I might burst into tears any second...I'm not kidding
So, lets go through the list of good and bad that has been my life recently
(-) Found out that I have scoliosis and degenerative joint disease in my spine, and I have go to physical therapy
(-) have my first session of physical therapy at 8:00am this Thursday (which means I have to be there at 7:30am)
(-) had a break down when I realized that Mason was with Sean when I drunk dialed him a few weekends ago
(-) had a break down early morning of my birthday because Mason sent me a birthday message that was all happy-go-lucky and I couldn't handle it
(-) my birthday was awful because of it (and a few other things) and I felt bad that I couldn't enjoy what my house-mates did for me and friends' birthday messages
(-) my birthday happened and I didn't want it to
(-) have 4 tests in 4 days this week
(-) definitely failed the first two tests of the week
(+) went to IMPACT auditions (a new winterguard in Fluvanna that I'll hopefully make; they will hopefully do WGI this year) and did well, they want me to come back to the next camp
(-) audition was 8 hours long and I'm so sore I can barely walk up and down stairs
(-) my back is killing me
(-) Mason updated his facebook today saying he's looking for dating and random play
(-) that update is making me fall apart right now
(-) I'm so exhausted because I haven't slept well recently because of tests/not being able to sleep well and I have to work later AND study for another test tomorrow, which I'll also probably fail.
(-) skipped a class on Monday which we apparently had to turn in homework that was due (two classes, actually) AND missed a quiz.
(-) I have so much homework to do tonight
(+) men's soccer game tonight (though I might not be able to go)
(-) I forgot to tell my a cappella group that I couldn't make it to sectionals last night and remembered not too long ago and feel terrible
And I think there are a ton of other things that I can't think of right now because my head is about to explode and I'm trying not to break down crying right now. So yeah.
EDIT: So now I'm definitely not going to the soccer game. I totally forgot that my time sheet for the frog lab was due by 5pm today, and I hadn't done it. So I had to race over the to lab, turned it in at 5:15 (though it probably won't be counted until the NEXT pay period) and proceeded to finish disinfecting that damn tank that I had to disinfect on Friday. Turns out the well water is out because it's being a bitch again, so I have to use the fucking hose to fill and drian this tank about 4 times. This tank holds like 20 gallons of water. So I start to disinfect the tank and the hose takes FUCKING FOREVER! I'm waiting for it to fill for the third time, and then I have to drain and fill, then drain and fill again before I'm done. So I won't get out of here until around 7:30 at the earliest. Not to mention that the hose sucks and I've had to mop up the floor twice already and it's getting me wet.
I'm so fucking tired of my life. I just want to quit. WHY CAN'T SOMETHING GO FUCKING RIGHT FOR ONCE?!?!?!?!
(-) Found out that I have scoliosis and degenerative joint disease in my spine, and I have go to physical therapy
(-) have my first session of physical therapy at 8:00am this Thursday (which means I have to be there at 7:30am)
(-) had a break down when I realized that Mason was with Sean when I drunk dialed him a few weekends ago
(-) had a break down early morning of my birthday because Mason sent me a birthday message that was all happy-go-lucky and I couldn't handle it
(-) my birthday was awful because of it (and a few other things) and I felt bad that I couldn't enjoy what my house-mates did for me and friends' birthday messages
(-) my birthday happened and I didn't want it to
(-) have 4 tests in 4 days this week
(-) definitely failed the first two tests of the week
(+) went to IMPACT auditions (a new winterguard in Fluvanna that I'll hopefully make; they will hopefully do WGI this year) and did well, they want me to come back to the next camp
(-) audition was 8 hours long and I'm so sore I can barely walk up and down stairs
(-) my back is killing me
(-) Mason updated his facebook today saying he's looking for dating and random play
(-) that update is making me fall apart right now
(-) I'm so exhausted because I haven't slept well recently because of tests/not being able to sleep well and I have to work later AND study for another test tomorrow, which I'll also probably fail.
(-) skipped a class on Monday which we apparently had to turn in homework that was due (two classes, actually) AND missed a quiz.
(-) I have so much homework to do tonight
(+) men's soccer game tonight (though I might not be able to go)
(-) I forgot to tell my a cappella group that I couldn't make it to sectionals last night and remembered not too long ago and feel terrible
And I think there are a ton of other things that I can't think of right now because my head is about to explode and I'm trying not to break down crying right now. So yeah.
EDIT: So now I'm definitely not going to the soccer game. I totally forgot that my time sheet for the frog lab was due by 5pm today, and I hadn't done it. So I had to race over the to lab, turned it in at 5:15 (though it probably won't be counted until the NEXT pay period) and proceeded to finish disinfecting that damn tank that I had to disinfect on Friday. Turns out the well water is out because it's being a bitch again, so I have to use the fucking hose to fill and drian this tank about 4 times. This tank holds like 20 gallons of water. So I start to disinfect the tank and the hose takes FUCKING FOREVER! I'm waiting for it to fill for the third time, and then I have to drain and fill, then drain and fill again before I'm done. So I won't get out of here until around 7:30 at the earliest. Not to mention that the hose sucks and I've had to mop up the floor twice already and it's getting me wet.
I'm so fucking tired of my life. I just want to quit. WHY CAN'T SOMETHING GO FUCKING RIGHT FOR ONCE?!?!?!?!