had to look after for the past four days. He’s the one that I would stay with after my shift ended, see Koki you jealous fool I’m not cheating on you,” Maru stated jabbing the other man in the ribs with one of his fingers.
“Gomen nasai, I am so sorry for causing you and your partner troubles. A-And about yesterday, also… for not thanking you for talking to me every day , arigato, I am forever grateful to you and the way you showed me kindness,” Kazuya apologised as he dropped to his knees, his forehead touching the ground startling the group of boys. They did not expect such a gesture from a whore, not after all the ones they had met were seductive non caring bitches.
Maru got up and quickly walked over to Kazuya and helped him up saying he has no need to apologise or thank him. After all it was nice to just talk to someone that would listen to him talk about anything and everything.
Another two men walked into the room, one holding his hands over the shorter’s eyes. He removed his hands as everybody shouted ‘Happy Birthday Ryo’ to the shorter man.
Kazuya’s face went pale and his eyes flashed in recognition as they stayed on the taller man who was smiling gorgeously. His hand instantly shot to gripping onto his wallet inside his pocket. He knew those chocolaty orbs, he knew that defined nose, he knew those pouty full lips, he knew those brunette locks that twirled through his fingers silkily, he knew that body hidden beneath the white shirt and blue denim jeans, he knew that smile, he knew that deep voice, he knew everything about this man.
“Mr. Kamenashi? Are you okay?” Maru asked as he noticed the blank expression that had formed on his face and the tenseness of his body. Kazuya snapped out of his daze and turned to him politely asking if he could use the bathroom. Maru gave him directions and in an instant he had rushed out of the room.
Locking the door Kazuya slid down to the floor, tears welling up in his eyes as he continued to stare blankly at the large bathtub. He let the tears fall one after another, the tears he had kept inside for so long were finally streaming from his eyes and had no intent of stopping.
Pulling out his wallet, he pulled out the tattered picture once again, a small silver blade clattering onto the tiled floor as he did so. His fingers fumbled with the blade before picking it up while his free hand dropped his wallet and the picture before undoing the belt on his trouser. After unzipping the dress pants he pulled them down along with the briefs in one go, revealing numerous scars.
He hissed when the small blade made contact with his skin, tainting his pale skin once more with the crimson liquid.
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Kazuya walked into the room where the group of men were chatting cheerfully and watching two of the others playing the Xbox once again.
“Okay since Kazuya is back let’s get to the fun part. Since it’s our sexy Osaka Man’s 21st birthday and since there is no way in hell that he’s going to win Ueda over anytime soon Jin and I decided to give him the best present ever, the loss of his virginity,” YamaPi announced causing the other’s to laugh and Ryo to protest. Maru however kept a serious expression on his face.
“Pi, I don’t feel right with this. I consider him a friend and don’t want him to do this,” Maru protested touching Kazuya deeply.
“N-No young master, it’s my job to please my clients and tend to every wish. I’m just a whore, we get paid for sex, end of story. There is no need to extend your kindness to me any longer,” Kazuya interrupted, surprising the other male. Maru sighed in defeat and walked back to his pouting boyfriend.
“I got it! Let’s play truth or dare!” A voice chirped up, sending Kazuya into a pleasure overload, his body was reacting to the irresistible voice immediately; his body feeling like it had taken a drug that it hasn’t felt in such a long time.
“Sure, why not.” The rest agreed and before they knew it, they were all sitting on the ground around the coffee table watching as Ryo carefully thought about who he was going to ask.
The game went on for half an hour without any problems until Kazuya was dared to give Jin a lap dance. He almost choked on the can of beer he was given. He looked at the man he had come to know as Junno with wide eyes.
He already felt very uncomfortable but now this. He was a disgusting whore that was only used for sex and that’s all he was supposed to be here for but now he is sitting down playing truth or dare with these people, the man he has tried so hard to forget is sitting right across from him and doesn’t even recognise him, and now he has to give him a five minute lap dance.
Kazuya stood up and took off his black jacket, revealing the white shirt, three of the buttons undone exposing his creamy skin with the loosened tie hanging around his neck. He glanced over at Jin who was now sitting on the couch while the others were watching with hungry eyes.
The music began playing, he gasped as he heard the song that his lover used to sing to him playing over the speakers. He composed himself letting a devilish smirk form on his lips before walking over to Jin, swaying his hips seductively.
He stops about three feet away, arching his back and moved his hips in a circular motion, letting one hand travel to his hair and the other slowly pull up the white shirt he was wearing, revealing more of the creamy skin.
Jin’s eyes were glazing with lust as he watched the beautiful man in front of him dance seductively. He wear he’s heard the name before but no matter how much he thinks on it he can’t remember. The brunette is pulled from his thoughts when he felt a hand sneaking up his thigh. He gasps when the skilled finger’s brush lightly over his clothed, hardening member.
His eyes look from his crotch back to the man who was getting closer to him, his eyes hooded by the dark bangs. Jin felt his throat become dry as the hand was removed and his legs were being spread wide by the slender fingers.
Kazuya leans closer to his ex lover’s ear before nipping it teasingly, as his slim body fills the space perfectly. Jin grunts at the teasing, causing the other man to groans sensually in reply. Kazuya leans back, letting his hands explore the hard lines of Jin’s torso while his hips swayed erotically.
Jin gasped when the other’s fingers brushed over his collar bone, the most sensitive spot on his body. The brunette smirked seductively before letting his tongue lave at the skin, addicted to the taste of him. The taller man groaned throatily before his hands gripped the whore’s waist and pulled him closer so their clothed groins could touch.
“Be patient,” Kazuya mumbled, his long fingers softly caressing the other’s face lovingly as he pulled away slightly. He arched his back forward as his hands travelled over his own body sensually, sending wanton glances towards the aroused other. He himself was as hard as a rock just from hearing the little noises Jin makes when he teases him.
Jin moaned when Kazuya rubbed their clothed erections together, throwing his head back against the couch. Kazuya felt he was so close to his release because of this man , killing him unknowingly with every sound an movement.
The lighter brunette slowly unbuttoned the rest of the buttons on his white shirt, slowly revealing the white skin, along with a fair amount of scars and bruises. He let it drop to the ground before arching his back over his ex lover’s face.
Jin noted he smelt like strawberries and cigarettes, a very unusual but addicting smell. Before he knew it he felt a light weight over his erected member, he saw Kazuya sitting on his lap, his back facing him. He groaned when the other made a small movement over his hard cock.
Kazuya leaned back against Jin’s chest, bathing in the scorching heat that was engulfing his body, his ass moving on top of the other’s hard arousal. The older man behind him was panting and moaning with every little move that Kazuya made on his lap.
The latter grabbed Jin’s hands knowing this wasn’t part of lap dancing but he was too needy to care before placing them over his hard cock before rubbing. He writhed on top of the taller man when the latter continued to rub without Kazuya’s hand helping him.
“O-Oh g-god J-Jin~!” The smaller figure moaned, throwing his head back into the crook of Jin’s neck, his hot breath tickling the former’s jaw bone.
+Flash Back+
“Hah… o-oh god Jin! Nghhhh, h-harder baby!” The caramel blonde groaned wantonly, his small body sweaty underneath his own.
“I-I ah I-I’m c-coming Kazu!” Jin panted, his own body thrusting with much force sending their bodies rocking together as one.
“M-me too! JIIIIN~!” The blonde screamed in ecstasy, releasing his seed onto their sweaty while his lover released inside of him.
“I love you Kamenashi Kazuya…”
+Flash Back Ends+
“KAZU~!” Jin groaned loudly as he came hard and messily into his briefs. Kazuya stopped moving, frozen to the spot. He wasn’t imagining things right, his baka really his scream his nick name didn’t he?
Kazuya shook his head to clear his mind of confusion before standing up, muttering angrily that he now had come all over the back of his trousers. He turned to look at the group of men who were all sitting there with their jaws hanging open and their trousers wet.
Jin opened his eyes, still panting from his high before looking over to the prostitute who was staring at their audience. He looked over to them, his mind still hazy from his orgasm, to see them all staring at Kazuya with their jaws dropped.
Kazuya…
“Kazuya… Kazuya… Kazu… Kazu chan?” Jin mumbled softly, trying to remember the flash back his orgasm had brought on.
+Flash Back+
“Jinjin hehe…” A teenage Kazuya giggled looking at him with lustful eyes , his teeth chewing on his lip once again. Jin smiled at his cute lover lying on their bed with his hamtaro pyjamas on. Oh god how he wanted to glomp the younger boy.
“Kazu baby, I have to study for this exam if you want your Jinjin to pass it to get the scholarship to the music school,” Jin stated softly, his eyes still glued on the younger boy who was now pouting cutely. “You should be studying to, but after I’m done we can do whatever you want, baby,” Jin added ushering his cute younger boyfriend over to him. The other obediently followed and placed himself on the former’s lap.
“Jinjin, please can we do it no~w. I’m horny,” Kazuya whined, rubbing his already hard member against his boyfriend’s crotch. Jin grunted throatily before shaking his head.
“Sweetheart, if we don’t want anything bad to happen to ourselves we have to study and work hard and that means no sex right now. I promised you that I’d keep us together and living a normal life so go get your books.”
+Flash Back Ends+
“Kazu chan, is that you?” Jin asked, his forgotten memory coming back in hazy short bursts. Kazuya turned around with teary eyes and nodded his head. Jin smiled, standing from the couch he made his way over to his younger ex lover and embraced him tightly. “I’m so sorry Kazu chan, I didn’t mean to leave you, I’m so so sorry. I was on my way to work when a little girl was crossing the road when the light was red, I had to do something but all I remember is I pushed the girl out of the way and then the next thing I know I was living with Pi. I’m so sorry,” Jin apologised, his own tears streaking his cheeks.
“S-So you never g-got sick of me? Y-You never hated me?” Kazuya sobbed into the older man’s chest, gripping the material of his shirt tightly. Jin tightened his grip around his younger ex boyfriend whispering comforting words into his ear.
“Am I missing something?” Ryo asked dumbly, causing Jin to turn and smile at him. Ryo raised an eyebrow and looked at Pi who looked as confused as ever
“Kazuya is my boyfriend, that is, if he’ll still have me?”
“Of course you silly baka, I love you. I’ve been in love with you since I was five years old, why would I stop now?” Kazuya asked his boyfriend pressing his lips softly onto the taller’s.
“Ryo, I don’t think you’re losing your virginity tonight,” Junno commented causing Ryo to pout, just when he saw how seductive the brunette could be he has to find out that he belongs to Jin.
“Come on then Osaka boy, I’m only doing this ‘cause I feel sorry for you, not for any other reason, just this once now get your ass to your bedroom or I’ll fuck myself with Pi’s pink dildo,” Ueda stated before walking out of the room with a stunned Ryo sitting on his ass still.
“I DO NOT HAVE A PINK DILDO!” YamaPi shouted after Ueda and pouted. He did not have a pink dildo, he was the SEME not the UKE… he might have bought a pink dildo but it wasn’t for himself it was for Uchi…. Hehe.
“Jinjin… I still have a problem,” Kazuya whispered suggestively and felt his lover’s member react. Jin quickly picked his Kazu up bridal style and walked out of the room bidding the boys a good night and he won’t see them until late tomorrow evening.
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“Oh god J-Jin stop teasing me… ngghhhh~.. h-hah,” Kazuya panted, his hands gripping his lover’s hair tightly, trying to forcefully push him onto his hard length. He screamed in frustration when Jin just smirked and pressed his tongue into the slit of his cock. “F-Fuck… stop it… urrrghhh~!” Kazuy moaned in pleasure when the other complied and took him into his mouth fully.
Jin slowly bobbed his head up and down on the other’s erected member, making sure to suck on the head softly each time. He felt his lover writhing around on the sheets underneath him when he began bobbing his head faster.
“B-baby… f-fuck me… I-I need… to hah oh god… t-to feel y-you in me,” Kazuya panted breathily. His lover removed his mouth from Kazuya’s cock before stealing a passionate kiss from him, their tongues dancing in a hot and messy battle.
