(FIC) Goodbye's Aren't Forever: Chapter 9: Confession Gone Wrong

Mar 07, 2009 22:28

Title: Goodbye's Aren't Forever: Chapter 9: Confession Gone Wrong
Author: Nyrok5 A.K.A Kezz
Rating: NC-17, sometimes will change
Warning: MxM, Sexual situations, Foul Language, so on so forth
Pairings: Yunjae (Main), Yunho/Kimbum (Boys Over Flowers), Jaejoong/Hyun Joong (SS501) Yoosu, Changmin/ Heechul, Changmin/ Food, Eunhae, few more
Genre: Romance, Fluff, again shameless smut, angsty???, drama, rape and some others i think
Disclaimer: Hell yeah I own them... NOT... In my dreams I do...
A/N: I'm sorry if it sucks and it's NOT LATE YES it's EARLY
Summary: "I love you," Those three words aren't enough and never would be, they were stupid and irrational to get hitched right after high school. Jaejoong realised that so he left, leaving his newly wedded husband to mend a shattered heart. "Goodbye," That was the one word Yunho hoped he would never have to hear again because for him it always meant forever. Three years on Jaejoong is engaged and Yunho thinks he's finally found love. Jaejoong must return to the one man that can stop his happily ever after and Yunho must decide if he would risk his first love's happy ending just so Jaejoong can feel a small amount of the burning he felt when he got scorched by the flames of love.
Both Yunho and Jaejoong must finally settle the divorce if they each want a happily ever after. Emotions ride high and words spill. Will they put aside the past and move forward into the future with their new lives and loved ones or will forgotten feelings arise to cause unsaid words to finally be spoken.

