(FIC) Goodbye's Aren't Forever: Chapter 7: Mending A Broken Lie
Title: Goodbye's Aren't Forever: Chapter 7: Mending A Broken Lie
Author: Nyrok5 A.K.A Kezz
Rating: R, sometimes will change
Warning: MxM, Sexual situations, Foul Language, so on so forth
Pairings: Yunjae (Main), Yunho/Kimbum (Boys Over Flowers), Jaejoong/Hyun Joong (SS501) Yoosu, Changmin/ Heechul, Changmin/ Food, Eunhae, few more
Genre: Romance, Fluff, again shameless smut, angsty???, drama and some others i think
Disclaimer: Hell yeah I own them... NOT... In my dreams I do...
A/N: I'm sorry if it sucks and it's soooooo late
Summary: "I love you," Those three words aren't enough and never would be, they were stupid and irrational to get hitched right after high school. Jaejoong realised that so he left, leaving his newly wedded husband to mend a shattered heart. "Goodbye," That was the one word Yunho hoped he would never have to hear again because for him it always meant forever. Three years on Jaejoong is engaged and Yunho thinks he's finally found love. Jaejoong must return to the one man that can stop his happily ever after and Yunho must decide if he would risk his first love's happy ending just so Jaejoong can feel a small amount of the burning he felt when he got scorched by the flames of love.
Both Yunho and Jaejoong must finally settle the divorce if they each want a happily ever after. Emotions ride high and words spill. Will they put aside the past and move forward into the future with their new lives and loved ones or will forgotten feelings arise to cause unsaid words to finally be spoken.
Jaejoong's POV
I felt the beads of sweat collect on the end of my bangs as I sat in the crowded cafe tapping my index finger on the coffee cup. I searched around for any sign that one of the people in the busy cafe could be that bastard that has ruined my life. My heart was beating loudly as I pushed the black rimmed glasses further up my nose to disguise who I was. Yes that's right I'm disguising myself from the outside world, I don't want them to know who I am. They now probably have a nasty opinion of me thinking I'm a two timing slutty whore, I normally wouldn't care what people thought of me but I am the one causing more trouble than I'm worth for the two men that have loved me unconditionally. That's why I'm finally giving up all defeat to this man who has threatened me, I can't do it anymore. I know Yunho loves me and I love him more than anything but if something happened to him because of my stupid desires I could and would never forgive myself. I exhaled deeply watching the doorway, and for the fifteenth time in the past ten minutes the door swung open to let people in and out. I wiped my brow with my palm feeling the anxiety in my stomach knotting it further.
"Is this seat taken?" That voice said. I felt all the blood in my body get drained leaving me frozen in fright and my cheeks as pale as the winter snow that would be settling in in the next few months. I heard the scraping of the chair's feet along the wooden flooring sending chills up my spine to settle at the top of the back of my neck making the hairs stand up. Okay Jaejoong, calm down. He won't do anything to you here, it's a crowded public place. You are in control, you are the one telling him not the other way around. I thought snapping my body back to motion. I looked up at the man that has caused me pain for so many years. He had short black hair swept to one side, he was quite strikingly good looking and he was of a muscular build. All in all he was very attractive and looked nothing like a serial rapist, threatening, crazy lunatic that wanted Yunho and I split up. But I do swear I have seen this man before, I just cannot pin point when or where . He has such familiar features. "So you wanted me here to talk about this?" The man said again but this time his voice was soft and unlike the one that haunts my dreams. I nodded my head slightly making him chuckle. This guy is absolutely crazy. I pulled the signed documents out of my bag placing them on the table and pointing to the signatures on them. "I see, so I gather you want me to clear everything up on the news and let Yunho and you go on living seperately?" The man said raising his eyebrows. How the fuck can this guy be so intimidating!
"I want you to clear it all up as soon as possible. I want you to leave Yunho and his family alone, just please leave him alone. He has never done anything to you so fucking leave him alone," I hissed glaring at this man who was laughing uncontrollably. "What the fuck is so funny? You prick, don't you dare laugh. You fucking killed my father after you fucked him making him beg for mercy. Who the hell are you and why the fuck won't you leave Yunho and I alone?" The man wiped the tears that had gathered on the sides of his eyes.
