110 MPH
So Nursing school started last week. It is even harder than I imagined it to be. It is going to take up any time I had before I know I have it. Today was my last day at the clinic I have been working at for the last year or so. Believe it or not I was actually sad to leave. What a fucking stressful week. I simply just don't have the option to fail.
On other news, I am getting to that really frustrated point again when I clean my slate of all the people in my life and start over. It has dawned on me that there are too many people in my life that didn't really think that I had it in me to settle down, do the nursing program, have any sort of lasting relationship, blah blah blah. Why did I hang around so long? god. how stupid of me. There are plenty of people in salt lake and I just happened to decide to be around the one's that don't believe in my potential. I guess it's just one of those things that you learn with maturity and age. I guess a part of me that is ranting is that I don't even hear from anyone anymore. Maybe it is just sadness about it. Who knows, either way. I'm done.
It sucks that the time that I have to be the most careful about not getting prego is the time I am the most baby hungry. I just want a family. Damn biological clock.
On other news, I am getting to that really frustrated point again when I clean my slate of all the people in my life and start over. It has dawned on me that there are too many people in my life that didn't really think that I had it in me to settle down, do the nursing program, have any sort of lasting relationship, blah blah blah. Why did I hang around so long? god. how stupid of me. There are plenty of people in salt lake and I just happened to decide to be around the one's that don't believe in my potential. I guess it's just one of those things that you learn with maturity and age. I guess a part of me that is ranting is that I don't even hear from anyone anymore. Maybe it is just sadness about it. Who knows, either way. I'm done.
It sucks that the time that I have to be the most careful about not getting prego is the time I am the most baby hungry. I just want a family. Damn biological clock.