Can anyone spare some change?
I need some change. Namely in the form of a better/closer job. I swear to god, the next time I hear a little kid screaming and crying, I'm quitting. I'm tired of this job. I like it okay but it's become such a hassle to go to. Gas is murdering me from having to drive betweeen Dahlonega for school, Cumming for work, and Dawsonville for home. It's about a gallon of gas each way and I just don't make enough to support it. Not to mention all of the other numerous expenses I keep running into inexplicably. My love life could use some overhauling as well. It's very strange as of late. Rachel and I can't decide if we're coming or going or even what we are. Having problems staying just friends. It's made harder by the fact that we still love each other and that neither one of us is being an ass about the whole thing. It would make it considerabley easier if we were. Last night I just got this overwhelming feeling of just wanting to be alone. Not just a "me-time" alone, but in a relationship sense as well. And yet this isn't really something I want. I don't know what I want in general. Maybe...