Drips...
I've come to the conclusion that I'm a very apathetic person. I really don't care about some people's lives...and I think tonight just reiterated that fact. It's just weird how life works out like that sometimes. I feel occasionally that I can't be myself...especially in school and at work. When I show some of my real personality, people are shocked. Everyone expects me to be this soft spoken nice girl that will volunteer to help out all the time. Sorry--I'm pretty loud, vulgar and I say it how it is. Hmm--I just don't like feeling pressured to be someone I'm not.
I have no idea where this anger came from either. I think I'm just frusterated about working tomorrow night. Haha. Isn't that sad? At least I get to see my boys and girls afterwords. Yay. I love being around my friends. I <3 Them. I <3 Boys.
I really miss Jamie :(
Hmm...I'm going out after work... Yay :)
Anybody else see the bi-polar going on here? ;)
And Now For Some Lyrics:
I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
I have no idea where this anger came from either. I think I'm just frusterated about working tomorrow night. Haha. Isn't that sad? At least I get to see my boys and girls afterwords. Yay. I love being around my friends. I <3 Them. I <3 Boys.
I really miss Jamie :(
Hmm...I'm going out after work... Yay :)
Anybody else see the bi-polar going on here? ;)
And Now For Some Lyrics:
I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel