(FIC) Goodbye's Aren't Forever: Chapter 13: A Happy Future
Title: Goodbye's Aren't Forever: Chapter 13: A Happy Future
Author: Nyrok5 A.K.A Kezz
Rating: NC-17, sometimes will change
Warning: MxM, Sexual situations, Foul Language, rape, death so on so forth
Pairings: Yunjae (Main), Yunho/Kimbum (Boys Over Flowers), Jaejoong/Hyun Joong (SS501) Yoosu, Changmin/ Heechul, Changmin/ Food, Eunhae, few more
Genre: Romance, Fluff, again shameless smut, angsty???, drama, rape and some others i think
Disclaimer: Hell yeah I own them... NOT... In my dreams I do...
A/N: I'm sorry if it sucks I really had no muses and I'm late sorry
Summary: "I love you," Those three words aren't enough and never would be, they were stupid and irrational to get hitched right after high school. Jaejoong realised that so he left, leaving his newly wedded husband to mend a shattered heart. "Goodbye," That was the one word Yunho hoped he would never have to hear again because for him it always meant forever. Three years on Jaejoong is engaged and Yunho thinks he's finally found love. Jaejoong must return to the one man that can stop his happily ever after and Yunho must decide if he would risk his first love's happy ending just so Jaejoong can feel a small amount of the burning he felt when he got scorched by the flames of love.
Both Yunho and Jaejoong must finally settle the divorce if they each want a happily ever after. Emotions ride high and words spill. Will they put aside the past and move forward into the future with their new lives and loved ones or will forgotten feelings arise to cause unsaid words to finally be spoken.
The crescent pale moon sat high in the star blanketed black sky. Jaejoong snuggled up to Yunho causing him to smile lovingly. The older draped his arm around Jaejoong's waist still lying there with his eyes shut looking as if he were asleep. The blond could feel the heat radiating off the other making him feel making him feel hot himself. He had missed doing this, missed star gazing like they used to, missed snuggling up to him, missed everything about him but now they were here, doing exactly what he wanted and it couldn't make him happier. A comfortable silence enveloped them neither of them wanting to break the silence for fear of loosing the warm fuzzy feeling in their hearts. Yunho had noticed something was going on with his lover a few weeks ago, he had wanted to confront the other but fearing it was all in his head he had left the matter. It was nagging him more and more as the days past so he decided to ask about it even in the consequences ended up hurting him again.
"Jaejoong what's been going on with you for the past few weeks?" Yunho's voice cut through the silence like a silver bladed knife. Jaejoong stiffened when he heard the words uttered from his lover's mouth. He had tried to keep it silent until he was six weeks pregnant, couldn't he have waited another half a week. He couldn't bear the thought of Yunho going through the same pain if he lost his baby again, he never wanted the other to have to suffer the same pain he did when he had a miscarriage. Yunho was always supposed to be the strong one not him and he couldn't bear the thought of this breaking his image.
"I-I don't know what you're talking about," Jaejoong replied innocently staring up at his boyfriend with widened doe-like hazel eyes. He could tell the other was irritated even though the smile had never left his face. Sighing Jaejoong gave in before he even fought, what could half a week do right? "Y-Yunho, I-I'm pr-pregnant," He said barely audible. He fell to the hard grassy ground when his lover abruptly sat up staring with large eyes at him. Jaejoong hid his face in the grass so he didn't have to see the look on his lover's face. Yunho didn't believe what he was hearing, his boo was pregnant, his boo was pregnant. It was going to take a while for the information settle in but he couldn't help but feel a sensation invade his veins.
"OH MY FUCKING GOD! YOU HAVE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME??? BOO YOU'RE PREGNANT!" Yunho shouted a giant smile forming on his face. Jaejoong sat up slowly nodding his head. All of a sudden he felt his lover's hands lift up his white top and place a soft kiss on his pale flesh before rubbing his stomach. Jaejoong got goose bumps from the touches before swatting the other's hands away chuckling lightly. "Hi babies, this is your appa here hi again. I know you might feel weird being inside a man but this man is an angel and me I just have 'special abilities' when it comes to bedroom activities," The older said a sly smile on his face causing the other to flush a deep crimson red.
Jaejoong felt so nervous, it had been almost two and a half months since he had been on a stage like this. A part of him had felt sad when he hadn't seen his boyfriend come to watch him perform. It was a concert and he wasn't there and it sure was pissing the now caramel blond off. He walked out onto the large stage where his fans were screaming, he looked down to the area cut off from the fans just for his family and friends, they may as well have been with them because thirty something thousand fans certainly can scream. Jaejoong's eyes looked around for Junsu as long as he was here with him nothing was going to go wrong, they could do it together. Jaejoong's eyes widened when he saw no sign of the younger boy, they darted around searching for the other only to stop when the music began playing. He brought the microphone up to his lips to begin to sing when he noticed it wasn't one of his song. It couldn't be no it couldn't be that song could it? The blond thought, he only just noticed his fans had gone quiet and were looking at the large screen on the stage. He looked up to it and saw pictures, pictures of them, them from high school, private pictures of them from high school, pictures of them kissing and not just pecking on the cheek full on passionate kissing. He just about dropped the mic when he saw the last picture on the screen, it was that picture, the one of them soaked with water, Yunho's arms around the blond's waist, the blond's arm in his hair and their lips interlocked in a very passionate kiss. He could hear all the gasps coming from the fans. What if this got out? What if they were found out? These thoughts and many more were plaguing his mind until he heard that voice, his voice, the one he was longing to hear, and it was that song.
"If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I'll never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms?" Yunho finished hugging his now crying boyfriend. He felt the tears well up in his eyes when he saw his angel's face like that. He couldn't stand seeing his boo crying even if they were happy tears.
"Hello everyone I'm Jung Yunho as many of you would know and this here is the only love of my life. We were married for three years until my boo decided to divorce which after many attempts of trying to win him back we finally did but now I know why he left me and yes we are together again," He said a smile on his face he turned back to the younger hugging him again before speaking once again into the mic, "Boo Jae, Joongie, angel, I love you with all my heart, the heart that you freely stole from me. I only ask that you will keep it safe as I will try my hardest never to hurt you or our babies, you are the only one I want to spend the rest of my life with, I love you more than anyone in the world. No words can describe the feeling I have for you, I don't know how to explain what I feel and it's never scared me more. I only wish you will take this step with me but finally we will be together without fear of the public's opinion, without fear of the world, if love can conquer our hearts than we can conquer the world," He paused getting down on one knee and bringing out a small red box opening it to reveal a silver (considering Jaejoong doesn't wear that much gold) ring, "Kim Jaejoong, if you will do me the honour again, will you marry me?" Jaejoong felt another wave of tears stream from his eyes as he nodded enthusiastically before being embraced in a warm hug that he never wanted to leave, he could just stay right there in the man of his dreams' arms. "I love you boo," Yunho whispered into the other's ear tickling his earlobe.
"I loive you to Yunnie," The younger said burying his head in the taller's chest.