Yunho walked up the large stone steps to the door of the large old mansion like building as the sun was once again setting over the hills. He didn't really know where this place was, it was surrounded by green fields and hills, it didn't look anything like Korea. He had pondered to himself whether he was doing the right thing, was he just going to get hurt or was he finally going to be with Jaejoong? He didn't know the answer to any of the questions accumulating in his jumbled mind but hopefully his angel will answer them. He decided this was the last time he was going to fight for his Boo, if he didn't want him anymore he was just going to give up and try to forget Jaejoong. Yunho placed his hand over his racing heart to calm himself down, the butterflies in his stomach were teasing his insides making them knot and flip uncontrollably. Composing his appearance as well as he could he grabbed hold of the large lion head door knockers and knocked louder than he expected to. After a few minutes he heard someone come to the door. One of the giant wooden doors opened to reveal the most beautiful sight Yunho thinks he had ever seen. Jaejoong was wearing a white shirt all the way unbuttoned showing a nicely built chest and abdomen and a left nipple piercing, the heart handled key necklace Yunho gave him on their first date and blue washed jeans hanging loosely on his hips, they were unzipped and unbuttoned showing his white Calvin Klein briefs. A smirk formed on the blond beauty's face when he saw the lustful look the other was giving him. The older felt his jeans tighten as his now growing erection pressed against his trousers. Swallowing the saliva that was growing in his mouth he continued to stare at the man leaning against the wooden door.
"Are you going to come in or are you going to stand there all night," Jaejoong said a teasing tone taking hold of his voice and raising his eyebrows in a mocking sort of way. Knocking all senses back into Yunho, he pushed the beauty inside slamming the wooden door behind him shut. Feeling the overwhelming sensation of lust growing in his stomach he pressed his lips against the other's in a long bruising passionate kiss. Automatically Yunho lifted the younger up as he carried him to a more comfortable place.
"Bedroom....u-upstairs....third....on...right...." Jaejoong moaned into their kiss not breaking connection with his ex husband. Yunho nodded carelessly, using his other hand to feel around for the railing on the staircase to balance himself as he carried the younger up it. After two wrong doors Yunho finally found the one to the bedroom. The two men fell onto the queen size bed lazily as they continued their passionate lip lock. Jaejoong fumbled with taking the older's jacket off while Yunho broke from their kiss to kiss Jaejoong's neck. The younger moaned loudly when he felt his sweet spot being kissed, licked and bitten. Finally getting Yunho's jacket and t-shirt off it revealed a tanned upper body. He is musclier than Jaejoong could remember then he saw them. Two of the things he missed most from Yunho's body, the belly button ring and the nipple ring he longed to suck on. Yunho licked down his lover's chest biting and playing with his nipple ring evoking a loud and needy moan from the other. The older moaned in response sending vibrations down Jaejoong's abdomen to stop at his hard member.
"Well, well, well I never thought I would see this again. I thought you promised me you would never see him again? Such a pity for you because now I have both of you together I can make you pay for everything you've caused me," The same creepy insane voice Jaejoong feared was heard. The two lovers stopped their actions to turn to face where the voice came from. The younger felt his stomach knot so tight it hurt. Yunho instinctively wrapped his arms around Jaejoong's waist protectively.
"Mr. Henny? What are you talking about? Why are you here?" Yunho asked confused at why this man was here. He glanced to his boo who was shaking in fear.
"Poor Jaejoong you gonna cry now, didn't think I would find you two did you? I'm sorry to change your plans you disgusting fag, you're gonna suffer the same consequences that your pathetic looser of a father did," Daniel Henny said a disgusting expression on his face.
"Shut your mouth you fucking cunt! I'm not afraid of you and I will never be all you are isa fucking sadistic paedophile that takes pleasure in fucking someone till they bleed!" Jaejoong shouted tears of rage shining in his eyes. Yunho tightened his grip further still not understanding what was going on. The older man chuckled evilly walking towards the two half naked men.
"Check mate Yunho. It seems you and your handsome brother lose everything oh and you lose this gorgeous fiery beauty that you love so much. Now were even you stupid little child," Mr. Henny said bitterly. Yunho tilted his head still as confused as he was before. The youngest felt the need to protect him even though they had a plan he still couldn't let Yunho be the one in the cross fire.
"What the fuck are you talk-" Yunho stopped realising what he meant, the memories he tried so hard to lock up came back to him. This man was his first... he was the first client turned vice president that touched him, the first who fucked him senseless... this man... this sadistic bastard who fucking touched him whenever he came to their house.... the one that tried to go after his brother... the one he friggn' beat the crap out after he found out he was paying too much attention to Min.... this man was the one who got him arrested for assault... the one he couldn't get the police to fucking put behind bars because they said he was a delusional teenager that was making up stories.... that fucking bastard he came so close to killing before his fucking prick of a father stopped him and then let that m...man fuck him again.... he started this when he was fucking thirteen... but when he became president he fucking fired this pervert... he swore to himself on the first day this man got inside him he would kill him when he had the chance... he's going to fucking make this cunt pay for everything he done to him... Yunho's eyes turned to glaring slits as he let go of his boo pushing him behind himself.  "You fucking bastard! I know who you are now you asshole! You're the one that fucking did all those things to me! I was thirteen you prick! I was fucking still a child and you still done it! And then you went after my brother you son of a bitch! I swore the first time you got inside me I would kill you and that would have happened long ago if it wasn't for my bloody father! You fucking paedophile, I'm gonna make sure your death is a slow and painful as it possibly can be you cunt!" Yunho said all his emotions of hate and anger rising within his being. Jaejoong's eyes widened upon hearing everything that was uttered from Yunho's mouth. Mr. Henny laughed uncontrollably for a reason both of the youngers didn't know.
"Ah so you do remember me. I remember your first time you were so young and precious not to mention shaking like a leaf. Oh and don't think I didn't get to Minnie because for all you know I did..." Daniel trailed off leaving Yunho frozen. He was supposed to protect Min, if that man got to his younger brother he shouldn't be allowed to stay on this earth. "Awww you have always been so cute when you are frightened, I guess I'll tell you the truth I never did get to your long legged brother. I would've loved to though, but right now I'm going to make you and your little angel scream first in pleasure then in pain. By the way Jaejoong your little plan to have me arrested by the police never did work, they are all lying on the ground dead." Jaejoong's mind instantly thought of Yoochun, he was there with them. Was he alive? No he should've just left when he could instead of having everyone else pay for his stupid mistakes. His porcelain face paled even more than it was. "Yoochun I think his name was, he was quite striking so I left him breathing, see I'm not such a bad guy," Daniel said in a mocking voice amused at the looks on the faces of these two mere boys.