"Ah boy you have never ceased to make me laugh. Name's Henny, Daniel Henny. And yes I did bang and kill your father, it was sweet hearing him make all those noises when I hit his prostate over and over again," Daniel paused moving his face in closer eyes glinting in the sun's rays. "Still I have always wanted to feel and hear what it's like to be with such a stunning angel like yourself." His hand cupped my cheek softly rendering me useless, I was petrified. How can I be so weak as to not be able to get away from him?
"W-What d-do you want f-from me?" I stuttered shutting my eyes tightly and edging my face away from his hand.
"Oh I don't want anything from you except for you to stay away from Yunho. I believe I will be on my way now, your precious little reputation isn't ruined by the way. Good bye Mr. Kim and if you ever come back to Yunho you will pay the consequences. You have been warned now please get out of his life before I take full action," Mr. Henny said before standing up and walking out of the cafe leaving me sitting there shaking.
End POV
NEWS FLASH!!!
"The rumors surrounding Korea's hottest bachelor Jung Yunho and the engaged movie star Kim Jaejoong have caused quite an uproar with many fans on either side. All of the evidence against the two previously having a relationship and rekindling an old flame was denied by both parties and now we have just got the official word that all the evidence we have been supplied with was one hundred and ten percent fake. We apologise to both Kim Jaejoong and Jung Yunho profusely and only wish them all the best in the future.
This is Lee Hyori reporting for XXXXXXXX news station, good night." Changmin and Yunho stared at the TV in their lounge room mouths hanging agape and eyes wide. The turned to look at each other smiles spreading across each of their tanned features.
"Min, we aren't going to loose anything!!! Wooohooooooo!" Yunho screamed jumping up from the couch pulling his younger brother into a warm hug. The younger's smile making his eyes become mismatched as he hugged the older. They weren't going to loose anything, they were going to be all right, but more importantly Jaejoong was going to be safe.
"Hyung can you believe it. We're still in charge, the ex vice president Mr. Henny isn't going to get it after all. I knew their was a god looking out for us," Changmin said tightening his grip on Yunho. They broke apart from their embrace feeling the emotions of happiness and joy wash over them.
"What's all the noise about?" A caramel blond headed man asked groggily, walking out of Changmin's room in one of the said man's long white t-shirts. All colour was lost from Changmin's face as he saw the beautiful man standing there rubbing his tired eyes. Yunho's mouth fell open grasping his brother's shoulder helping him stay balanced. The older tried to speak but the words just got caught in his throat choking him. The tired blond dropped his hand from his sleepy eyes bottom lip protruding. "Minnie, what's going on?" He asked yawning afterwards. Changmin laughed awkwardly turning his gaze to Yunho who looked as if he had just died.
"Y-Yunho it's n-not what it looks like. I swear nothing is what it seems," The youngest said about three octaves higher than his normal voice was. A loud crash was heard as the half naked man fell to the ground. Changmin rushed over to the fallen man quickly, knocking Yunho off balance once more nearly making him fall. "Heechul hyung, are you okay?" He asked bending down and helping the other up into a sitting position so he could inspect if there was any damage done to the caramel haired man. The older groaned a little rubbing his red knees and pouting frantically. The younger grasped Heechul's hands removing them planting soft kisses on the palms and then on his knees.
"P-please tell me I'm imagining this," Yunho said faintly, pinching himself on the cheek making sure he wasn't dreaming earning a death glare from the youngest.
"What you want me to go to your place now and help you with the wedding arrangements? I'm busy Joongie, I'm at Minnie's place. What? Oh fine, give me half an hour I need to go get Kyungie my precious," Heechul said into his phone earning a deathly glare from the younger boy who was sitting across the table a large metal spoon sticking out of his mouth. Yunho was grunting as he slaved over the stove making a very late lunch for the three of them.
"Who the hell is Kyungie?" Changmin asked anger revealed in his harsh tone. Heechul chuckled lightly before smirking deviously and began walking out of the apartment shaking his but cutely to Changmin who was growing furious. "Yah, Heechul I demand you totell me who this guy is!" Changmin shouted after the other.
"I gather you like him!" Yunho stated lips curving into a small smile. Changmin looked to his older brother and shook his head denying any of the truth. "Fine fine whatever don't tell me. Be ready in an hour we are going shopping with Hyuk, Hae, Chun, Su, Bummie and maybe Binbin," Yunho said taking a deep breath after naming all the people that they were going to the mall with. Changmin nodded quickly a spoon stuck into his mouth once more.
