Dig a hole and throw dirt on me
I have no earthly or unearthly idea why I'm so tire and depressed today. I just woke up that way. Of course, it's not helped by all of the screaming devil children here at work. I never want to have kids. Sigh. I wish I could admit to myself what was wrong. I wish there were some things I could just get over, but I can't. If wishes were horses, we'd all be eating steak. I just feel so alone all of a sudden. So unnoticed. Unattractive too. I know that's a distinctly odd thing for a guy to feel or say, but that's the way it is. Oh well. At least I still have theatre, although this time it's kind of strange. I'm actually forming bonds with those in the cast; something I rarely if ever do. We'll see how it turns out.