The wedding was arranged in two weeks thanks to Heechul and his mad wedding planning skills, Jaejoong didn't have to be self conscious of himself when the pictures were taken considering he was now a little over three months pregnant. It was just the way he had always dreamed of, there were the pink and white roses, the huge church with a white and light pink theme throughout it, the raception hall was enormous, there was an ice sculpture in the shape of an angel, all their friends and families were there. The blond thought he had to have been the happiest person on the earth right now and it was all thanks to his fiance. Yunho was making every of his wishes come true and he couldn't be happier doing it.
"Okay Jae I never thought I was going to say this to you again but for god's sake man calm down you've married the freaking guy before so stop acting like a teenage girl," Yoochun said fixing up Jaejoong's tie as they sat in the limo waiting for the existing crimson blush to fade. His breathing was quick and in short bursts, Yoochun thought he was going to have to carry the other to hospital if he didn't calm down. The other fanned his face with his hand feeling the heat rising to his face once more. "Damn it Jaejoong couldn't you put some more makeup on to cover your blushing face and neck, I mean what's Yunho going to think when we keep sitting out here in the limo and all he wants to do is marry you so he can get you into bed again. He's a man he has needs and they are, wanting to fuck you silly right about now!" Yoochun said bluntly not caring if Jaejoong's mother was glaring at him.
"Chunnie you're being mean and what are you trying to imply all Yunho lovesJae for is his ass? Jeez not all men are like you Chun, Yunho loves Jae. LOVE Chun LOVE. Come on Jaejae. It's okay just calm down, breath in and out, in and out, in.... and.... out," Junsu said irritated that his boyfriend was implying that all men just wanted to get in their boyfriend's/girlfriend's pants. Now he definitely not going to lose his virginity to his boyfriend until he can prove he doesn't just want to fuck the shit out of him.
"God you are heartless Chun," Eunhyuk said resorting to slapping the other. A few more minutes passed before Jaejoong was in a calm enough state to get out of the limo in a white tux with a pink tie. The paparazzi tried to snap pictures of him from behind the gate.
"Yunho it's all going to be okay, stop breathing like that you look like you're about to hyperventilate you idiot," Changmin whispered into Yunho's ear earning a death glare from him. Changmin chuckled lightly earning himself a punch in the arm from Donghae and Rain who were standing on each side of him. The music began playing signalling everyone to become silent and stand up as the 'brides maids' entered the church. Changmin could almost see the drool falling from Donghae's mouth, he hid his own to stop himself from cracking up in laughter. Ara skipped up the hall in front of the others throwing white and pink rose petals over the floor. Yunho could feel his whole body freeze when he saw his angel standing at the end of the hall. He has said this a thousand times but he will say it again, this was the most beautiful his boo has ever looked, everything about him seemed to glow, from the sun radiating his caramel hair, to his red plump lips that just urged to be ravished, the white tuxedo made his theory of the other being an angel made it even more realistic, he was captivated by the other once again, his hazel doe-like eyes drawing him in while the aura around him dared him to touch the blond as if he will vanish if he did. Yunho's breath had hitched while staring at the younger, he was halfway up the hall now walking with his mother. Jaejoong had felt his heart beat increase with every step he took, just seeing his prince in the black tuxedo staring a small smile on his face made him melt into a puddle. He tried to fight the urge of jumping his soon-to-be-husband right then and there, it was a hard battle he was only winning by a thread. He could feel it become very hot and his cheeks flush as he was merely a metre away from his lover now. He wanted to be fucked by Yunho right then even though everyone could see but he really didn't care his desire was growing and so was the pool of lust in his stomach. Trying to think of other thoughts as he took the hand of his fiance looking anywhere but him. When they touched it literally felt like his whole body was set to fire.
The two lover's had escaped their own reception party after only three hours into it. They didn't really much care to what the other's were thinking of them because right now all they cared about was getting to a secluded place where they could do anything they wanted. They ended up in the back of Yunho's car somehow, squashed in the back lips connected, limbs tangled in a hot and lusty mess.
Yunho's POV
Oh my fucking god! My mind was repeating over and over again as I felt our lips crash together in another passionate kiss. Not wasting anytime I began stripping him of his clothes. It was harder than I thought since the back of my car is so small and the heat coming from out bodies was making the leather seat sticky. I felt his hand travel down to the front of my pants teasing the growing buldge, my erection was painfully hard right now and the damn fabric of my trousers weren't helping. I moaned when I felt his hand brush the tip of my cloth covered cock, I could swear it was already leaking precum. My hand roamed around his chest pinching his nipples eliciting a deep groan from his sinful mouth. Fuck I feel like I could cum right now and I haven't even got him naked yet, what the fuck? I felt him grip my cock hard as he kissed my neck.
"Ngggghhhh," I moaned as the teasing was becoming too much for me to bear. I placed my head in the crook of his neck bitting down on his soft creamy skin making him squirm underneath me. I suddenly felt his leg rubbing against my cock OH MOTHER FUCKING CUNT!!! "Urrrggggghhhhhhhhh!" I groaned as his rubbing was just building up more friction not releasing it. Fuck I wanted to fuck him right then and there. Loosing all thoughts from my mind I done nothing but tears his trousers and briefs off revealing his hard member. OH FUCK OH FUCK OH FUCK! I felt like I was about to lose my mind from just staring at him in all his fucking naked glory and the thigh that was rubbing against my own very very very painfully hard cock was now bare. I need skin to skin contact right now. I felt his hands slowly undo the buttons on my shirt, 'fuck Jae why are you being so slow' I threatened to say but before I got the chance his lips crashed to mine again sucking out the moan I was trying to hold in.
"Fuck...you're such a tease...." I managed to pant into our kiss. He felt him smirk against my lips. Fuck him! He planned this! I cursed him mentally. I finally felt the hot air against my bare chest and stomach. Okay time to make you moan Jung Jaejoong. My hand reached down to his neglected leaking member stroking it ever so slowly.
"Basta..nuuuuuuuuuuughhhhhh..." I heard him begin to say until I quickened my pace before slowing back down making him whimper. I leaned down to our chests and lower halves were flush together. I began grinding ever so slowly making both of us moan in unison. Fuck all this trying to tease him is making it worse for my poor Yunho Jr. I thought before I felt one of his hand's slip under the waistband of my briefs. I sighed when I felt his fingers touch my leaking member. Fucking hell why does he have to be so darn sinful, fuck you god OH FUCK! I felt him grip tightly on the base of my shaft making me groan.
"I-is there something you w-want to say to me," He whispered into my ear sending delightful sensations down my spine resting in my groin. Feeling that I couldn't get much harder than I was I tried mumbling a few sentences that came out incoherently. I take it back fuck yes I can get harder! Oh fuck I wanted to scream right now that fucking bastard sticking that on me was not fucking fair.
"Y-Yes, where the f-fuck did you get that ring?" I asked trembling from the sensations that darned ring sent through my body. I felt my whole body shake as I closed my eyes seeing a white light behind my lids. Fuck so this is what it's like having a dry orgasm! I managed to coherently think as I shook violently trying to come down from my high. I collapsed onto him spent and sweaty.