Everything happened so fast... Yunho striking at Daniel... the man blocking and kicking the other in the stomach knocking him to the floor... Jaejoong rushing to save the love of his life... Daniel stabbing Jaejoong with a sleeping dart... Yunho getting up and hitting Daniel... their fight for control... Yunho being overpowered by the stronger man.... a dart being stuck into Yunho's neck... five men entering the house dressed in all black... the two lovers being carried from the house.... being put in the back of the limousine.... the long car ride.... the entering of a tall building in Seoul.... the chains and cuffs being placed around the two lover's ankles and wrists..... the smell of tobacco smoke... the sound of an evil laugh.... the hours passing.... Jaejoong opening his eyes groggily.... the angel's breath growing fast as he looked around the dimly lit room.... his screams for his lover.... the sadistic man hearing and walking into letting light from the hallway shine in Jaejoong's eyes.... the soft and frightening caresses.... the pleas for Daniel to let Yunho go.... the screams of horror when he saw his lover chained to another bed beside him and that man running his hand up Yunho's barely moving exposed tanned chest before leaning down to ravish his lips.....

KNOCK KNCOK

Changmin groaned as he opened his eyes sleepily. He looked down to his princess who was still silently sleeping snuggled against him. He smiled lovingly as he stared at his new boyfriend. Changmin thought he must've been hearing things so he closed his dreary eyes once again and tried to enter the world of dreams. His world of dreams were filled of mountains made out of food, all his favourite meals but lately they had been including someone else and they weren't food dreams. Not that he minded because in a way they were so much better than his normal food dreams.

