Ususlly don't post like this but. . . .

[nympha]

I've been chain smoking today for some reason.
I feel like I've sorta failed at my personal roles these days.
I want not say the wrong things at times.
It's a struggle lately to keep everything as clear as they need to be.
Soon, I will be starting over, packing up, moving on and hoping to keep
the life that I want for myself and others going positively.
I want to succeed.