"Yunho? Yunho get off me please, this isn't fun for me or our babies," Jaejoong said in a monotone voice. I suddenly realised I had forgotten that he was pregnant. Sitting straight up I placed my ear against his stomach. "Yunho please stop that and just fuck me now," I heard him say, I sat back up to see him stroking himself oh so slowly.
"Yuuuuunhoooo," He moaned my name voice low and filled with sex. Oh fucking god why is he so sexy. I quickly and stickily stripped myself from my trousers and briefs finally allowing my still erected cock to be free. I sighed never wanting to wear clothes when I'm around Jaejoong anymore. I quickly removed the cock ring from my cock but before I could release I felt his darned hand gripping me tightly again. I whimpered helplessly. He quickly guided me to his entrance before I pounded into him not to hard so I didn't hurt our babies. I thrusted quickly into him hitting his prostate making him moan my name every time a notch lower and a second longer. I looked down to his member and began pumping it with my animalistic pace.
"JAAEEEEJOOOOOONGGGG!' I moaned his name as my seed spilt into him. My eyes closed seeing white behind my lids again.
"YUNHOOOOO!" Jaejoong moaned a second after his milky substance spurting onto our chests and stomachs. I collapsed beside him after removing myself from him and licking his chest and stomach.
END POV
"MY VIRGIN EYES!!!!" Junsu shrieked as he saw the most horrifying sight in his life, it was very sexy and arousing but horrifying.
"HEECHUL!" Junsu screamed running out of his and Yoochun's room in his dolphin pyjama bottoms and a light blue t-shirt. Tears had wetted his face as he ran into the lounge room where his older cousin would be arguing with Changmin. Heechul turned around from arguing about food with his younger boyfriend to see his cousin running full pelt at him. He scream in fright when the other jumped onto him wrapping both his arms and legs around him. The impact of the extra weight made Heechul lose balance and fall back onto his older boyfriend who in turn fell to the hard floor. The rest of the group (excluding Jaejoong who was walking) ran to see what the commotion was.
"Chullie, he.... he...." Junsu sobbed burying his head in the crook of Heechul's neck.
"PARK YOOCHUN WHAT DID YOU DO TO JUNSU?" Yunho shouted to the bedroom door that was a fraction open. "YOOCHUN ANSWER ME GOD DAMN IT!" He shouted again. The said man walked out pouting with an innocent look on his face.
"Yes Yunho? What did I do wrong?" Yoochun asked fluttering his eyelashes innocently.
"YOU TRIED TO GROPE MY ASS!" Junsu shouted tears streaming from his almond shaped eyes. Yoochun felt very uncomfortable as all eyes were fixed on him. He scratched the back of his head awkwardly a sheepish smile forming on his greasy lips.
"Su, it wasn't like that I swear. I dropped my bracelet on your side of the bed and I was looking for it," Yoochun lied desperately. He was scared out of his wits at what all his fellow house members would do to him if they knew he was actually trying to get the younger to have sex with him.
"Oh, I'm sorry Chunnie. I didn't mean to punch you in the nose, it's just I thought you were trying to get me to have sex with you again," The younger replied wiping his tears away before running over to his boyfriend and hugging him placing a small kiss on his left cheek.
"You have got to be kidding me?" Changmin said as he helped Heechul off of the wooden floor.
"Is he really that dumb?" Hankyung asked in Korean his Chinese accent tainted on the end of his words. He looked over to his husband a questioning look on his face. Siwon looked down to him nodding his head with raised eyebrows.
A few hours had past and Yoochun was sitting at a bar with Yunho, Siwon, Donghae and Changmin.
"Why won't he fucking have sex with me? For crying out loud I've waited for over two years for him and he still won't do anything that making out and cuddling," Yoochun complained banging his forehead on the bar counter. Yunho patted his friend's shoulder in sympathy, god knows he wouldn't be able to wait to make love with Jaejoong that long anymore.
"Do you know why he won't let you make love to him?" Donghae asked from down the bench a bit. Yoochun looked over to him draining the large glass before answering.
"He told me he wasn't ready. But he won't tell me why," yoochun said sighing and ushering the hot bartender to pour him another drink. "Maybe I should just go out to a club and go fuck someone, I haven't had sex since I met him, I am a playboy, I like fucking I like sex and I haven't been able to do that for two years," Yoochun added winking to the smirking bartender.
"That's probably what he's worried about, he is probably thinking that all you want him is for his very nice shaped ass and then you'll dump him for someone else," Siwon said frustrated with his own problems.
"But I love him! I love him with my whole heart, fuck I shouldn't have left with Jae then aat least I would've been married and being able to have sex right now," Yoochun said palming his face. The rest of them looked at him with raised eyebrows.
"What Yoochun you were engaged to Binbin?" Yunho and Changmin asked in unison. Yoochun shook his head slowly ushering the bartender for another drink.
"I was going to propose to him the day we left, he was my whole world but I left him because I knew Jae would never make it by himself," He said pulling out a chain with an engagement ring attached to it.
"Does Jaejoong know that you were going to propose?" Yunho asked feeling his heart give to the other man. Yoochun murmured something that sounded like a 'yes.'
"How come my charm doesn't work with him? I was the one that got Jae to lose his virginity to you in the first place. I told and showed him everything to do, from all the seduction methods to even the mind blowing blow jobs," Yoochun said slamming his fist down on the counter eyebrows furrowed.
"WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU JUST SAY?!" Yunho asked eyes wide mouth hanging agape.
"Yeah so what I taught him how to give blow jobs, he's pretty good I must admit, fuck he is the best I've had so far," The other said again causing Yunho to just about pass out. "Nothing works, I've tried sexy, cute, mysterious, cold, slutty, nerdy, I've played the jealous game, what the fuck does he want else me to do? Dress up in a skirt and prance around like a chick? Fuck I'm the older and supposed to be the man in the relationship," Yoochun complained not caring that his best friend's boyfriend was about to smack the daylights out of him.
"Um sorry to burst your bubble but you are both guys, you both have dicks and now just use yours to fuck his ass before you lose all your dick qualities," Changmin said rolling his eyes. Yoochun stared at the other in horror.
Junsu's heart was beating loudly in his ears. He placed his hand on the doorknob turning it slowly, he peeked his head in the dark room only to see a dim glow emitting from the the kitchen. Ever so slowly he crept into the apartment/pent house. He tiptoed over to the door to the kitchen to see the table with lit candle's burning a scent of vanilla, there were two plates on the table with very very enticing looking food on it. He suddenly felt two arms snake around his waist and light butterfly kisses being placed to his neck.
"Ch-Chun, s-stop, ah," Junsu half groaned when he felt the other's mouth bite down on his sensetive flesh. His boyfriend walked him over to the set table not moving his lips from the other's neck. Once the younger was safely sat down on the seat he stopped his savage attack licking at his earlobe before walking around to the other side. This was the first time the younger had seen Yoochun and oh boy did he look sexy, he felt his mouth fall a little as his eyes mesmerised every inch of the other's torso. His hair was messy, he had no top on exposing the creamy flesh, and blue jeans on hanging low on his hips. Junsu was puzzled that even though his jeans were so far down he couldn't see his under garments. It dawned on him that he wasn't wearing any, all of a sudden he felt very hot and flushed.
