So sick
So, some of you may have heard. I've had the worst week of my life. Mason and I broke up. I'm not doing well, but thank GOD the girls were here this weekend. They really helped me take my mind off it. But now that I'm back home, it's all that I can think about. It makes me sick to my stomach. It's just not right. It makes me want to scream and throw things and want to hit him in the face for being so stupid.
I've never been so heart-broken in my entire life and I don't know how to recover. It's like my mind is numb. I can't function and don't want to think, but it's all I can do. I never thought I could hate him, but it hurts more that I love him too. And he just lets me go. What kind of person does that to the person he loves? It's not logical.
I just want to sleep for a long time and wake up with the pain gone. I don't want to feel like this anymore.
I've never been so heart-broken in my entire life and I don't know how to recover. It's like my mind is numb. I can't function and don't want to think, but it's all I can do. I never thought I could hate him, but it hurts more that I love him too. And he just lets me go. What kind of person does that to the person he loves? It's not logical.
I just want to sleep for a long time and wake up with the pain gone. I don't want to feel like this anymore.