"Where are we going to go first?" Donghae asked nuzzling the back of his head against his newly weded husband's cheek. As usual Changmin's hand pointed towards the food shops, a sigh emitted from the rest of the group.
"Changmin doesn't Yun feed you enough these days?" Yoochun asked restricting his younger boyfriend from running over to Yunho who was standing beside Changmin scratching his head.
"Of course I do but do you know how much this kid eats, like twenty friggn' six meals a day. Can you believe it? Look he has a great body and all he does is eat!" Yunho said pulling up Changmin's t-shirt to reveal a toned abdomen making the younger blush slightly. The rest of the group cracked up laughing at Yunho's (so called) exaggeration. "I'm being serious he does eat that many meals a day," Yunho whined pouting like a child when his friends didn't believe him.
"Chunnie, can we go in there?" Junsu asked in a soft voice pointing towards a bridal shop. Yoochun looked at his younger boyfriend awkwardly forcing a smile to form on his lips.
"Sorry guys, my baby wants to go to the bridal shop. What can I say he's too cute to resist. We'll meet up with you in twenty minutes."
"What no way, we are so coming with you," Eunhyuk said eyes gleaming evilly sending shivers down Yoochun's back. The six men walked into the bridal shop a little awkward because of all the stares they got from the women in the shop.
"Oh yeah, where's Binbin and Bummie? I though you said they were coming," Donghae said to Yunho as they walked past the counter to the suit area.
"Yeah, Binbin called and said he never wants to see Chun again and Bummie is still too sore to come," Yunho replied trying to hold back the emotions this place was drawing out of him. This place made him remember THEIR time in here, their time spent with each other, choosing what they would wear, what they would wear for their wedding, their wedding that was the best day of his life, it was the best day of his life and it was perfect, it was perfect but small, it wasn't everything Jaejoong wanted but he tried to make it as perfect as possible for his angel, his angel that was getting married to another man. Yunho was snapped out of his thoughts when he saw the one man he wished he never.
"Jaejoong what're you doing here?" Eunhyuk asked walking up to the said man hugging him tightly. Yunho felt his heart stop when he saw his boo in the white suit.
"Ah... Heechul i-" Jaejoong was cut off by Changmin pushing past him and grabing Heechul's free hand pulling him away from the man holding his hand standing beside him.
"What the hell do you think you are doing Heechul?" Changmin asked waving his arms in the air frantically. Yunho slapped his hand to his forehead feeling like a total idiot for making his brother go out with Heechul.
"Minnie, I'm a wedding planner what do you think I'm doing here? Oh I see you haven't met my fiance Hankyung," Heechul said smirking. Changmin felt his heart lurch as he heard the words escape his lips. Before he knew what he was doing Changmin crashed their lips together in an intense and passionate kiss. Breaking apart Heechul whispered something in Changmin's ear making the younger close his eyes till they were nothing but glaring slits.
"Well that was a turn of events," Donghae remarked covering the smile that had taken place on his lips with the back of his hands. Yunho sighed still watching the beautiful angel standing ahead of him.
"Oh hello there," Hyun Joong said smiling as he wrapped his arms around Jaejoong's waist. Yunho balled his hands into fists, knuckles turning white as he watched the scene in front of him. He felt Donghae's arm rest on his shoulder reassuring him. "So what brings you guys here?" Hyun Joong asked pecking his fiance on the cheek.
"Please fucking get a room," Yunho muttered under his breath before shaking the arm off from around his shoulder and storming out the front of the store. "How could he allow that bastard to kiss him in front of me?" Yunho asked himself shoving his hands in the pockets to his cargo pants beginning to head out of the mall itself to go to the office building he resents so much. He felt a hand grasp his own, turning around with hopeful eyes he saw someone other than the one he wanted.
"Yunho, calm down. You have to get used to this if you want to give him up that easily," Donghae said sternly. Yunho rolled his eyes his blood boiling.
"Do you really think I gave him up that easy. I fought as hard as I could for his heart but he doesn't want me anymore."