"Su are you checking me out?" Yoochun asked voice lower than usual. Junsu hid his face with his hands shaking his head vigorously. The other let out a soft chuckle. Stuff food I want him now! Fuck what was the plan, food, singing, eternal gift, then making love. Jesus um skip food I'll just sing. Yoochun thought licking his lips unconsciously as his eyes stared at the small part of exposed chest the other was showing.
"Kim Junsu, I love you more than anyone in this world. With this song I will proclaim my love for you,
*Junsu, Let me prove that my love is real
I'll give all my love to you, Please Trust me
I believe...I believe that one can fall in love at first sight
Though I told you that it wasn't possible
I only hid this thought from you because I was afraid
That you would look at me as if I was careless and hasty.
To tell the truth, ever since I met you
I only lived with thoughts of you.
There was only one thing on my mind
From when I woke up in the morning
Till when I went to bed at night.
I believe in you...
I will send all my feelings for you through the the way I look at you.
Do you know how my heart feels?
How I want to keep the feelings I have for you hidden?
Even the fearful feelings for when you might leave me one day.
You...
Love is a nervous feeling that flutters your heart...
It is like a breathtaking loneliness...
Please keep looking at me with the same eyes...
Always and forever like this.
If only you could stay close enough to me so that my heart can relax...
Just so that I could see you...I would be very happy.
I believe in you...
I will send all my feelings for you through the the way I look at you.
Do you know how my heart feels?
How I want to keep the feelings I have for you hidden?
Even the fearful feelings for when you might leave me one day.
You...
If I could stay by your side like this...
If, in the end, it is that I don't know anything about how much I love you.
I believe in you...
I will send all my feelings for you through the the way I look at you.
Do you know how my heart feels?
How I want to keep the feelings I have for you hidden?
Even the fearful feelings for when you might leave me one day.
I can't let you go
You are the only one in my life," Yoochun sang his heart out resisting the urge to pick his boyfriend off and run to their bedroom. He watched as Junsu's eyes slowly shed tears. "Please Su will you be mine forever?" The older asked hopeful as he passed the other a small box.
"Yes Chunnie, I've always been yours," Junsu said wiping his tears away and opening the box to reveal a bracelet engraved with the words 'You're Forever Mine Kim Junsu'.
"Finally, they finally ended up getting it on," Eunhyuk said sighing as he wrapped his arm around Donghae who was fast asleep on the bed in Jaejoong and Yunho's room. The other's nodded as they sat in the dark listening to the noises coming from the other room.
"Good thing Ara is fast asleep right now or she would be scarred for life," Hankyung said hiding a laugh.
"I'll tell you who got scarred, Su when he found you two naked with cum all over you in the back of your car when you ditched your own wedding reception," Changmin stated crinkling his face up.
"WHAT JAE Y-YOU THINK WHAT"S HAPPENING?" Yunho shouted frantically earning a very large book being thrown at his head which he successfully dodged. "Boo calm down calm down," Yunho tried to stay as calm as he could which wasn't helping because his mind was thrown into over drive.
"Y....Yunho I-I'm having the babies," Jaejoong said wincing in pain.
"GUYS! HELP!" Yunho screamed at the top of his lungs voice higher than he expected it to be. The rest of their friends came running into the room to see what was going on.
"What's going on with Jae? What did you to do him?" Yoochun asked running over to his best friend.
"H-He's going to have the babies," Yunho stated face pale with fear. The other's gasped before Heechul began ordering everyone to go do separate things so they could get Jaejoong to the hospital faster.
"Yunho help Min carry Jaejoong down to the car where Siwon should be waiting!" Heechul ordered running out of the room to make sure the rest of them were ready. Changmin slapped Yunho setting his mind into functioning mode once again.
Yunho was pacing around the room burning holes in the ground. He couldn't control how much he was scared right now.
"Yunho, Jae's going to be fine. Both of you are great parents don't doubt yourself," Donghae said placing his hand on the older's shoulder. Yunho tried a weak smile which failed miserably when the other raised his eyebrows. He looked over to Ara who was now beating up Changmin for stealing her lolly pop.
"Min give her her lolly pop back right this instant," Yunho said glaring at his younger brother who was now pouting as the sweet had been forcefully removed from his mouth.
"I want to suck on something though," He said innocently not understanding what affect it mught cause to his now madly blushing boyfriend.
"Changmin language!" Yunho growled taking his daughter away from the other. He sighed shaking his head at his very disturbing brother. The room grew quiet when the doctor walked in beaming at all of the people in the waiting room.
"Congratulations Yunho, you are now a father to twins, you have two healthy sons," Siwon's brother Doctor Choi said still smiling. Yunho felt like he could scream in joy. He was a father to two sons.
"T-Thank y-you, m-may I...." He trailed off pointing to the room. The doctor nodded as he watched Yunho pick up Ara and run to the room where Jaejoong and his two sons were.
"Jaejoongie, are you all right?" Yunho asked feeling a new sense of happiness seeing his husband holding their two children. Jaejoong looked up and smiled happily to him. He felt tears stream down his face. He sat Ara on the end of the bed so he could go see his two sons. Jaejoong passed him their sleeping children opening his arms for his adopted daughter to give him a hug.
"Umma, are they my brothers?" The small girl asked pointing to the two babies Yunho was holding ever so gently. Jaejoong nodded his head placing a small kiss on Ara's head.
"Boo what are we going to call them?" Yunho asked out of the blue his smile never fading.
"Well um I ah wanted to call one of our sons Jae Hyun after my father, what about you?" Jaejoong said hesitantly. Yunho looked up nodding the smile still on his face.
"I wanted to call one of our sons Tae Sung," Yunho said a sheepish grin on his handsome face.
"That's it then Jae Hyun and Tae Sung are our sons, now we truly are a family aren't we Princess?" Jaejoong asked his daughter hugging her tighter. Soon after the rest of their friends and family filed into the room being quiet so they didn't wake up the sleeping babies.
"Hyun Joong this is the actor who will be playing your love interest in this movie, Kimbum meet Kim Hyun Joong," The director said introducing the two men.
"I know he is, we've met before but never been properly introduced, hello it's nice to meet you," Hyun Joong said bowing slightly. Kimbum smiled his childish smile before bowing back politely.
THE END
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OH MY GOD I FINISHED IT AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
Hi, I can't believe I finished my first fic, oh god I feel so sad right now.
I would like to say a big thanks to everyone who has supported, read and commented my fic I LOVE you all so much and I hope I can continue to write new fictions that keep you enthralled. Thank you all so much <333
This chapter was hard to write cause I didn't know how to end it and all but just so you know they did live happily ever after and all that cheesy stuff like that.
*Junsu= It's supposed to be *Girl and the song is Believe by DBSK
The first song that is sung is= If You're Not The One by Daniel Beddingfield (not sure if that's how you spell it)
Again thank you all sooo much and I am sorry I am late i lost my muse, it was annoying cause it was the last chapter and everything and I lost my muse.
For the last time SPOT for coeur2chocolat , umai_jae_ai and kattan69 I love you <333!!!
