I hate this thing.
Many things have transpired lately, although I fear most of them where all in my head.
I did go spend a weekend with Jess in Saco. I burnt, in more ways than one obviously. It was dissapointing to see Alexis though. He promised me a good time all the times I've talked with him previously, but he just didn't provide. Then he spent the entire time psycho-analysing people. His new woman has changed him muchly. And I don't care for it.
I got every job I applied for. Texas Roadhouse hosting (hopefully moving into serving). MBNA in collections (I sold my soul when I took the piss test then got fingerprinted). Eastern Maine Medical Center for housekeeping; I don't fucking think so at $8/hr. I didn't even go in for the piss test at the hospital (I would have failed anyway). I don't want the job at MBNA, even if it does pay $12.02 an hour; I don't want to be stuck in a cubicle all suited up. However, neither MBNA nor Texas Roadhouse start until August, so I have some time to think about it. However, until then, I'm looking for some way to start making money for an apartment.
I'm pretty pissed right now. I was supposed to have fun at Nikki's this weekend, however things have happened that got the main event cancelled and now Nikki doesn't want to do anything at all. Cool. Real cool. The only thing I could possibly do is go to camp with my parents. However, it's their highschool reunion and I don't want to be around to hear about that. My mom sucks at life. She's been preparing for this and although she'll tell you otherwise, it's because she wants to show everyone how good she looks and that they should have been friends with her in high school because look at her now... BULLSHIT BITCH. I can tell you right now she alienated herself from the "popular kids" but is too afraid to own up to that mistake. I mainly don't want to go due to the fact that I want to get wasted this weekend and I can't very well do that with my parents.
So now I must find something to do with my weekend. I'll probably just scrape paint off the garage and watch TV. (Please feel free to invite me to something... anything. But please keep in mind that I have class on Tuesday.) FUCKSHITPISSASSCUNTSUCK
I did go spend a weekend with Jess in Saco. I burnt, in more ways than one obviously. It was dissapointing to see Alexis though. He promised me a good time all the times I've talked with him previously, but he just didn't provide. Then he spent the entire time psycho-analysing people. His new woman has changed him muchly. And I don't care for it.
I got every job I applied for. Texas Roadhouse hosting (hopefully moving into serving). MBNA in collections (I sold my soul when I took the piss test then got fingerprinted). Eastern Maine Medical Center for housekeeping; I don't fucking think so at $8/hr. I didn't even go in for the piss test at the hospital (I would have failed anyway). I don't want the job at MBNA, even if it does pay $12.02 an hour; I don't want to be stuck in a cubicle all suited up. However, neither MBNA nor Texas Roadhouse start until August, so I have some time to think about it. However, until then, I'm looking for some way to start making money for an apartment.
I'm pretty pissed right now. I was supposed to have fun at Nikki's this weekend, however things have happened that got the main event cancelled and now Nikki doesn't want to do anything at all. Cool. Real cool. The only thing I could possibly do is go to camp with my parents. However, it's their highschool reunion and I don't want to be around to hear about that. My mom sucks at life. She's been preparing for this and although she'll tell you otherwise, it's because she wants to show everyone how good she looks and that they should have been friends with her in high school because look at her now... BULLSHIT BITCH. I can tell you right now she alienated herself from the "popular kids" but is too afraid to own up to that mistake. I mainly don't want to go due to the fact that I want to get wasted this weekend and I can't very well do that with my parents.
So now I must find something to do with my weekend. I'll probably just scrape paint off the garage and watch TV. (Please feel free to invite me to something... anything. But please keep in mind that I have class on Tuesday.) FUCKSHITPISSASSCUNTSUCK