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[nymphetamine58]

you say you love me. i think i love you too. but this will never work out, and you know that. your there. and i'm here. it doesnt work that way for me. i've told you before it wouldnt work out. unless by some miricale we can be together, nothings going to happen. sure, i might hang out with you over the summer. but until you can be near me, it won't end up more than being friends. i'm sorry. i don't know why i love you too.. but i do. and its obvious that you love me too. i guess that the feelings never died. they just were hidden. burried under fake un-love feelings. but they have obviously resurfaced... and there is nothing to come of it... and if it really is that you don't love me, and it was just something to say. then i've just made a total fool out of myself... but now you know my feelings.

i
do
love
you.

still.

i guess dead hearts don't bleed.
.............
i'm writing this part in fourth period.. i'm really bored and i guess a little depressed... nothing will ever come of these things... anyway.. nothing has changed since i wrote the top part.. i'm still probably in love. and depressed... :( meh. it sucks.. well. i have to go now.