I send all my <333 to you all and thank you all so much <333
Author: Nyrok5 A.K.A Kezz
Rating: NC-17, sometimes will change
Warning: MxM, Sexual situations, Foul Language, rape, death so on so forth
Pairings: Yunjae (Main), Yunho/Kimbum (Boys Over Flowers), Jaejoong/Hyun Joong (SS501) Yoosu, Changmin/ Heechul, Changmin/ Food, Eunhae, few more
Genre: Romance, Fluff, again shameless smut, angsty???, drama, rape and some others i think
Disclaimer: Hell yeah I own them... NOT... In my dreams I do...
A/N: I'm sorry if it sucks I really had no muses and I'm late sorry
Summary: "I love you," Those three words aren't enough and never would be, they were stupid and irrational to get hitched right after high school. Jaejoong realised that so he left, leaving his newly wedded husband to mend a shattered heart. "Goodbye," That was the one word Yunho hoped he would never have to hear again because for him it always meant forever. Three years on Jaejoong is engaged and Yunho thinks he's finally found love. Jaejoong must return to the one man that can stop his happily ever after and Yunho must decide if he would risk his first love's happy ending just so Jaejoong can feel a small amount of the burning he felt when he got scorched by the flames of love.
Both Yunho and Jaejoong must finally settle the divorce if they each want a happily ever after. Emotions ride high and words spill. Will they put aside the past and move forward into the future with their new lives and loved ones or will forgotten feelings arise to cause unsaid words to finally be spoken.
The crescent pale moon sat high in the star blanketed black sky. Jaejoong snuggled up to Yunho causing him to smile lovingly. The older draped his arm around Jaejoong's waist still lying there with his eyes shut looking as if he were asleep. The blond could feel the heat radiating off the other making him feel making him feel hot himself. He had missed doing this, missed star gazing like they used to, missed snuggling up to him, missed everything about him but now they were here, doing exactly what he wanted and it couldn't make him happier. A comfortable silence enveloped them neither of them wanting to break the silence for fear of loosing the warm fuzzy feeling in their hearts. Yunho had noticed something was going on with his lover a few weeks ago, he had wanted to confront the other but fearing it was all in his head he had left the matter. It was nagging him more and more as the days past so he decided to ask about it even in the consequences ended up hurting him again.
"Jaejoong what's been going on with you for the past few weeks?" Yunho's voice cut through the silence like a silver bladed knife. Jaejoong stiffened when he heard the words uttered from his lover's mouth. He had tried to keep it silent until he was six weeks pregnant, couldn't he have waited another half a week. He couldn't bear the thought of Yunho going through the same pain if he lost his baby again, he never wanted the other to have to suffer the same pain he did when he had a miscarriage. Yunho was always supposed to be the strong one not him and he couldn't bear the thought of this breaking his image.
"I-I don't know what you're talking about," Jaejoong replied innocently staring up at his boyfriend with widened doe-like hazel eyes. He could tell the other was irritated even though the smile had never left his face. Sighing Jaejoong gave in before he even fought, what could half a week do right? "Y-Yunho, I-I'm pr-pregnant," He said barely audible. He fell to the hard grassy ground when his lover abruptly sat up staring with large eyes at him. Jaejoong hid his face in the grass so he didn't have to see the look on his lover's face. Yunho didn't believe what he was hearing, his boo was pregnant, his boo was pregnant. It was going to take a while for the information settle in but he couldn't help but feel a sensation invade his veins.
"OH MY FUCKING GOD! YOU HAVE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME??? BOO YOU'RE PREGNANT!" Yunho shouted a giant smile forming on his face. Jaejoong sat up slowly nodding his head. All of a sudden he felt his lover's hands lift up his white top and place a soft kiss on his pale flesh before rubbing his stomach. Jaejoong got goose bumps from the touches before swatting the other's hands away chuckling lightly. "Hi babies, this is your appa here hi again. I know you might feel weird being inside a man but this man is an angel and me I just have 'special abilities' when it comes to bedroom activities," The older said a sly smile on his face causing the other to flush a deep crimson red.
Jaejoong felt so nervous, it had been almost two and a half months since he had been on a stage like this. A part of him had felt sad when he hadn't seen his boyfriend come to watch him perform. It was a concert and he wasn't there and it sure was pissing the now caramel blond off. He walked out onto the large stage where his fans were screaming, he looked down to the area cut off from the fans just for his family and friends, they may as well have been with them because thirty something thousand fans certainly can scream. Jaejoong's eyes looked around for Junsu as long as he was here with him nothing was going to go wrong, they could do it together. Jaejoong's eyes widened when he saw no sign of the younger boy, they darted around searching for the other only to stop when the music began playing. He brought the microphone up to his lips to begin to sing when he noticed it wasn't one of his song. It couldn't be no it couldn't be that song could it? The blond thought, he only just noticed his fans had gone quiet and were looking at the large screen on the stage. He looked up to it and saw pictures, pictures of them, them from high school, private pictures of them from high school, pictures of them kissing and not just pecking on the cheek full on passionate kissing. He just about dropped the mic when he saw the last picture on the screen, it was that picture, the one of them soaked with water, Yunho's arms around the blond's waist, the blond's arm in his hair and their lips interlocked in a very passionate kiss. He could hear all the gasps coming from the fans. What if this got out? What if they were found out? These thoughts and many more were plaguing his mind until he heard that voice, his voice, the one he was longing to hear, and it was that song.
"If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I'll never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms?" Yunho finished hugging his now crying boyfriend. He felt the tears well up in his eyes when he saw his angel's face like that. He couldn't stand seeing his boo crying even if they were happy tears.
"Hello everyone I'm Jung Yunho as many of you would know and this here is the only love of my life. We were married for three years until my boo decided to divorce which after many attempts of trying to win him back we finally did but now I know why he left me and yes we are together again," He said a smile on his face he turned back to the younger hugging him again before speaking once again into the mic, "Boo Jae, Joongie, angel, I love you with all my heart, the heart that you freely stole from me. I only ask that you will keep it safe as I will try my hardest never to hurt you or our babies, you are the only one I want to spend the rest of my life with, I love you more than anyone in the world. No words can describe the feeling I have for you, I don't know how to explain what I feel and it's never scared me more. I only wish you will take this step with me but finally we will be together without fear of the public's opinion, without fear of the world, if love can conquer our hearts than we can conquer the world," He paused getting down on one knee and bringing out a small red box opening it to reveal a silver (considering Jaejoong doesn't wear that much gold) ring, "Kim Jaejoong, if you will do me the honour again, will you marry me?" Jaejoong felt another wave of tears stream from his eyes as he nodded enthusiastically before being embraced in a warm hug that he never wanted to leave, he could just stay right there in the man of his dreams' arms. "I love you boo," Yunho whispered into the other's ear tickling his earlobe.
"I loive you to Yunnie," The younger said burying his head in the taller's chest.
