My broken heart is beating..

[nyrani]

It's weird how when certain memories are brought up they hurt almost as bad as they did the first time around. I cried for 6 months before. I'm not going to let it get me this time.

I just found out something that I can't share, but it's bothering me. Not because of the information itself though. It just bothers me because of the person I heard it from.

I just realized how much I internalize things sometimes.

I don't even want to type anymore. I have to think about some things.