"Don't fucking give me that, if you fought with everything you have you would be with him right now," Donghae replied feeling helpless. He can't help his best friend find happiness and he knows it, nothing he tries would help. The only one that can make Yunho whole is Jaejoong and he came to realise that a long time ago.
"You don't know how hard I tried yesterday. I signed the papers because he doesn't want me anymore, I want him to be happy even if I have to suffer a thousand years alone as long as he is happy it's good enough for me," Yunho said softly looking his friend straight in the eyes. Donghae sighed leading his best friend by the hand to sit down on a bench outside on of the shops.
"It will never be good enough Yunho and you know it. I've watched you for the past three years try and forget and get over Jaejoong. You seem to be strong and composed on the outside but on the inside your heart aches and it feels like the pain is slowly engulfing you until you aren't even inside your own body, until you are just an empty corpse that walks around brainless and heartless. Yunho I've watched you build this exterior to hide what you are truely feeling, you don't want to let anyone get close because you are afraid-"
"That's enough, you don't know anything about how I feel," Yunho hissed cutting the other off.
"Because you are afraid if you let yourself love they will leave you just like Jaejoong did. Yunho you deserve to be happy and to be able to love again. That man in there still loves you, I can see it when he looks at you. There is still a spark between the two of you, are you really going to give that up for what he thinks he wants?" Donghae concluded tears glazing his brown orbs.
"Shut up, just please shut up Hae. Don't make this any harder for me than it is," Yunho said turning his face away from hios best friend's. Yunho could feel his heart clanch knowing everything he was saying is the truth, he is afraid, he has built an exterior and yes he is really going to give up his happiness for Jaejoong. He would do it a thousand times over for that man.
"Jaejoong, what are you doing here?" Yoochun asked his friend in the confines of one of the change rooms. Jaejoong averted his gaze from Yoochun, not being able to look at him because if he did he knew that look of disappointment would be boring down on him.
"I... I chose," He said voice cracking a little. He heard Yoochun sigh harshly and felt two hands press onto his shoulders.
"Jaejoong you were supposed to choose Yunho. You love him more than you could ever love anyone else, please go to him and friggn' kiss the fuck out of him," Yoochun said sternly. Jaejoong glanced at his best friend who was looking at him in disappointment.
"It's too late even if I wanted to. Yoochun, I want to marry Hyun Joong. Please can you forget Yunho?" The blond asked a small tear escaping his eye.
"No I won't believe you. Tell me there isn't anything there when you look at him, tell me your skin doesn't burn when he touches you, tell me your legs don't threaten to give way when you see him. Tell me when you stare into his eyes your heart doesn't skip a beat, tell me when your lips brush against each other you don't want to ravish him right there, tell me when he hugs you you don't want to tell him you love him more than this screwed up world we live in," Yoochun said shaking Jaejoong's shoulders powerfully. Yes I want to tell you I don't but I do I feel it, I feel it with every passing second. I want to tell him I love him I do but if I do that man will hurt him. He will destroy Yunho, I will never let my want to be with him allow for that to happen. Jaejoong thought tears streaming down his angelic features.
"Jae, please tell him how you feel. You have the chance to be happy with him, he loves you and you love him. Make the choice if youwant Yunho to be the one holding you in his arms at night watching over you as you sleep like it used to be or do you want Hyun Joong to be the one to do that? Make the right descision and never regret, you know the right one but don't make the mistake in thinking you are protecting Yunho if you choose Hyun Joong because all you are doing is hurting him more and more. Don't drag this out any longer than it has to be," Yoochun said sighing before walking back out of the change room running his hands through his hair leaving Jaejoong to sink to the ground tears escaping his eyes uncontrollably.
TBC Chapter 8
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Hello,
Oh my god this is the quickest iv'e ever updated lol I feel proud. The reason this chapter was up so fast is because I am at home quite sick. Lol hehe it sucks and I've been in a very good writing frame of mind.
Oh my gods I revealed who the mystery guy is, but still not his motives haha lol sorry. There was a little YunJae in it... hehe. Oh and Minnie is GAY!
Will the confession be next who knows and will they end up happily every after I have no idea (Okay maybe I do know if they do or not) hehe I'm evil.
Thank you to everyone who reads and comments, thanks for sticking with my very lame plat and story oh and bad writing skills. I love all of you <333!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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My next chappie might take a while so im going to apologise in advance. Now I'm going to sleep to recoperate my very dead small brain.