The wedding was arranged in two weeks thanks to Heechul and his mad wedding planning skills, Jaejoong didn't have to be self conscious of himself when the pictures were taken considering he was now a little over three months pregnant. It was just the way he had always dreamed of, there were the pink and white roses, the huge church with a white and light pink theme throughout it, the raception hall was enormous, there was an ice sculpture in the shape of an angel, all their friends and families were there. The blond thought he had to have been the happiest person on the earth right now and it was all thanks to his fiance. Yunho was making every of his wishes come true and he couldn't be happier doing it.
"Okay Jae I never thought I was going to say this to you again but for god's sake man calm down you've married the freaking guy before so stop acting like a teenage girl," Yoochun said fixing up Jaejoong's tie as they sat in the limo waiting for the existing crimson blush to fade. His breathing was quick and in short bursts, Yoochun thought he was going to have to carry the other to hospital if he didn't calm down. The other fanned his face with his hand feeling the heat rising to his face once more. "Damn it Jaejoong couldn't you put some more makeup on to cover your blushing face and neck, I mean what's Yunho going to think when we keep sitting out here in the limo and all he wants to do is marry you so he can get you into bed again. He's a man he has needs and they are, wanting to fuck you silly right about now!" Yoochun said bluntly not caring if Jaejoong's mother was glaring at him.
"Chunnie you're being mean and what are you trying to imply all Yunho lovesJae for is his ass? Jeez not all men are like you Chun, Yunho loves Jae. LOVE Chun LOVE. Come on Jaejae. It's okay just calm down, breath in and out, in and out, in.... and.... out," Junsu said irritated that his boyfriend was implying that all men just wanted to get in their boyfriend's/girlfriend's pants. Now he definitely not going to lose his virginity to his boyfriend until he can prove he doesn't just want to fuck the shit out of him.
"God you are heartless Chun," Eunhyuk said resorting to slapping the other. A few more minutes passed before Jaejoong was in a calm enough state to get out of the limo in a white tux with a pink tie. The paparazzi tried to snap pictures of him from behind the gate.
"Yunho it's all going to be okay, stop breathing like that you look like you're about to hyperventilate you idiot," Changmin whispered into Yunho's ear earning a death glare from him. Changmin chuckled lightly earning himself a punch in the arm from Donghae and Rain who were standing on each side of him. The music began playing signalling everyone to become silent and stand up as the 'brides maids' entered the church. Changmin could almost see the drool falling from Donghae's mouth, he hid his own to stop himself from cracking up in laughter. Ara skipped up the hall in front of the others throwing white and pink rose petals over the floor. Yunho could feel his whole body freeze when he saw his angel standing at the end of the hall. He has said this a thousand times but he will say it again, this was the most beautiful his boo has ever looked, everything about him seemed to glow, from the sun radiating his caramel hair, to his red plump lips that just urged to be ravished, the white tuxedo made his theory of the other being an angel made it even more realistic, he was captivated by the other once again, his hazel doe-like eyes drawing him in while the aura around him dared him to touch the blond as if he will vanish if he did. Yunho's breath had hitched while staring at the younger, he was halfway up the hall now walking with his mother. Jaejoong had felt his heart beat increase with every step he took, just seeing his prince in the black tuxedo staring a small smile on his face made him melt into a puddle. He tried to fight the urge of jumping his soon-to-be-husband right then and there, it was a hard battle he was only winning by a thread. He could feel it become very hot and his cheeks flush as he was merely a metre away from his lover now. He wanted to be fucked by Yunho right then even though everyone could see but he really didn't care his desire was growing and so was the pool of lust in his stomach. Trying to think of other thoughts as he took the hand of his fiance looking anywhere but him. When they touched it literally felt like his whole body was set to fire.
The two lover's had escaped their own reception party after only three hours into it. They didn't really much care to what the other's were thinking of them because right now all they cared about was getting to a secluded place where they could do anything they wanted. They ended up in the back of Yunho's car somehow, squashed in the back lips connected, limbs tangled in a hot and lusty mess.
Yunho's POV
Oh my fucking god! My mind was repeating over and over again as I felt our lips crash together in another passionate kiss. Not wasting anytime I began stripping him of his clothes. It was harder than I thought since the back of my car is so small and the heat coming from out bodies was making the leather seat sticky. I felt his hand travel down to the front of my pants teasing the growing buldge, my erection was painfully hard right now and the damn fabric of my trousers weren't helping. I moaned when I felt his hand brush the tip of my cloth covered cock, I could swear it was already leaking precum. My hand roamed around his chest pinching his nipples eliciting a deep groan from his sinful mouth. Fuck I feel like I could cum right now and I haven't even got him naked yet, what the fuck? I felt him grip my cock hard as he kissed my neck.
"Ngggghhhh," I moaned as the teasing was becoming too much for me to bear. I placed my head in the crook of his neck bitting down on his soft creamy skin making him squirm underneath me. I suddenly felt his leg rubbing against my cock OH MOTHER FUCKING CUNT!!! "Urrrggggghhhhhhhhh!" I groaned as his rubbing was just building up more friction not releasing it. Fuck I wanted to fuck him right then and there. Loosing all thoughts from my mind I done nothing but tears his trousers and briefs off revealing his hard member. OH FUCK OH FUCK OH FUCK! I felt like I was about to lose my mind from just staring at him in all his fucking naked glory and the thigh that was rubbing against my own very very very painfully hard cock was now bare. I need skin to skin contact right now. I felt his hands slowly undo the buttons on my shirt, 'fuck Jae why are you being so slow' I threatened to say but before I got the chance his lips crashed to mine again sucking out the moan I was trying to hold in.
"Fuck...you're such a tease...." I managed to pant into our kiss. He felt him smirk against my lips. Fuck him! He planned this! I cursed him mentally. I finally felt the hot air against my bare chest and stomach. Okay time to make you moan Jung Jaejoong. My hand reached down to his neglected leaking member stroking it ever so slowly.
"Basta..nuuuuuuuuuuughhhhhh..." I heard him begin to say until I quickened my pace before slowing back down making him whimper. I leaned down to our chests and lower halves were flush together. I began grinding ever so slowly making both of us moan in unison. Fuck all this trying to tease him is making it worse for my poor Yunho Jr. I thought before I felt one of his hand's slip under the waistband of my briefs. I sighed when I felt his fingers touch my leaking member. Fucking hell why does he have to be so darn sinful, fuck you god OH FUCK! I felt him grip tightly on the base of my shaft making me groan.
"I-is there something you w-want to say to me," He whispered into my ear sending delightful sensations down my spine resting in my groin. Feeling that I couldn't get much harder than I was I tried mumbling a few sentences that came out incoherently. I take it back fuck yes I can get harder! Oh fuck I wanted to scream right now that fucking bastard sticking that on me was not fucking fair.
"Y-Yes, where the f-fuck did you get that ring?" I asked trembling from the sensations that darned ring sent through my body. I felt my whole body shake as I closed my eyes seeing a white light behind my lids. Fuck so this is what it's like having a dry orgasm! I managed to coherently think as I shook violently trying to come down from my high. I collapsed onto him spent and sweaty.
"Yunho? Yunho get off me please, this isn't fun for me or our babies," Jaejoong said in a monotone voice. I suddenly realised I had forgotten that he was pregnant. Sitting straight up I placed my ear against his stomach. "Yunho please stop that and just fuck me now," I heard him say, I sat back up to see him stroking himself oh so slowly.
