oddity that is life
So my life has been random and weirder than normal as of late. I've become slightly detached and, if possible, cold in my thinking towards people. It's not like me but I'm not sure it's a bad thing either.
I guess it's because I feel out of my element. I have random people in my house that I don't know very well (friends of friends) and while I'm a very hospitable person, i start to feel like A) I have no control over what's happening in my own home with these people being here and B) They're overstaying their welcome. Ugh.
My appartment is nice, but it can't fit too many people. And well, i feel oppressed with this. ARRRRGGGG!!!! *pulls out hair* Okay, said my piece.
I guess it's because I feel out of my element. I have random people in my house that I don't know very well (friends of friends) and while I'm a very hospitable person, i start to feel like A) I have no control over what's happening in my own home with these people being here and B) They're overstaying their welcome. Ugh.
My appartment is nice, but it can't fit too many people. And well, i feel oppressed with this. ARRRRGGGG!!!! *pulls out hair* Okay, said my piece.