Author: Nyrok5 A.K.A Kezz
Rating: R, sometimes will change
Warning: MxM, Sexual situations, Foul Language, so on so forth
Pairings: Yunjae (Main), Yunho/Kimbum (Boys Over Flowers), Jaejoong/Hyun Joong (SS501) Yoosu, Changmin/ Heechul, Changmin/ Food, Eunhae, few more
Genre: Romance, Fluff, again shameless smut, angsty???, drama and some others i think
Disclaimer: Hell yeah I own them... NOT... In my dreams I do...
A/N: I'm sorry if it sucks and it's soooooo late
Summary: "I love you," Those three words aren't enough and never would be, they were stupid and irrational to get hitched right after high school. Jaejoong realised that so he left, leaving his newly wedded husband to mend a shattered heart. "Goodbye," That was the one word Yunho hoped he would never have to hear again because for him it always meant forever. Three years on Jaejoong is engaged and Yunho thinks he's finally found love. Jaejoong must return to the one man that can stop his happily ever after and Yunho must decide if he would risk his first love's happy ending just so Jaejoong can feel a small amount of the burning he felt when he got scorched by the flames of love.
Both Yunho and Jaejoong must finally settle the divorce if they each want a happily ever after. Emotions ride high and words spill. Will they put aside the past and move forward into the future with their new lives and loved ones or will forgotten feelings arise to cause unsaid words to finally be spoken.
Jaejoong's POV
I felt the beads of sweat collect on the end of my bangs as I sat in the crowded cafe tapping my index finger on the coffee cup. I searched around for any sign that one of the people in the busy cafe could be that bastard that has ruined my life. My heart was beating loudly as I pushed the black rimmed glasses further up my nose to disguise who I was. Yes that's right I'm disguising myself from the outside world, I don't want them to know who I am. They now probably have a nasty opinion of me thinking I'm a two timing slutty whore, I normally wouldn't care what people thought of me but I am the one causing more trouble than I'm worth for the two men that have loved me unconditionally. That's why I'm finally giving up all defeat to this man who has threatened me, I can't do it anymore. I know Yunho loves me and I love him more than anything but if something happened to him because of my stupid desires I could and would never forgive myself. I exhaled deeply watching the doorway, and for the fifteenth time in the past ten minutes the door swung open to let people in and out. I wiped my brow with my palm feeling the anxiety in my stomach knotting it further.
"Is this seat taken?" That voice said. I felt all the blood in my body get drained leaving me frozen in fright and my cheeks as pale as the winter snow that would be settling in in the next few months. I heard the scraping of the chair's feet along the wooden flooring sending chills up my spine to settle at the top of the back of my neck making the hairs stand up. Okay Jaejoong, calm down. He won't do anything to you here, it's a crowded public place. You are in control, you are the one telling him not the other way around. I thought snapping my body back to motion. I looked up at the man that has caused me pain for so many years. He had short black hair swept to one side, he was quite strikingly good looking and he was of a muscular build. All in all he was very attractive and looked nothing like a serial rapist, threatening, crazy lunatic that wanted Yunho and I split up. But I do swear I have seen this man before, I just cannot pin point when or where . He has such familiar features. "So you wanted me here to talk about this?" The man said again but this time his voice was soft and unlike the one that haunts my dreams. I nodded my head slightly making him chuckle. This guy is absolutely crazy. I pulled the signed documents out of my bag placing them on the table and pointing to the signatures on them. "I see, so I gather you want me to clear everything up on the news and let Yunho and you go on living seperately?" The man said raising his eyebrows. How the fuck can this guy be so intimidating!
"I want you to clear it all up as soon as possible. I want you to leave Yunho and his family alone, just please leave him alone. He has never done anything to you so fucking leave him alone," I hissed glaring at this man who was laughing uncontrollably. "What the fuck is so funny? You prick, don't you dare laugh. You fucking killed my father after you fucked him making him beg for mercy. Who the hell are you and why the fuck won't you leave Yunho and I alone?" The man wiped the tears that had gathered on the sides of his eyes.