"Yuuuuunhoooo," He moaned my name voice low and filled with sex. Oh fucking god why is he so sexy. I quickly and stickily stripped myself from my trousers and briefs finally allowing my still erected cock to be free. I sighed never wanting to wear clothes when I'm around Jaejoong anymore. I quickly removed the cock ring from my cock but before I could release I felt his darned hand gripping me tightly again. I whimpered helplessly. He quickly guided me to his entrance before I pounded into him not to hard so I didn't hurt our babies. I thrusted quickly into him hitting his prostate making him moan my name every time a notch lower and a second longer. I looked down to his member and began pumping it with my animalistic pace.
"JAAEEEEJOOOOOONGGGG!' I moaned his name as my seed spilt into him. My eyes closed seeing white behind my lids again.
"YUNHOOOOO!" Jaejoong moaned a second after his milky substance spurting onto our chests and stomachs. I collapsed beside him after removing myself from him and licking his chest and stomach.
END POV
"MY VIRGIN EYES!!!!" Junsu shrieked as he saw the most horrifying sight in his life, it was very sexy and arousing but horrifying.
"HEECHUL!" Junsu screamed running out of his and Yoochun's room in his dolphin pyjama bottoms and a light blue t-shirt. Tears had wetted his face as he ran into the lounge room where his older cousin would be arguing with Changmin. Heechul turned around from arguing about food with his younger boyfriend to see his cousin running full pelt at him. He scream in fright when the other jumped onto him wrapping both his arms and legs around him. The impact of the extra weight made Heechul lose balance and fall back onto his older boyfriend who in turn fell to the hard floor. The rest of the group (excluding Jaejoong who was walking) ran to see what the commotion was.
"Chullie, he.... he...." Junsu sobbed burying his head in the crook of Heechul's neck.
"PARK YOOCHUN WHAT DID YOU DO TO JUNSU?" Yunho shouted to the bedroom door that was a fraction open. "YOOCHUN ANSWER ME GOD DAMN IT!" He shouted again. The said man walked out pouting with an innocent look on his face.
"Yes Yunho? What did I do wrong?" Yoochun asked fluttering his eyelashes innocently.
"YOU TRIED TO GROPE MY ASS!" Junsu shouted tears streaming from his almond shaped eyes. Yoochun felt very uncomfortable as all eyes were fixed on him. He scratched the back of his head awkwardly a sheepish smile forming on his greasy lips.
"Su, it wasn't like that I swear. I dropped my bracelet on your side of the bed and I was looking for it," Yoochun lied desperately. He was scared out of his wits at what all his fellow house members would do to him if they knew he was actually trying to get the younger to have sex with him.
"Oh, I'm sorry Chunnie. I didn't mean to punch you in the nose, it's just I thought you were trying to get me to have sex with you again," The younger replied wiping his tears away before running over to his boyfriend and hugging him placing a small kiss on his left cheek.
"You have got to be kidding me?" Changmin said as he helped Heechul off of the wooden floor.
"Is he really that dumb?" Hankyung asked in Korean his Chinese accent tainted on the end of his words. He looked over to his husband a questioning look on his face. Siwon looked down to him nodding his head with raised eyebrows.
A few hours had past and Yoochun was sitting at a bar with Yunho, Siwon, Donghae and Changmin.
"Why won't he fucking have sex with me? For crying out loud I've waited for over two years for him and he still won't do anything that making out and cuddling," Yoochun complained banging his forehead on the bar counter. Yunho patted his friend's shoulder in sympathy, god knows he wouldn't be able to wait to make love with Jaejoong that long anymore.
"Do you know why he won't let you make love to him?" Donghae asked from down the bench a bit. Yoochun looked over to him draining the large glass before answering.
"He told me he wasn't ready. But he won't tell me why," yoochun said sighing and ushering the hot bartender to pour him another drink. "Maybe I should just go out to a club and go fuck someone, I haven't had sex since I met him, I am a playboy, I like fucking I like sex and I haven't been able to do that for two years," Yoochun added winking to the smirking bartender.
"That's probably what he's worried about, he is probably thinking that all you want him is for his very nice shaped ass and then you'll dump him for someone else," Siwon said frustrated with his own problems.
"But I love him! I love him with my whole heart, fuck I shouldn't have left with Jae then aat least I would've been married and being able to have sex right now," Yoochun said palming his face. The rest of them looked at him with raised eyebrows.
"What Yoochun you were engaged to Binbin?" Yunho and Changmin asked in unison. Yoochun shook his head slowly ushering the bartender for another drink.
"I was going to propose to him the day we left, he was my whole world but I left him because I knew Jae would never make it by himself," He said pulling out a chain with an engagement ring attached to it.
"Does Jaejoong know that you were going to propose?" Yunho asked feeling his heart give to the other man. Yoochun murmured something that sounded like a 'yes.'
"How come my charm doesn't work with him? I was the one that got Jae to lose his virginity to you in the first place. I told and showed him everything to do, from all the seduction methods to even the mind blowing blow jobs," Yoochun said slamming his fist down on the counter eyebrows furrowed.
"WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU JUST SAY?!" Yunho asked eyes wide mouth hanging agape.
"Yeah so what I taught him how to give blow jobs, he's pretty good I must admit, fuck he is the best I've had so far," The other said again causing Yunho to just about pass out. "Nothing works, I've tried sexy, cute, mysterious, cold, slutty, nerdy, I've played the jealous game, what the fuck does he want else me to do? Dress up in a skirt and prance around like a chick? Fuck I'm the older and supposed to be the man in the relationship," Yoochun complained not caring that his best friend's boyfriend was about to smack the daylights out of him.
"Um sorry to burst your bubble but you are both guys, you both have dicks and now just use yours to fuck his ass before you lose all your dick qualities," Changmin said rolling his eyes. Yoochun stared at the other in horror.
Junsu's heart was beating loudly in his ears. He placed his hand on the doorknob turning it slowly, he peeked his head in the dark room only to see a dim glow emitting from the the kitchen. Ever so slowly he crept into the apartment/pent house. He tiptoed over to the door to the kitchen to see the table with lit candle's burning a scent of vanilla, there were two plates on the table with very very enticing looking food on it. He suddenly felt two arms snake around his waist and light butterfly kisses being placed to his neck.
"Ch-Chun, s-stop, ah," Junsu half groaned when he felt the other's mouth bite down on his sensetive flesh. His boyfriend walked him over to the set table not moving his lips from the other's neck. Once the younger was safely sat down on the seat he stopped his savage attack licking at his earlobe before walking around to the other side. This was the first time the younger had seen Yoochun and oh boy did he look sexy, he felt his mouth fall a little as his eyes mesmerised every inch of the other's torso. His hair was messy, he had no top on exposing the creamy flesh, and blue jeans on hanging low on his hips. Junsu was puzzled that even though his jeans were so far down he couldn't see his under garments. It dawned on him that he wasn't wearing any, all of a sudden he felt very hot and flushed.