KNOCKKNOCKKNOCKKNOCKKNOCK

Changmin's eyes shot open once again, he was wondering what the hell anyone would want at like three in the morning. He pressed a small kiss to Heechul's forehead waking the sleeping princess up. The older looked up to his younger boyfriend a cheesy smile playing across his face. Changmin laughed awkwardly but got up and raced to the door before he would end up being the one with a sore ass instead of the pretty boy beside him. He opened the door to see a man with black medium length hair, a white tank top covered by a nearly black jacket and blue jeans. This guy is really really hot Changmin thought. The man just pushed past the younger boy and made his way into Yunho's room. Changmin was left dumbfounded at the door before he snapped back to his senses and ran after the man that had intruded his home. When he reached his older brother's room the man was looking through Yunho's underwear draw.
"What the hell do you think you are doing?" Changmin shouted earning a look from the other that sent a shiver down his spine. This man was hot but he was also very intimidating The youngest thought. 
"Where is it?" The man spoke for the first time in a cold and determined voice. Changmin furrowed his eyebrows wondering if the guy was on something or not. "I asked you a question! Now fucking answer me Changmin!" The man shouted anger apparent in his husky voice. Changmin was taken aback that this guy knew who he was. The youngest suddenly felt a hand intertwine with his, he looked sideways to see an equally as confused Heechul standing beside him.
"What the hell are you talking about? Get out of my house!" Changmin said using as much force in his voice that he could muster. The man finally stopped what he was doing sighing and shaking his head.
"The letter! Tell me where Yunho put the darned letter your farther gave him before he passed!" The black haired man said frustrated at the boy standing in front of him. Changmin's expression stayed the same confused one he had before. The older man's brown orbs felt like they were boring into him making him feel vulnerable and somewhat scared.
"I don't know what you're talking about," Changmin replied blankly. The older man cursed slamming his fist down on the set of drawers he was searching through.
"Fucking hell Yunho where did you put it!" The man cursed once again. He looked to be in his mid to late twenties but his appearance gave nothing away about his intentions or how he knew the brothers. Changmin's grip tightened on his older boyrfriend's hand as they stood silently in the door way. Heechul looked up to the taller reassuring him with a cheerful smile. The youngest watched as the other man pulled open the drawers to Yunho's desk, hauling every object out trying to find any signs of the letter Yunho supposedly got from their father. "Is there anywhere your brother might have put the letter? Somewhere special he keeps the most precious items he has. Bloody hell, Yunho why didn't you let me know when you received it. I might have been able to stop half of this," The man said to himself anger and frustration clearly apparent in his husky voice. Changmin wracked his brain trying to think of a place he might put the letter. "Why didn't you tell me this had happened? I left to be with her because I thought you were safe. I thought you and Jaejoong could live a happily ever after. Fuck me, why didn't I stay to protect you? It's my fault all this happened. How can your mother ever forgive me let alone stay in love with me! Shit! That prick hurt your family, he must fucking die. I should have taken care of him when I had the chance but you, you stupid kid you changed my ways! And look what came out of it! Only pain and suffering! Yunho you should have given me the letter so I could change everything! You fucking prick Mr. Jung why did you have such a problem with your son being gay when you were the fucking one that let perverted old men touch him!" The man said to himself barely any sound leaving his lips as he said it, tears glazing his eyes over as he fell onto the ben running his tanned long fingers through his black hair. Changmin felt something click as he thought where it could possibly be. He ran over to the book shelf in the lounge room. Scanning through the books he looked for that specific one, the one Yunho loves and treasures with all his heart, the one he says their-his mother used to read to them of a night.
"Robin Hood, I should have guessed earlier. You told me when your mother left you wouldd be like Robin Hood and protect the poor and weak while trying to vanquish the strong and rich, even though he robbed from the rich and gave to the poor you still were trying to be every bit of a hero weren't you hyung," Changmin said a warm smile forming on his face as he opened the musty book flipping through the old pages. Finding a white envelope hidden between two of the pages he noticed the date written on the back was a week before the death of their father. The other man had walked into the room, seeing the envelope he snatched it from the younger tearing it open quickly pulling the letter out letting the envelope fall to the ground.

Dear Yunho,
                       I really don't know where to begin, I have put you through so much ever since I had your mother executed all those fateful years ago. I have tried to write this letter a thousand times over and it still doesn't compare to everything I am feeling now and everything I know you have felt due to my own selfishness and the shame I felt of you. I do not want you killed due to your sexual orientation anymore because I finally believe that you love Jaejoong more than anything in this world, absence makes the heart grow fonder and I believe that is what happened with your feelings for Jaejoong. It's true and I believe you have known this for a very long time, I was ashamed of you but it's only now that I see what a precious gift to the world you truly are. I was blessed with you and I only treated you as a curse not even my greatest apologies will ever come close to that of making you forgive me. Yunho you have grown into a strong, loyal, brilliant, attractive young man and I only wish I could have seen you start from the beginning instead of one day waking up to see my oldest boy a man. 
I don't think you will ever be able to accept that I am so sorry for everything I have let happen to you not to mention every time I assaulted you. No child should ever be put through that and as your father I am ashamed of myself for not even treating you like a son. As you now know I did hire a man called Rain to kill Jaejoong but he turned against me, he told me he would not hurt someone so close to him. I did not understand what he meant at the time but I finally know what he was saying, it's because you remind him of the woman he loves. The woman he loves is your mother, I have learned from an outside source that she is still alive and living with this man. I will not have my men go after her because I finally realise all my mistakes and I must try to live the remaining days of my life in somewhat of peace. Peace is a funny word which I don't think I have ever truly felt except the day I met your mother, she was my childhood friend and I loved her more than anything in the world but as we grew older and I earned my fortune she began to see the changes in me and hated it. A one night stand with her turned into an agreement when I found out she was pregnant with you, that when you were five she would have to leave you in my care. But slowly as she found out about my secrets she soon knew all too much and had to be taken care of. I never felt right with any of it but I had to to keep my position in this world for my two young sons. 
I did hire another to take care of your ex husband, Mr. Henny. The first man you had sexual relations with at the age of thirteen. I made him sign a contract that no matter what happened he had to keep your pretty little ex away from you. He could do anything to stop him and no one would go looking for him. I did not expect Daniel to have a fixation with you, but I learned as this progressed he was in a state of love with you. I do not think he loves you I believe it is a psychotic form of lust mutated into something else. From an outside source I found out that Mr. Henny ended up killing Jaejoong's father and was threatening him with destroying you by releasing pictures of you two to the public, and you know what I said if you of Min were gay Mr. Henny would get everything while you two would be destroyed. He also threatened to tell the world about the children Jaejoong was carrying, yes your ex was pregnant with twins. Another one he made was he was going to kill everyone he loved slowly and painfully. The last threat he made was he was going to fuck him until he bled making Jaejoong scream for death like his father did not so long before and make you watch. Show the other piece of paper that is in the envelope
I am forever sorry and only wish that in great time you will be able to forgive me. I will never be a good memory in your life and even with all my apologies I do not deserve your forgiveness.