"Ah boy you have never ceased to make me laugh. Name's Henny, Daniel Henny. And yes I did bang and kill your father, it was sweet hearing him make all those noises when I hit his prostate over and over again," Daniel paused moving his face in closer eyes glinting in the sun's rays. "Still I have always wanted to feel and hear what it's like to be with such a stunning angel like yourself." His hand cupped my cheek softly rendering me useless, I was petrified. How can I be so weak as to not be able to get away from him?
"W-What d-do you want f-from me?" I stuttered shutting my eyes tightly and edging my face away from his hand.
"Oh I don't want anything from you except for you to stay away from Yunho. I believe I will be on my way now, your precious little reputation isn't ruined by the way. Good bye Mr. Kim and if you ever come back to Yunho you will pay the consequences. You have been warned now please get out of his life before I take full action," Mr. Henny said before standing up and walking out of the cafe leaving me sitting there shaking.
End POV
NEWS FLASH!!!
"The rumors surrounding Korea's hottest bachelor Jung Yunho and the engaged movie star Kim Jaejoong have caused quite an uproar with many fans on either side. All of the evidence against the two previously having a relationship and rekindling an old flame was denied by both parties and now we have just got the official word that all the evidence we have been supplied with was one hundred and ten percent fake. We apologise to both Kim Jaejoong and Jung Yunho profusely and only wish them all the best in the future.
This is Lee Hyori reporting for XXXXXXXX news station, good night." Changmin and Yunho stared at the TV in their lounge room mouths hanging agape and eyes wide. The turned to look at each other smiles spreading across each of their tanned features.
"Min, we aren't going to loose anything!!! Wooohooooooo!" Yunho screamed jumping up from the couch pulling his younger brother into a warm hug. The younger's smile making his eyes become mismatched as he hugged the older. They weren't going to loose anything, they were going to be all right, but more importantly Jaejoong was going to be safe.
"Hyung can you believe it. We're still in charge, the ex vice president Mr. Henny isn't going to get it after all. I knew their was a god looking out for us," Changmin said tightening his grip on Yunho. They broke apart from their embrace feeling the emotions of happiness and joy wash over them.
"What's all the noise about?" A caramel blond headed man asked groggily, walking out of Changmin's room in one of the said man's long white t-shirts. All colour was lost from Changmin's face as he saw the beautiful man standing there rubbing his tired eyes. Yunho's mouth fell open grasping his brother's shoulder helping him stay balanced. The older tried to speak but the words just got caught in his throat choking him. The tired blond dropped his hand from his sleepy eyes bottom lip protruding. "Minnie, what's going on?" He asked yawning afterwards. Changmin laughed awkwardly turning his gaze to Yunho who looked as if he had just died.
"Y-Yunho it's n-not what it looks like. I swear nothing is what it seems," The youngest said about three octaves higher than his normal voice was. A loud crash was heard as the half naked man fell to the ground. Changmin rushed over to the fallen man quickly, knocking Yunho off balance once more nearly making him fall. "Heechul hyung, are you okay?" He asked bending down and helping the other up into a sitting position so he could inspect if there was any damage done to the caramel haired man. The older groaned a little rubbing his red knees and pouting frantically. The younger grasped Heechul's hands removing them planting soft kisses on the palms and then on his knees.
"P-please tell me I'm imagining this," Yunho said faintly, pinching himself on the cheek making sure he wasn't dreaming earning a death glare from the youngest.
"What you want me to go to your place now and help you with the wedding arrangements? I'm busy Joongie, I'm at Minnie's place. What? Oh fine, give me half an hour I need to go get Kyungie my precious," Heechul said into his phone earning a deathly glare from the younger boy who was sitting across the table a large metal spoon sticking out of his mouth. Yunho was grunting as he slaved over the stove making a very late lunch for the three of them.
"Who the hell is Kyungie?" Changmin asked anger revealed in his harsh tone. Heechul chuckled lightly before smirking deviously and began walking out of the apartment shaking his but cutely to Changmin who was growing furious. "Yah, Heechul I demand you totell me who this guy is!" Changmin shouted after the other.
"I gather you like him!" Yunho stated lips curving into a small smile. Changmin looked to his older brother and shook his head denying any of the truth. "Fine fine whatever don't tell me. Be ready in an hour we are going shopping with Hyuk, Hae, Chun, Su, Bummie and maybe Binbin," Yunho said taking a deep breath after naming all the people that they were going to the mall with. Changmin nodded quickly a spoon stuck into his mouth once more.