Before the younger knew it he felt his legs being spread and a lubed finger teasing his ring of muscles. He growled deeply in warning to the other who paid him no heed. Kazuya moved his hands down to push the finger in but was stopped when his hands were pinned above his hands by Jin’s free hand.
Jin slowly pushed his finger in, being careful not to hurt his lover after finding out what his lover had been through when he wasn’t with him for all those years. He thrust his finger in and out slowly and added another digit when the younger began pressing himself pack onto his finger.
The taller removed the three digits that he had used to finger fuck his boyfriend’s hole before coating his own length generously with lube. He pressed a kiss to his lover’s open mouth, a soft and gentle one.
“Baby, let’s take this slow, I want this to last,” Jin whispered onto his lover’s lips before moving his lips down to kiss his neck. Kazuya yelped in pain when he felt his neck being abused by his lover and yet he welcomed the pain, he welcomed the sense of pleasure he got from every little thing he was doing.
Jin slowly pushed his manhood into his boyfriend’s loosened hole, stopping when his head was fully in. He waited for the other to adjust to his size before pushing in further, kissing him passionately to distract him from the pain.
The older stopped his pushing when he was fully in. He stayed like that for a few minutes before his lover mewled wiggling around on his erected penis. Jin grabbed hold of his lover’s waist and pulled out slowly before pushing back in.
“O-Oh god… K-Kazu s-so tight…” Jin groaned as he thrust in and out of his lover slowly. He kissed the younger once again; his tongue thrusting into the younger’s welcoming mouth. Their tongues danced inside Kazuya’s mouth before they broke apart enough to obtain oxygen to their burning lungs.
Jin’s right hand moved to his boyfriend’s neglected cock and began pumping the precum leaking member quickly, a contradiction to his thrusts.
“OH GOD! T-THERE! F-FUCK ME R-RIGHT THERE!” The younger screamed, his back arching so far off the bed Jin thought he might sit up. Wrapping the younger’s legs around his waist he angled his thrusts towards his Kazu’s sweet spot.
“B-Baby, I-I’m g-going t-to come…. Unnnngh~!”
“T-Together… hah…” Kazuya replied, his throat hoarse and breathless from the countless sounds he had been making. Jin pumped his lover faster while his thrusts became ragged but kept the same pace. He told him he wanted to take it slow, and he was going to do just that.
“JIN!/KAZU!” Both men screamed in unison, their voices creating a melodious harmony as they spilled their seeds of love.
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Three Weeks Later
“J-Jin, how can you still want to be with me e-even after you know what I’ve done? Even after you know that I’ve had so many men fuck me? After you know I sold my body?” Kazuya asked seriously, his voice almost at breaking point. He needed to know how his lover could still want him, still kiss, him, still make love to him, still say he’s the most beautiful person on their Earth, still says that he loves him.
Jin turned away from his composition to look at his gorgeous lover lying inside the bed the hood of the hamtaro pyjamas he was wearing and his face (That Jin bought him the other day) only visible beneath the black comforter.
Jin smiled softly and resisted the urge to embrace his boyfriend and never let him go, but he needed to finish writing the new song for his next album and his deadline was tomorrow. He watched as the younger’s sad expression distorted his beautiful features making him look torn.
“Because I love you, there is no one I love more in this world than you Kazu,” The older confessed, he stood up dropping the pencil on his desk before walking over to the bed and lying down next to his boyfriend. His long finger’s caressed his boyfriend’s soft skin gently. “I love you Kazu chan, I’m not leaving you ever again baby.”
“I never gave up on you Jin. I always knew you’d c-“
“Shhh, sleep baby, no more words. Just sleep and I promise you tomorrow I’ll still be here,” Jin cut th other off, kissing his boyfriend softly before pulling away and pressing his lips to the younger’s forehead. Kazuya snuggled into Jin’s warmth whispering a soft ‘I Love You’ before falling asleep quickly.
“I’m sorry I forgot you Kazu, I’m sorry I couldn’t save you but now no one is ever going to touch you.”
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Hey girls,
So here it is, the one shot... I'm a little unhappy with how it turned out.... I did steer away from my original idea a little but I think it still turned out okay.
I hope you enjoy it <333
Comments ne?