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EVANESCENCE - My Immortal
Album : Fallen (2003)
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
[CHORUS:]
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating life
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
[Chorus]
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
[Chorus]
Thought I would share the lyrics to that song, it's one of me favs. Well we had a pretty decent night in Amachat last night. Since we have functioning server now, seems like a few more people are coming in. We trained 2 hosts Star and Saphire, whom I'm sure will do a great job! Already have another person that we are going to start training sometime this upcoming week. Defrag has done wonders for us, he has really saved our tushes, we're so lucky to have him with us!
I had a rough morning yesterday, was very slow going. I didn't wake up till bouts 4pm, hence the reason I am still awake @ 6:16am ughs! I don't think there is such a thing as a normal smeepin pattern for me anymore. Oh well. I'm still mad at You God. But I guess that's par for the course. Lan's been sick the last few weeks with a bad headache. This rain that we've been having sure hasn't helped that!
Well I suppose I should go ahead and stop writing now and try and get some smeep. I imagine we will be having the boys over tonight, they usually spend the night Saturdays. That all depends on how I am feeling tonight too. If right now is any indication, it will be shytty, but we'll see. Mommy, I hope you are doing all right, haven't heard from you in a couple of days. I know it's prollie the blasted rain you've had down there too, just hope you are feeling okies. Willow, I couldn't be more happier with the news you gave me tonight regarding your eyes! *hugggggggggggles* I have been saying prayers each night since you told me that they said you would prollie go blind in 2 years. But now, with these glasses you will be getting, it should hopefully correct that! I can't wait until you and Star are finally here with us, I count the days! :)
As for me, I'm heading to bed, so I shall bid my journal adieu until my next post!
Album : Fallen (2003)
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
[CHORUS:]
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating life
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
[Chorus]
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
[Chorus]
Thought I would share the lyrics to that song, it's one of me favs. Well we had a pretty decent night in Amachat last night. Since we have functioning server now, seems like a few more people are coming in. We trained 2 hosts Star and Saphire, whom I'm sure will do a great job! Already have another person that we are going to start training sometime this upcoming week. Defrag has done wonders for us, he has really saved our tushes, we're so lucky to have him with us!
I had a rough morning yesterday, was very slow going. I didn't wake up till bouts 4pm, hence the reason I am still awake @ 6:16am ughs! I don't think there is such a thing as a normal smeepin pattern for me anymore. Oh well. I'm still mad at You God. But I guess that's par for the course. Lan's been sick the last few weeks with a bad headache. This rain that we've been having sure hasn't helped that!
Well I suppose I should go ahead and stop writing now and try and get some smeep. I imagine we will be having the boys over tonight, they usually spend the night Saturdays. That all depends on how I am feeling tonight too. If right now is any indication, it will be shytty, but we'll see. Mommy, I hope you are doing all right, haven't heard from you in a couple of days. I know it's prollie the blasted rain you've had down there too, just hope you are feeling okies. Willow, I couldn't be more happier with the news you gave me tonight regarding your eyes! *hugggggggggggles* I have been saying prayers each night since you told me that they said you would prollie go blind in 2 years. But now, with these glasses you will be getting, it should hopefully correct that! I can't wait until you and Star are finally here with us, I count the days! :)
As for me, I'm heading to bed, so I shall bid my journal adieu until my next post!