"Where are we going to go first?" Donghae asked nuzzling the back of his head against his newly weded husband's cheek. As usual Changmin's hand pointed towards the food shops, a sigh emitted from the rest of the group.
"Changmin doesn't Yun feed you enough these days?" Yoochun asked restricting his younger boyfriend from running over to Yunho who was standing beside Changmin scratching his head.
"Of course I do but do you know how much this kid eats, like twenty friggn' six meals a day. Can you believe it? Look he has a great body and all he does is eat!" Yunho said pulling up Changmin's t-shirt to reveal a toned abdomen making the younger blush slightly. The rest of the group cracked up laughing at Yunho's (so called) exaggeration. "I'm being serious he does eat that many meals a day," Yunho whined pouting like a child when his friends didn't believe him.
"Chunnie, can we go in there?" Junsu asked in a soft voice pointing towards a bridal shop. Yoochun looked at his younger boyfriend awkwardly forcing a smile to form on his lips.
"Sorry guys, my baby wants to go to the bridal shop. What can I say he's too cute to resist. We'll meet up with you in twenty minutes."
"What no way, we are so coming with you," Eunhyuk said eyes gleaming evilly sending shivers down Yoochun's back. The six men walked into the bridal shop a little awkward because of all the stares they got from the women in the shop.
"Oh yeah, where's Binbin and Bummie? I though you said they were coming," Donghae said to Yunho as they walked past the counter to the suit area.
"Yeah, Binbin called and said he never wants to see Chun again and Bummie is still too sore to come," Yunho replied trying to hold back the emotions this place was drawing out of him. This place made him remember THEIR time in here, their time spent with each other, choosing what they would wear, what they would wear for their wedding, their wedding that was the best day of his life, it was the best day of his life and it was perfect, it was perfect but small, it wasn't everything Jaejoong wanted but he tried to make it as perfect as possible for his angel, his angel that was getting married to another man. Yunho was snapped out of his thoughts when he saw the one man he wished he never.
"Jaejoong what're you doing here?" Eunhyuk asked walking up to the said man hugging him tightly. Yunho felt his heart stop when he saw his boo in the white suit.
"Ah... Heechul i-" Jaejoong was cut off by Changmin pushing past him and grabing Heechul's free hand pulling him away from the man holding his hand standing beside him.
"What the hell do you think you are doing Heechul?" Changmin asked waving his arms in the air frantically. Yunho slapped his hand to his forehead feeling like a total idiot for making his brother go out with Heechul.
"Minnie, I'm a wedding planner what do you think I'm doing here? Oh I see you haven't met my fiance Hankyung," Heechul said smirking. Changmin felt his heart lurch as he heard the words escape his lips. Before he knew what he was doing Changmin crashed their lips together in an intense and passionate kiss. Breaking apart Heechul whispered something in Changmin's ear making the younger close his eyes till they were nothing but glaring slits.
"Well that was a turn of events," Donghae remarked covering the smile that had taken place on his lips with the back of his hands. Yunho sighed still watching the beautiful angel standing ahead of him.
"Oh hello there," Hyun Joong said smiling as he wrapped his arms around Jaejoong's waist. Yunho balled his hands into fists, knuckles turning white as he watched the scene in front of him. He felt Donghae's arm rest on his shoulder reassuring him. "So what brings you guys here?" Hyun Joong asked pecking his fiance on the cheek.
"Please fucking get a room," Yunho muttered under his breath before shaking the arm off from around his shoulder and storming out the front of the store. "How could he allow that bastard to kiss him in front of me?" Yunho asked himself shoving his hands in the pockets to his cargo pants beginning to head out of the mall itself to go to the office building he resents so much. He felt a hand grasp his own, turning around with hopeful eyes he saw someone other than the one he wanted.
"Yunho, calm down. You have to get used to this if you want to give him up that easily," Donghae said sternly. Yunho rolled his eyes his blood boiling.
"Do you really think I gave him up that easy. I fought as hard as I could for his heart but he doesn't want me anymore."
"Don't fucking give me that, if you fought with everything you have you would be with him right now," Donghae replied feeling helpless. He can't help his best friend find happiness and he knows it, nothing he tries would help. The only one that can make Yunho whole is Jaejoong and he came to realise that a long time ago.