"Su are you checking me out?" Yoochun asked voice lower than usual. Junsu hid his face with his hands shaking his head vigorously. The other let out a soft chuckle. Stuff food I want him now! Fuck what was the plan, food, singing, eternal gift, then making love. Jesus um skip food I'll just sing. Yoochun thought licking his lips unconsciously as his eyes stared at the small part of exposed chest the other was showing.
"Kim Junsu, I love you more than anyone in this world. With this song I will proclaim my love for you,
*Junsu, Let me prove that my love is real
I'll give all my love to you, Please Trust me
I believe...I believe that one can fall in love at first sight
Though I told you that it wasn't possible
I only hid this thought from you because I was afraid
That you would look at me as if I was careless and hasty.
To tell the truth, ever since I met you
I only lived with thoughts of you.
There was only one thing on my mind
From when I woke up in the morning
Till when I went to bed at night.
I believe in you...
I will send all my feelings for you through the the way I look at you.
Do you know how my heart feels?
How I want to keep the feelings I have for you hidden?
Even the fearful feelings for when you might leave me one day.
You...
Love is a nervous feeling that flutters your heart...
It is like a breathtaking loneliness...
Please keep looking at me with the same eyes...
Always and forever like this.
If only you could stay close enough to me so that my heart can relax...
Just so that I could see you...I would be very happy.
I believe in you...
I will send all my feelings for you through the the way I look at you.
Do you know how my heart feels?
How I want to keep the feelings I have for you hidden?
Even the fearful feelings for when you might leave me one day.
You...
If I could stay by your side like this...
If, in the end, it is that I don't know anything about how much I love you.
I believe in you...
I will send all my feelings for you through the the way I look at you.
Do you know how my heart feels?
How I want to keep the feelings I have for you hidden?
Even the fearful feelings for when you might leave me one day.
I can't let you go
You are the only one in my life," Yoochun sang his heart out resisting the urge to pick his boyfriend off and run to their bedroom. He watched as Junsu's eyes slowly shed tears. "Please Su will you be mine forever?" The older asked hopeful as he passed the other a small box.
"Yes Chunnie, I've always been yours," Junsu said wiping his tears away and opening the box to reveal a bracelet engraved with the words 'You're Forever Mine Kim Junsu'.
"Finally, they finally ended up getting it on," Eunhyuk said sighing as he wrapped his arm around Donghae who was fast asleep on the bed in Jaejoong and Yunho's room. The other's nodded as they sat in the dark listening to the noises coming from the other room.
"Good thing Ara is fast asleep right now or she would be scarred for life," Hankyung said hiding a laugh.
"I'll tell you who got scarred, Su when he found you two naked with cum all over you in the back of your car when you ditched your own wedding reception," Changmin stated crinkling his face up.
"WHAT JAE Y-YOU THINK WHAT"S HAPPENING?" Yunho shouted frantically earning a very large book being thrown at his head which he successfully dodged. "Boo calm down calm down," Yunho tried to stay as calm as he could which wasn't helping because his mind was thrown into over drive.
"Y....Yunho I-I'm having the babies," Jaejoong said wincing in pain.
"GUYS! HELP!" Yunho screamed at the top of his lungs voice higher than he expected it to be. The rest of their friends came running into the room to see what was going on.
"What's going on with Jae? What did you to do him?" Yoochun asked running over to his best friend.
"H-He's going to have the babies," Yunho stated face pale with fear. The other's gasped before Heechul began ordering everyone to go do separate things so they could get Jaejoong to the hospital faster.
"Yunho help Min carry Jaejoong down to the car where Siwon should be waiting!" Heechul ordered running out of the room to make sure the rest of them were ready. Changmin slapped Yunho setting his mind into functioning mode once again.
Yunho was pacing around the room burning holes in the ground. He couldn't control how much he was scared right now.
"Yunho, Jae's going to be fine. Both of you are great parents don't doubt yourself," Donghae said placing his hand on the older's shoulder. Yunho tried a weak smile which failed miserably when the other raised his eyebrows. He looked over to Ara who was now beating up Changmin for stealing her lolly pop.
"Min give her her lolly pop back right this instant," Yunho said glaring at his younger brother who was now pouting as the sweet had been forcefully removed from his mouth.
"I want to suck on something though," He said innocently not understanding what affect it mught cause to his now madly blushing boyfriend.
"Changmin language!" Yunho growled taking his daughter away from the other. He sighed shaking his head at his very disturbing brother. The room grew quiet when the doctor walked in beaming at all of the people in the waiting room.
"Congratulations Yunho, you are now a father to twins, you have two healthy sons," Siwon's brother Doctor Choi said still smiling. Yunho felt like he could scream in joy. He was a father to two sons.
"T-Thank y-you, m-may I...." He trailed off pointing to the room. The doctor nodded as he watched Yunho pick up Ara and run to the room where Jaejoong and his two sons were.
"Jaejoongie, are you all right?" Yunho asked feeling a new sense of happiness seeing his husband holding their two children. Jaejoong looked up and smiled happily to him. He felt tears stream down his face. He sat Ara on the end of the bed so he could go see his two sons. Jaejoong passed him their sleeping children opening his arms for his adopted daughter to give him a hug.
"Umma, are they my brothers?" The small girl asked pointing to the two babies Yunho was holding ever so gently. Jaejoong nodded his head placing a small kiss on Ara's head.
"Boo what are we going to call them?" Yunho asked out of the blue his smile never fading.
"Well um I ah wanted to call one of our sons Jae Hyun after my father, what about you?" Jaejoong said hesitantly. Yunho looked up nodding the smile still on his face.
"I wanted to call one of our sons Tae Sung," Yunho said a sheepish grin on his handsome face.
"That's it then Jae Hyun and Tae Sung are our sons, now we truly are a family aren't we Princess?" Jaejoong asked his daughter hugging her tighter. Soon after the rest of their friends and family filed into the room being quiet so they didn't wake up the sleeping babies.
"Hyun Joong this is the actor who will be playing your love interest in this movie, Kimbum meet Kim Hyun Joong," The director said introducing the two men.
"I know he is, we've met before but never been properly introduced, hello it's nice to meet you," Hyun Joong said bowing slightly. Kimbum smiled his childish smile before bowing back politely.
THE END
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OH MY GOD I FINISHED IT AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
Hi, I can't believe I finished my first fic, oh god I feel so sad right now.
I would like to say a big thanks to everyone who has supported, read and commented my fic I LOVE you all so much and I hope I can continue to write new fictions that keep you enthralled. Thank you all so much <333
This chapter was hard to write cause I didn't know how to end it and all but just so you know they did live happily ever after and all that cheesy stuff like that.
*Junsu= It's supposed to be *Girl and the song is Believe by DBSK
The first song that is sung is= If You're Not The One by Daniel Beddingfield (not sure if that's how you spell it)
Again thank you all sooo much and I am sorry I am late i lost my muse, it was annoying cause it was the last chapter and everything and I lost my muse.
For the last time SPOT for coeur2chocolat , umai_jae_ai and kattan69 I love you <333!!!
I send all my <333 to you all and thank you all so much <333