Love from
                    Your Father

"No..." The man reading the letter's face paled as he re-read the letter. Feeling his heart sink lower than it was he sunk to his knees letting his head hang low. His hands balled into fists as he slammed them against the wooden floor. He hit the ground in rage as silent tears streamed down his face. Changmin and Heechul watched on in horror at the sight of the man breaking down. What was so bad it made this man break? The younger thought wrapping his arms protectively around Heechul's waist. 
"You fucking cunt! You asshole! He was a fucking child! How let paedophiles touch your son you fucking stupid prick!" The man said as his attempts to break the flooring came to a hault. "No! He's probably got them now!" Rain said suddenly in realisation as his mind worked over everything he read about Mr. Henny. He jumped to his feet stuffing the letter back into the envelope and shoving it into his jacket pocket. Rain looked to the two men observing him, he nodded his head politely before turning to run out of the apartment complex. He was just about through the door when a hand stopped him.

TBC Chapter 9
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Oh my god I wrote it quicker than expected, and I got an idea for it wooohoooo. Oh yeah I'm still sick, not as sick though but yeah yay for me lol.
Lol there was some Yunjae makeout session, don't worry YunJae do get hot steamy sex in the end. Oh and Yoochun's okay if your wondering he's been beaten the crap out of but he'll be fine.
I will apologise right now for making Yunho go through all that and please don't hate me, it just came out but it's the reason Daniel Henny is so intent on destroying Jaejoong.

The necklace is here: http://www.yesasia.com/global/full-house-rain-key-necklace-for-women-silver/1004021502-0-0-0-en/info.html

I hope it wasn't too lame, I didn't really know how to write this chappie but I got through it lol.
I'll try to get chapter 10 up by monday night. 
Thanks to everyone who comments and reads I love you!!!!
As always SPOT for coeur2chocolat , umai_jae_ai  and  kattan69 I love you <333!!!
OMFG it's getting close to the end, still some obstacles but other than that it's nearly finished.

P.S: I've got an idea bout my next YunJae fic, hope you will continue to support me in the future with my new fics.

genre: smut, rain, paring: yunho/kimbum, genre: drama, pairing: changmin/heechul, yunjae, genre: romance, genre: angst, fiction: goodbye's aren't forever, rating: nc-17, daniel henny, fandom: super junior, fandom: dbsk, pairing: yunho/jaejoong, yoochun, dbsk, pairing: yoochun/junsu, pairing: donghae/eunhyuk, pairing: jaejoong/hyunjoong, jaeho, minchul

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