"You don't know how hard I tried yesterday. I signed the papers because he doesn't want me anymore, I want him to be happy even if I have to suffer a thousand years alone as long as he is happy it's good enough for me," Yunho said softly looking his friend straight in the eyes. Donghae sighed leading his best friend by the hand to sit down on a bench outside on of the shops.
"It will never be good enough Yunho and you know it. I've watched you for the past three years try and forget and get over Jaejoong. You seem to be strong and composed on the outside but on the inside your heart aches and it feels like the pain is slowly engulfing you until you aren't even inside your own body, until you are just an empty corpse that walks around brainless and heartless. Yunho I've watched you build this exterior to hide what you are truely feeling, you don't want to let anyone get close because you are afraid-"
"That's enough, you don't know anything about how I feel," Yunho hissed cutting the other off.
"Because you are afraid if you let yourself love they will leave you just like Jaejoong did. Yunho you deserve to be happy and to be able to love again. That man in there still loves you, I can see it when he looks at you. There is still a spark between the two of you, are you really going to give that up for what he thinks he wants?" Donghae concluded tears glazing his brown orbs.
"Shut up, just please shut up Hae. Don't make this any harder for me than it is," Yunho said turning his face away from hios best friend's. Yunho could feel his heart clanch knowing everything he was saying is the truth, he is afraid, he has built an exterior and yes he is really going to give up his happiness for Jaejoong. He would do it a thousand times over for that man.
"Jaejoong, what are you doing here?" Yoochun asked his friend in the confines of one of the change rooms. Jaejoong averted his gaze from Yoochun, not being able to look at him because if he did he knew that look of disappointment would be boring down on him.
"I... I chose," He said voice cracking a little. He heard Yoochun sigh harshly and felt two hands press onto his shoulders.
"Jaejoong you were supposed to choose Yunho. You love him more than you could ever love anyone else, please go to him and friggn' kiss the fuck out of him," Yoochun said sternly. Jaejoong glanced at his best friend who was looking at him in disappointment.
"It's too late even if I wanted to. Yoochun, I want to marry Hyun Joong. Please can you forget Yunho?" The blond asked a small tear escaping his eye.
"No I won't believe you. Tell me there isn't anything there when you look at him, tell me your skin doesn't burn when he touches you, tell me your legs don't threaten to give way when you see him. Tell me when you stare into his eyes your heart doesn't skip a beat, tell me when your lips brush against each other you don't want to ravish him right there, tell me when he hugs you you don't want to tell him you love him more than this screwed up world we live in," Yoochun said shaking Jaejoong's shoulders powerfully. Yes I want to tell you I don't but I do I feel it, I feel it with every passing second. I want to tell him I love him I do but if I do that man will hurt him. He will destroy Yunho, I will never let my want to be with him allow for that to happen. Jaejoong thought tears streaming down his angelic features.
"Jae, please tell him how you feel. You have the chance to be happy with him, he loves you and you love him. Make the choice if youwant Yunho to be the one holding you in his arms at night watching over you as you sleep like it used to be or do you want Hyun Joong to be the one to do that? Make the right descision and never regret, you know the right one but don't make the mistake in thinking you are protecting Yunho if you choose Hyun Joong because all you are doing is hurting him more and more. Don't drag this out any longer than it has to be," Yoochun said sighing before walking back out of the change room running his hands through his hair leaving Jaejoong to sink to the ground tears escaping his eyes uncontrollably.
TBC Chapter 8
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Hello,
Oh my god this is the quickest iv'e ever updated lol I feel proud. The reason this chapter was up so fast is because I am at home quite sick. Lol hehe it sucks and I've been in a very good writing frame of mind.
Oh my gods I revealed who the mystery guy is, but still not his motives haha lol sorry. There was a little YunJae in it... hehe. Oh and Minnie is GAY!
Will the confession be next who knows and will they end up happily every after I have no idea (Okay maybe I do know if they do or not) hehe I'm evil.
Thank you to everyone who reads and comments, thanks for sticking with my very lame plat and story oh and bad writing skills. I love all of you <333!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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My next chappie might take a while so im going to apologise in advance. Now I'm going to sleep to recoperate my very dead small brain.